Chapter 500: The heart is like ashes
It's good if it's really just a chess piece, but unfortunately it's not, now she doesn't know that her identity is on their side, but when she knows her identity, how should she deal with herself? Will Shangguan Candle stand on her side or continue to complete their plan?
In order to avoid this situation, and in order not to be affected by any factors, he had to kill this woman ruthlessly.
Although she didn't kill this woman today, she seemed to have misunderstood the assassination, and Shangguan Candle was also involved, and such a good opportunity for separation was placed in front of him, and Li Mao had no reason to refuse.
"I don't know how much effort it took me to persuade him to get rid of you, but fortunately, you gave this opportunity, if you hadn't set up a plan in the court to put Shangguan Candle to death, he wouldn't have been disheartened and chose to take the initiative to ask for it...... Then after all these days of persuasion, he finally made up his mind to get rid of you, although this decision was painful for him, but after a long time, he didn't remember. ”
Feng Xiyan's body shook, his legs trembled, his body took a few steps backwards to stabilize, and tears welled up.
So that's how it feels to be dead? That's not good!
This answer has long been placed in front of him, and he has always been unwilling to believe it and admit it, so he has repeatedly made all kinds of excuses for him, and always believes that he will not.
It's a pity that he is deceiving himself, how can someone who doesn't trust someone get such an important thing as Shangguan Candle and Xiao Dezi's secret letter? Without his permission, Li Mao would not have been able to get it.
She is really stupid, she was deceived once or twice, she was played with in applause but always made excuses for him, she believed him again and again, and her true heart was steamed, steamed, boiled, and fried, and she didn't believe it, and she had to wait for someone to take her life before she woke up.
"Feng Xiyan, Feng Xiyan, you have always been proud and complacent, and you can't live forever, in the end, you're just a fool after all...... A fool who has been used to play with him wantonly...... ”
"Hahaha...... You're an idiot! What an idiot! ”
"Everyone in the world says that a lover is comparable to being an emperor, but I have a lover, which is comparable to being a fool...... Hahaha...... In vain, you will send it out with a sincere heart, and what you get is such a result...... Hahaha....... ”
Feng Xiyan stumbled out, she didn't want to stay here for a moment, when she thought that Shangguan Candle had been in this courtyard, she felt that the courtyard was full of Shangguan Candles.
She couldn't breathe at the moment when she had to sleep on this smell, and if she stayed, she thought she might suffocate to death.
It's just that when he passed by Li Mao's side, he grabbed him, "Your Majesty, where are you going?" Ready to go out crying like this? ”
Feng Xiyan shook his hand away and said coldly: "Your Majesty? Isn't that ironic? What kind of majesty am I in your eyes, I'm just an impostor, an impostor who can kill if you want to, and now this impostor doesn't want to live anymore, kill if you want to! ”
After speaking, he ignored Li Mao and left the courtyard as if fleeing, crying and laughing along the way, lost his soul.
"Your Majesty? Your Majesty, where are you going? Wait for the minions......"
"Get out! Don't follow me, I'll kill you! ”
After retreating from Xiao Dezi, who had followed up, Feng Xiyan continued to walk forward, and just after taking a few steps, he was stopped by Mo Lan, who was guarding the far gate.
"What's wrong with you, Your Majesty? How do you cry like this? What's going on loud? Is it Shangguan Candle that he ....... ”
"Don't mention him to me, don't mention it in my life......" Feng Xiyan shook his head vigorously, wanting to throw those memories out of his head, "Mo Lan...... I am so tired...... I'm really tired...... It's so messy, don't bother me, let me be alone and ...... quiet. ”
After asking Mo Lan not to follow, Feng Xiyan wandered aimlessly outside the city, crying and laughing, like a mentally abnormal person.
She didn't know how long she had walked, she didn't know how long she had walked, and when she looked up, it was already dark, and she didn't know where she was except the woods or the woods.
Before, he was immersed in the sorrow that he couldn't extricate himself from, so he didn't notice the quiet environment around him, but now when he came back to his senses, he found that this quiet and terrible sound, except for one or two wolf howls from time to time in the distance, there was no other sound.
The moon hung deep in the sky, casting a deep light, shining on the surrounding quiet and approaching eerie woods.
Around the surroundings, I don't know where the road was, a gust of wind blew, and on the yin side, Feng Xiyan only felt a chill in his back and a numbness in his scalp.
Hurriedly hid on the ground with his head in his hands, his eyes didn't dare to open, his body couldn't stop trembling, and he muttered to himself: "Although I told Li Mao just now that he wanted to kill, but that was angry talk, I actually didn't want to die at all, although I had many reasons to die, but I was unwilling." ”
"I am unwilling to die like this, I finally live a new life, no matter what, I have to live a life wantonly, I have not been to a country outside Daning, and I have not appreciated the mountains and rivers of this world...... I haven't tasted enough of the food here, so I don't want to die yet...... Nor can they die...... You can't die like this, ....... ”
As soon as Feng Xiyan's chatter fell, a gust of wind blew again, but this gust of wind was a little stronger than just now, and it made her hair fly.
She was so frightened that she hugged herself tighter.
Because I cried too hard before, my head hurt at the moment, and my eyes couldn't open wide, and then it hurt so much that I couldn't stop crying, but as soon as I shed tears, the place where the tears flowed today was hot and painful.
It's to the point where it hurts everywhere and feels uncomfortable anywhere.
"Shhh
I wanted to hold myself tighter, but I accidentally raised my hand to touch my cheek, and then a burst of heart-piercing pain swept over, so painful that she couldn't help but let out a sound, and tears fell again.
"Bastard! Big pig's head! This time, the old lady will never believe you again, and she will not like you anymore! ”
"If I believe in you, I deserve to die at your hands!"
"Bastard! Bastard! ”
Thinking of her current situation, Feng Xiyan felt pain in her heart, and the double pain in her heart and body made her forget her fear, and she was only full of regret and anger.
What she didn't know was that while she was cursing frantically, a man in black was standing not far from her and watching her silently, his eyes were constantly changing with her emotions, silent, and he didn't want to speak.
After venting for a while, Feng Xiyan's heart was a little more comfortable, and then she raised her head, ready to recall how she got here, and then slowly found her way back.
Although things have developed to this point, she really doesn't want to pay attention to it and wants to leave, but when she thinks that Shangguan Candle's means and Mo Lan and her own property are still in Daning, she just left, not to mention irresponsibility, and she can't go far.
There are some things that you have to face when you have to face them, so you have to clean up the mess when you're done.
I thought so, and I planned to do so, but when I looked up and saw the man in black who was standing there at an unknown time not far away, Feng Xiyan was still frightened, screamed and fell backwards, and then crawled backwards with his back on the ground.
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