CHAPTER 40
I've always wanted to know what I wanted, but I didn't know myself, and I couldn't ask anyone.
When Xuan Lin called me out, it was the summer solstice. "Lin Han was taken back to the house by Master Lin, I don't know what Master Lin will do."
"Lin Han likes you very much, but she used the wrong method."
"Like me? What's the use? That kind of woman, even if my father and mother ask me to marry back home, I will never marry her. ”
I laughed and said, "What's so bad about that?" As long as she likes you, she is not afraid of anything, everything follows you, everything listens to you, how dare she go west if you let her go east, isn't this good? ”
"What nonsense are you talking about, if it weren't for the woman I really liked, I wouldn't have married home."
"That is to say, if your parents really want you to marry a woman, and force you to die, you will also compromise."
"As if you've been through it, I'm not going to do that."
Seeing Xuan Lone's appearance as if he was angry, I couldn't help laughing, and Sine was even more angry when he saw it, and said, "What do you know? ”
After speaking, Xuan Lin felt that it was inappropriate, and said: "Sometimes I envy you too, but what I envy is only your freedom." ”
"What am I comfortable with, and what are you envious of? For the first time, I heard someone say that he was envious of an orphan. ”
"No, you're not in the big family, you don't understand a lot of things...... I'm not afraid of being laughed at by you, my father is not a good person, he goes everywhere to find women to keep seeds, I don't know how the so-called good reputation came about, only the people in our house know it clearly, but for outsiders, I believe that even if these things are really said, no one will say anything. Sometimes I feel unfair to those women, but a lot of women want my dad's money, and that's the reality. ”
"It's nothing, which family hasn't had a little ugly."
Xuan Lin looked up at me, as if he was hesitant and hidden, and after a while he said, "Even my brother is not my mother's own. ”
"Xuan Kai? But you're hiding it well. ”
"How is it possible to say such a thing? If he said it, Xuan Kai didn't know what he was going to go crazy, not to mention that his father had been gone for so long, and there was no need to say this kind of thing. ”
I can't imagine how Mrs. Xuan has treated Xuan Kai as her own for so many years, and how she has managed to suppress those gossips in her heart, and continue to raise a child who does not belong to her and a child who does not belong to her as if nothing has happened.
"So what's the matter with you calling me out?"
"Can't you call if you're fine? I just thought I hadn't seen you in a long time, and I didn't know how you were doing. ”
"What else can I do, it is already my best place to serve obediently by my wife's side."
"Haven't you ever thought about getting married?"
"Who can I marry? The high can't climb, the low looks down, even if the identity is similar, but what I've experienced, who can experience it casually. ”
"That's right, but Madame won't let you not marry."
"There's nothing wrong with being alone, I'm not the heir of a big family like you, there's no need to get married, if I can meet any good people, I'll admit it, but I still don't think it's possible."
"How come, you don't have any bad habits, and you don't have any fatal flaws, it's very easy to get married."
"I don't want to marry casually, I've been a lot of wanderers before, all I want is plain, if no one can achieve my blandness, then I'll be bland alone."
Xuan Xiao sighed and said, "My mother is also urging me to marry a wife, and she has not been in good health recently, but I am really afraid that she will randomly point someone to marry me." ”
"Don't you have a candidate yourself? The daughter of the Sheng Mansion is not bad, what Madame wants to see is that you get married and start a business, and she must be more attentive to you than Xuan Kai. ”
"I don't want it, if I want to marry, I will marry what I like, why should I be restrained by others, even if it is my mother."
I poured down a glass of wine and said, "It's hard to make your idea come true. ”
Just as he was about to speak, there was a knock on the door. Xuan Shi got up, looked at me suspiciously, and opened the door, and it was none other than Muyang at the door.