Chapter 3 Reading books or something, it's impossible in this life
"Yes." The woman nodded. "In just one cup of tea, you've sighed several times. And ......"
The woman looked at the ruined flowers in front of Lou Yiyi, and said, "This is the most precious flower you used to have, and no one is allowed to touch it." ”
"Really?" As soon as the woman's words were finished, Lou Yiyi accidentally plucked the whole flower with more strength......
"This is Leng Yan's favorite flower, there was a maid who accidentally touched it before, and you punished her for not being allowed to enter your yard for a month." The woman explained lightly.
Lou Yiyi: ......
It doesn't need to be explained so clearly.
"Back to business." The woman probably also understood Lou Yiyi's silence, and immediately ended the topic just now. "If you have something bothering you, say it, maybe I can help you figure it out."
Lou Yiyi glanced back at the woman, then reached out and began to destroy the third flower.
"It's nothing." Xu is woman's tone was too flat, or Lou Yiyi had an inexplicable sense of intimacy with her, Lou Yiyi couldn't help but say her troubles. "You know I've had amnesia, everything here is foreign to me, and from the only information I have, none of my nominal family members like me very much. I don't know how to get along with them. In the morning, Qing'er said that my brother and sister were coming to see me in the evening, and I hadn't figured out how to deal with them yet. ”
"You don't want to see them?" The woman's eyes flashed.
Lou Yiyi nodded. "Everybody has good or bad memories of me, and I don't know anything."
"You're running away, and you're going to have to face it sooner or later." Lou Yiyi turned her back to the woman and couldn't see the distress in her eyes.
"I know." Lou Yiyi finally gave up the flower in her hand and sat on the ground and looked at the sky in a daze. "At least not now, let me get used to the current state."
"What about your father and mother? Don't want to see it?" The woman hesitated, but asked.
Lou Yiyi shook her head. "I'm afraid to see them."
"Why?" There was a hint of confusion in the woman's eyes. "They are your biological parents, why don't you dare?"
"It is said that my father did not like me at all, and when he saw me, he either reprimanded or reprimanded." Lou Yiyi smiled a little helplessly.
"What about your mother? She loves you a lot. The woman persistently asked.
"I know." Xu is the only thing worth her relief since the crossing, and Lou Yiyi's expression is no longer so bitter. "It is precisely because she is good to me that I am a little afraid to see her, I am afraid of disappointing her and breaking her heart."
There is another point that Lou Yiyi did not say, in her short life of more than 20 years, she felt little maternal love. She is very envious of the original owner's mother who loves her and loves her, and now the original owner's mother has become her mother, there are expectations, but more fear, she is afraid that she will end up just empty joy.
The two chatted and chatted, and before they knew it, it was noon. Feeling a little hungry, Lou Yiyi sorted out her emotions, stood up, stretched her waist, and said to the woman behind her: "It's not too early, why don't you stay and have a meal together?" ”
"Nope." The woman also stood up, she gently touched Lou Yiyi's head, smiled and shook her head. "I still have something to do, so I'll go first."
"Okay." Lou Yiyi didn't force it, but looked at the woman's eyes with some regret, she had a good impression of the woman. As if thinking of something, he was a little embarrassed and said, "I said to you today, don't talk to her." ”
"Understood." The woman winked at Lou Yiyi and disappeared into the courtyard.
After a while, Er Qing'er walked in with a food box.
"Miss, Qing'er has already brought lunch, will you eat it now or later?"
"Now." Lou Yiyi rubbed her deflated stomach, her face full of seriousness. "As a good meal, their mission is to be eaten while they're steaming, and I've decided to fulfill them so that they don't disappoint."
"Okay." Qing'er couldn't help but laugh. "Qing'er, I'll give you cloth vegetables."
Looking at the dishes on the table, Lou Yiyi couldn't help but squint her eyes, they were all vegetarian dishes, and there was almost no meat in sight, which was in line with her hobbies and she liked to eat. She suddenly understood that those who go to eat big meals in a bad mood in modern times, and sure enough, the healing power of food is not blown.
"By the way, miss." Seeing that Lou Yiyi was eating so happily, Qing'er couldn't help but say happily: "Madame just sent a message, and in the past few days, everyone in the house can't come over to disturb you until you are completely recovered." ”
"Really?" Lou Yiyi looked at Qing'er, her eyes flashing with excitement. "Is that the one tonight, Lou Jinjue and Lou Jinxuan are not used."
Qing'er nodded helplessly, and couldn't help but remind aloud: "Miss, they are your brother and sister, you can't call their names like this, they hear it or reach their ears and the master, and you will inevitably be reprimanded." ”
"That's not the point, the point is that I haven't had to see them lately." Lou Yiyi waved her hand nonchalantly. "Besides, the name is not just for people."
"That being said, Childe and Second Miss are your dearest." Qing'er bothered to enlighten: "You should try to get along with them, instead of trying to avoid them. ”
"Let's talk about it." Lou Yiyi reluctantly coped: "After all, I am not familiar with them, and it is a while to be able to hide for a while." Others, listen to destiny and look at fate. ”
In the next few days, Lou Yiyi fully experienced what it means to live as a pig. Stay in this small yard, eat and sleep every day, sleep and eat, and then look at the sky in a daze, enjoy the flowers. The large unknown flower in the yard was almost 'appreciated' by her, and only the bare roots remained.
"Qing'er, I'm dying of boredom." Lou Yiyi lay on the pillars of the corridor weakly, like a salted fish that had lost its soul.
"Why don't you read a book, Miss?" Qing'er asked with some hesitation.
"What book?" Lou Yiyi's eyes lit up. "Chatting? Painted skin? Or is it the domineering prince who falls in love with me? Farming's wife running with the ball? You know, people don't pick any books when they're bored. ”
"Ahem, cough, cough-" Facing her own young lady's fiery gaze, Qing'er couldn't help but feel a little weak. "Miss, there are only four books and five classics in your room, and the rest of the books have been confiscated by the eldest prince and the master."
"None left?" Lou Yiyi stared at Qing'er tightly, and the look of anticipation was obvious.
"I didn't leave a single one." Qing'er replied with difficulty, seeing that the small flame in Lou Yiyi's eyes was gradually extinguished, she felt a little guilty inexplicably?
"I'd better choose to be in a daze." Lou Yiyi once again lay on the pillar without love, looking at the sky with blank eyes. "It's impossible to read books or anything in this life."
"Didn't Miss say that as long as it's a book, you won't pick it?" Suddenly thinking of something, Qing'er looked at Lou Yiyi a little innocently, saw her covering her face, hurriedly stepped forward, and asked with concern: "What is the discomfort of Miss's face?" ”
"It's okay, it's just a little painful." Lou Yiyi only felt that her mouthful of old blood was blocked in her heart, she didn't vomit or swallow, she glanced at Qing'er with a heartbroken eye, and said quietly: "Although I don't pick any books, some books are a matter of principle." ”
"Miss's principle is not to read the Four Books and Five Classics?" Qing'er was a little surprised, although the previous young lady didn't like to read, how could she be involved in the principle now.
"Nope." Lou Yiyi shook her head deeply, and said seriously: "It is the principle of the Four Books and the Five Classics, and their principle is mine." Salted fish like me are not worthy of them, and it is an insult to them that I hold them. ”
"I see." Qing'er has never heard the reason why she doesn't want to read a book, and there is such a beautiful explanation, and she is teachable.
In the afternoon, Lou Yiyi just woke up and heard the noise at the gate of the courtyard, she quickly got up, walked quickly to the table, poured the tea, and then drank it calmly, without any movement.
When Qing'er entered the door, she saw such a scene.
"Miss, have you just woken up?"
"Hmm." Lou Yiyi nodded inscrutablely.
Qing'er looked at her calm-looking young lady, and then turned her head to look at the noisy courtyard outside.
"Miss's favorite place to be lively, why is she so calm today? You're not curious about what's going on out there? ”
Lou Yiyi slowly put down the cup in her hand, calmly turned her head to look at Qing'er, and after a long time, she spit out a word: "Speak." ”
Qing'er was confused by Lou Yiyi's appearance, but she still said responsibly: "Madame found the murderer who pushed Miss into the water that day, and ran to the queen's mother to cry and make trouble, and the queen's mother issued an order, and the murderer was dealt with with by the Taifu Mansion." Now, Madame is asking the murderer to kneel outside the yard of the young lady, waiting for the young lady to wake up and deal with it. ”
"Who is the murderer?" Lou Yiyi returned to her true nature in a second, her face full of curiosity.
"Xia Jiangjuan, the only daughter of Shangshu Mansion." Qing'er replied.
"I have a grudge against her?" Lou Yiyi asked tentatively.
"Among the young ladies who like Mr. Leng, you and Miss Xia have the most fierce quarrel."
"Oh-" Lou Yi agreed. "Rival relationship."
"Then Miss ......" Qing'er paused and asked, "What are you going to do with her?" ”
"I must not let her go easily, otherwise I'm too sorry for the original owner, cough cough, I took this trip from the Hades Palace. However, if you don't give up, if you provoke Shangshu Mansion in a hurry, it will also bring trouble to the mansion" Lou Yiyi pinched her chin, thought about it for a while, and had a plan.
"Since it fell into my hands, if you don't let her fade her skin, I'm sorry for the nine-year compulsory education I received."
"Miss, what is nine-year compulsory education?" Since Miss woke up, Qing'er felt that she couldn't keep up with Miss's thoughts more and more.
"I can't tell you for a while, what, what are you waiting for, let's go quickly." Lou Yiyi got up and was about to walk out the door. "Wait......"