She has always been good at dealing with various occasions, but she can't say a word at the moment, and she is so poor that she doesn't know what to say.

What is she going to say? What to say?

Could it be that "it's good that you don't take it to heart", or "it's good if you don't care", or "don't worry, Shangguan Candle can't find anyone, I'll look for it," this promise, she is afraid that she is not qualified to say it, how can she find someone who Shangguan Candle can't find?

However, she was not reconciled.

When Mo Lan followed her, in addition to being a little cowardly, she was a complete girl, not to mention scars all over her body, not even scars the size of her fingernails.

And now .......

"Mo Lan, I'm sorry for you, I shouldn't have involved you, if it weren't for my selfishness, you wouldn't have been hurt by this, although the previous life would have been a little hard, but at least there would be no worries about your life, it's all my fault."

Things have developed so far, Feng Xiyan has nothing else to express except guilt or guilt.

"At this time, it would be empty if I forcibly said that I would go to a miracle doctor to help you heal, but even so." Feng Xiyan raised his eyes to look at Mo Lan and assured with his best efforts.

"I still want you not to be discouraged, don't give up, Shangguan Candle can't find it doesn't mean that there is no such person in the world, no matter what, I will definitely find this person, one year, two years, three years...... No matter how long it takes, I don't believe that I can't find it in a lifetime, and Daning can't find it, so I will go to other countries to find it. ”

Things have come to this point, and the guilt of Mo Lan is irreparable in this life, but she doesn't want to give up, she didn't give up in the most difficult time, and now she hasn't reached a desperate situation, why would she want to give up?

"Miss, the slave maid is just a subordinate person, not to mention suffering this injury, even if it is for you to die, the slave and maid are also willing, you are good enough for the slave and maid, for the sake of the slave and maid, you directly disobey and offend the queen mother, the slave and maid are really not worthy of you."

Mo Lan said, kneeling down in front of Feng Xiyan, she really didn't want Feng Xiyan to be in danger for her, it was already dangerous enough to offend the Queen Mother last time, she didn't want this to happen.

"You're good enough for slaves, you really don't have to worry about slaves and maids......."

Feng Xiyan held back her tears and helped Mo Lan, who was kneeling in front of her and begging bitterly, to her feet, and said firmly: "I have said it many times, you are not a subordinate, you are my sister Feng Xiyan, we are an equal relationship, and there is no master-servant kindness, your injury...... I will definitely find someone, as for the Queen Mother's side, I am already ruthless if I don't offend her. ”

"She hurt you this time, she came at me, since she has blatantly declared war on me, how can I be a shrunken turtle, don't worry, I will make her pay the price if I owe you."

Feng Xiyan wiped away the tears in his eyes, patted the back of Mo Lan's hand, gritted his teeth and continued: "In the future, don't say anything stupid that is not worth it, for me, you are my best sister, even if you offend everyone in the world, I want you to be healthy, safe and happy." ”

Mo Lan hugged Feng Xiyan, and those regrets and unwillingness all turned into tears of emotion, and at this moment, she really let go, the "don't care" and "don't care" that she said before were actually duplicitous.

How could she not care, what a woman cares about most is her appearance and chastity, and when she knows that she can never recover, she will collapse like that, and even think about suicide.

However, as soon as she thought of Feng Xiyan, she dispelled this thought, not for anything else, because she didn't want her to be sad, so she pretended to convince herself that she really didn't care, and it was excellent to stay by Miss's side for the rest of her life.

But in the end, I still mind in my heart, and I am still sad, especially when I take a bath, watching those ugly and mottled scars crawl all over my body, the kind of collapse that no one can experience except herself.

And now, those forbearance and pretense are all shattered in Feng Xiyan's oath and sincerity, compared to external things, Feng Xiyan's sincerity to her is what she cherishes.

"Miss, slave...... Slave slave really ...... Thank you. ”

Feng Xiyan stroked Mo Lan's back and comforted, "Silly girl, don't carry everything by yourself in the future, being sad is sad, if you can't let go, you can't let go, we are good sisters, don't pretend." ”

"Don't worry, even if there is really no way to cure it, it doesn't matter, people who really love you won't care, and finally take 10,000 steps back and say, even if you can't find such a person, you still have me, we said we want to be together forever."

"Uh-huh."

Mo Lan hugged Feng Xiyan and cried out all the pretended strength and indifference she had been pretending to be during this time, like a wronged child lying in her mother's arms seeking comfort and crying.

Feng Xiyan let her cry and didn't speak, because what should have been said had already been said, and now was the time for her to vent, at this time, any words of comfort would only pale and weak.

When Feng Xiyan left, Mo Lan's eyes were red and swollen from crying, like two huge peaches, which looked extremely funny, although the occasion was wrong, Feng Xiyan couldn't help but make fun of her.

The low-pressure occasion instantly became relaxed because of her jokes, and after arranging for the other palace maids to take care of Mo Lan, Feng Xiyan dragged her worried body away.

As soon as he stepped out of the courtyard where Mo Lan lived, Feng Xiyan saw that Xiao Dezi was already waiting at the door, and when he saw her come out, Xiao Dezi hurriedly greeted her, "See Your Majesty, Your Majesty is blessed with Jin'an!" ”

I haven't seen you for a long time, let alone Fengxi Yan, even Xiao Dezi, who has always hidden his emotions well, also showed a happy look.

Feng Xiyan covered up the yin owl between his eyebrows, and looked at Xiao Dezi, who had not seen him for a long time, with a smile.

I haven't seen her for so long, Xiao Dezi seems to have gained some weight, and her look is a little more cheerful than when she came to her side before, and her face is no longer a dead face, and she is beginning to show some emotions.

Being looked at by her like this, Xiao Dezi touched his face with some weakness, wondering if his appearance was wrong.

"Your Majesty, is there something unclean on the minion's face? Why do you look at the minions like that? ”

"No, it's been a long time, I think you've become a little different, so I've just taken a few more looks."

Feng Xiyan said as she walked towards the Imperial Garden, once, she was extremely disgusted with this place, and tried her best to escape from here, and she had never looked at this place seriously.