She looked really distressed, especially her deep-set eyes, which were even darker under her eyes, and the whole person was like a nocturnal ghost, so scary.

And these were all covered by fat powder that she instructed herself in the early morning to prevent people from discovering.

Except for the fact that she knew what Feng Xiyan's situation was, no one knew at all, so she was so worried and afraid, afraid that she would not be able to hold on to it in one breath and fall down, and then she would not be able to get up.

Feng Xiyan only felt dizzy, so that Mo Lan didn't hear what she was saying, only saw her lips open and closed, full of distress and worry, in order not to let her worry.

So he forced his physical discomfort to smile and said, "Okay Mo Lan, I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, just rest for a while, don't worry...... Lose sleep over something....... ”

"Your Majesty? Your Majesty? Miss...... Miss, what's wrong with you? ”

"I didn't ...... Not...... It's okay....... ”

"Miss? Miss? Miss...... Fast...... Come on...... Emperor...... The emperor fainted ....... ”

Before Feng Xi finished speaking, he felt that Mo Lan in front of him was becoming more and more blurry and unclear, and then, as soon as his eyes were black, he completely lost consciousness.

Before fainting, I thought that Mo Lan was so timid, she fainted like this, she had to be scared half to death, listening to her nervous voice, she must have been scared.

This sleep, Feng Xiyan only felt that he had slept so long, as if he had finished his life.

In his sleep, the child, Shangguan Candle, Ying Wei, Mo Lan, Wang Rong, Xiao Dezi, Empress Dowager Li...... And the others appeared in her dreams one after another, and everyone's crying and laughing, sad or happy, seemed to have something to do with her, but it didn't seem to have anything to do with it.

These people slowly passed in front of her eyes, and then walked away as if no one had appeared in her life, she wanted to reach out and pull, reach out and probe, but she couldn't pull anything, couldn't reach.

She was like a bystander, watching it all happen and disappear, but she couldn't keep it, and everyone who had ever appeared in her life was like a puff of smoke, coming and drifting away.

She thought that after experiencing too many separations, she would not be sentimental, she would not be sad, she would not forget, and she would not let go of herself, but when she saw the child who seemed to have been here, but it seemed that she had never been here, floated in front of her.

She knew that she was not as strong as she looked, and she had too much hope for this child, but now, this child was just a lie, a lie that never existed.

"Kid...... Child...... No...... Don't take my baby, don't ...... Child...... Shangguan Candle, don't ...... I'll be obedient, don't take the child, okay? ”

"Miss, what's wrong with you, Miss? Miss...... Whining....... ”

Mo Lan looked at Feng Xiyan, who was unconscious, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

It's a pity that her call Feng Xiyan couldn't be heard, at this moment she only felt a burst of white light flashing, and the child in front of her was taken away by a gust of wind, she was anxious and cried and wanted to catch up, but she couldn't catch up, and at this time, Shangguan Candle appeared in front of her with a frown.

Her eyes were full of sadness, and she grabbed her wrist with a sad face, stopping her from wanting to catch up, "Yan'er, we will have many, many children in the future, don't be sad, okay?" ”

"No, the child will, but not him...... Do you understand? It's not him, no, you don't understand...... You don't understand how important this child is to me, he is my only connection to the world, without him, I would have nothing to do with the world...... It has nothing to do with you....... ”

Feng Xiyan cried and shouted.

"But, Yan'er...... For a child who doesn't exist at all...... Are you going to leave me without death? ”

Feng Xiyan was startled and calmed down instantly, but the tears did not stop, falling wildly, wetting his whole face.

"No...... It's not like that, I don't have ...... I'm not...... I'm just mad at you...... Hate you...... I didn't even want your life, I just wanted to scare you...... I just want to be...... I'm not really asking for your life....... ”

"But the words ...... It's late, it's late, I'm no longer good, for the sake of that non-existent child, I still have to pay the price of my life after all...... ”

Shangguan Candle was in a white vastness, and his half-hidden face revealed an indescribable sadness.

"What do you say? Shangguan Candle, what are you talking about? Why can't I understand? ”

Feng Xiyan was stunned, he even forgot to cry, his eyes widened and he couldn't believe that he was looking at Shangguan Candle with his ears, and hesitantly stretched out his hand to pull him, but saw him retreat backwards, all the way back, without any trace of stopping.

Uneasy fear and fear frantically swept through Feng Xiyan's brain and heart, making her hands and feet cold until her whole body stiffened.

"No...... Shangguan Candle, what did you say? I don't understand, I really don't understand, stop and explain to me...... Stop, if you don't explain clearly...... I won't forgive you, and I won't forgive you for the rest of my life...... Stop and ....... ”

"Yan'er I'm sorry, I met you by such despicable means, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely appear in front of you with a dignified identity, move you with the greatest sincerity, and then let you fall in love with me...... And not the happiness that is stolen by packaging it with all kinds of lies...... Hello ...... Don't be upset...... ”

Shangguan Candle in the clouds and mist smiled with a white face, obviously smiling, but his eyes were so sad that he couldn't do it.

A huge fear struck Feng Xiyan, sweeping through her limbs, making her unable to move except trembling, and only crying out in desolation.

"Shangguan Candle, I don't allow you to leave me, have you heard it, I don't want to, you have deceived me so many times...... In the dare to leave me behind...... I'll just ...... I'll find someone to research a drug for amnesia, and forget you completely, I don't want to know you in this life or the next life...... Did you hear it...... You are not allowed to walk ....... ”

Hearing this, Shangguan Candle's miserable face in the mist stiffened, smiled bitterly, opened his thin lips lightly, and chuckled: "This is what I owe you...... Forget if you want. ”

"Shangguan Candle, you bastard, don't you boast that you are extremely smart? Can't you tell I'm talking back? You bastard...... No...... No, Shangguan Candle don't leave me...... Don't leave my ....... ”

"Ah...... No......! ”

Shangguan Candle, who had a miserable face, disappeared into the white mist with a wry smile, Feng Xiyan stared at him with wide eyes and shook his head and rushed forward, and the white mist had nothing else except the white mist, let alone Shangguan Candle, a big living person.