"Jing Gongzi is not that kind of person, I know!" She still wanted to refute, but when she refuted, she was so weak.

The original love may really be just her wishful thinking, she thought that he came to listen to her play music every day because he liked her, but now it seems that she is really wrong.

Looking at Qi Jingyun, Lian'er opened her mouth, and finally asked what she wanted to ask from the bottom of her heart, "Master Jing, back then...... Is it true that you never had a relationship with me back then? ”

Qi Jingyun couldn't bear to tell the truth, but if she was still let have illusions at this moment, it would only hurt her, he nodded lightly, "Yes!" ”

At that time, he just felt that the army was really boring, and it happened that he was injured in the snow in those days, and he couldn't take the snow to the horse farm, so he could only come to this floating jade building every day to spend time.

Every time I come to find Lian'er, it's just because Lian'er is simple and ignorant of the world, which is different from those charming and touching women in the floating jade building, and the smell of fat powder all over her body makes people have a headache.

From beginning to end, he only regarded her as a singer who did not sell herself in the floating jade building, and never had any love for her.

Closing her eyes deeply, tears slipped down from the corners of her eyes, and Lian'er smiled bitterly until she coughed violently.

It turned out that it was wrong from the beginning to the end! Love is wrong, love is wrong, she has been waiting and looking forward to it for so many years, and it is all wrong.

Qi Jingyun looked at the woman on the bed quietly, and after a while, he said softly: "You play the piano well, you take good care of your body, everything, it's not too late, you are still young, you can have a new life, you shouldn't give up on yourself because of a blow."

He was very sympathetic to Lian'er's experience, and had to admit that Lian'er had really suffered too much, the girl who smiled like a flower and was a little shy back then has long been devastated by life, and from her, he can't see half a shadow of the girl back then.

It's just that apart from sympathy and pity, he can't give her more.

"Childe, back then...... If I had expressed my heart with Childe back then, would Childe have me in his heart? Lian'er looked at him with her eyelids raised, waiting for Qi Jingyun's answer.

Unwilling to deceive the person in front of him, Qi Jingyun sighed and shook his head gently, even if Lian'er showed his love for him back then, he would not like Lian'er, because from beginning to end, he only regarded Lian'er as an ordinary Qinglou woman.

Coming to Lian'er is just to pass the boring time.

Seeing Qi Jingyun shaking her head, Lian'er's half-supported body suddenly lost her strength and lay heavily on the bed, she slowly closed her eyes, and the tears in her eyes slipped down her eyes again.

Accompanied Lian'er until Zhao Niangzi came back, Zhao Niangzi only took a pack of medicine in her hand, Qiao Mingyue saw that the package of medicine in her hand, as well as the silver bracelet that was originally on her hand were missing, and she understood.

I'm afraid that Lian'er will linger on the sickbed all year round, and Zhao Niangzi will already have no money to give her medicine, so she will go to the pit shop Xiaoer.

It's just that...... It doesn't look like she went to the bun shop to buy buns.

stepped forward and took Mrs. Zhao's hand, Qiao Mingyue said softly: "Sister Zhao, I have something I want to ask you, can I take a step to speak?"

Zhao Niangzi nodded, put down the medicine bag in her hand, and glanced at her sister who was lying on the bed, then followed Qiao Mingyue out and out of the room, Qiao Mingyue asked why Zhao Niangzi appeared in the bun shop.

Zhao Niangzi bit her lower lip, a touch of embarrassment appeared on her face, Qiao Mingyue hurriedly said: "If it is inconvenient for Sister Zhao to say, I will not ask."

Zhao Niangzi sighed, "Hey...... There's nothing inconvenient, since you asked, sister, then I don't have anything I can't say, the reason why I appeared in the bun shop is to accompany the shopkeeper Xun to talk about business, accompany a table of wine, can get three taels of silver, my life with Lian'er is maintained by this. ”

After that, Zhao Niangzi lowered her head slightly, and continued with some embarrassment: "It's just that the shopkeeper Xun didn't negotiate this business, he was annoyed, so he found a reason not to give me money, I couldn't help it, so I hit the idea on Xiao Er's head, I don't want to pay a lot of money, I just want to catch a pair of medicine for Lian'er."

Listening to Zhao Niangzi's words, Qiao Mingyue frowned, she really couldn't imagine that the famous Oiran lady in Zhennan back then would be reduced to this point now.

Zhao Niangzi smiled bitterly, and bluntly said that she was old, and she didn't want to be sorry for those benefactors, and after a long time, she was naturally replaced by newcomers.

Originally, she also wanted to find someone to marry, but Lian'er was not in good health, and no one wanted her to be such a woman with a sick person, so she has not married yet.

"Sister Zhao, I have some scattered silver here, you take it, buy some food for Miss Lian'er to make up for her body, there is not much money, I hope my sister can not dislike it." Qiao Mingyue took out a silver ticket from her sleeve and handed it to Zhao Niangzi.

Looking at the silver ticket, Zhao Niangzi waved her hand again and again, saying that she couldn't accept Qiao Mingyue's money.

Qiao Mingyue said with a smile: "Xianggong used to be accompanied by Miss Lian'er, and he also regarded Miss Lian'er as a friend, this silver tael should be regarded as Xianggong's heart for his old friend, Sister Zhao, you can accept it for Miss Lian'er!" She needs money now. ”

Qiao Mingyue's words made Zhao Niangzi refuse again, she gritted her teeth, took the silver ticket handed to her by Qiao Mingyue, her eyes were slightly red, and she said gratefully that she would definitely return the money to her when she had money.

"Good!" Zhao Niangzi is a strong person, Qiao Mingyue can see this clearly, if she says that she doesn't have to pay back the money, she is afraid that she will not be willing to accept it.

The two talked outside, and when Qi Jingyun came out of the house, the two said goodbye to Zhao Niangzi and left, Zhao Niangzi originally wanted to keep them for dinner, but Qiao Mingyue said that there was still something to do, so Zhao Niangzi did not force them to stay, only said that they would have time to sit again.

said goodbye to Mrs. Zhao, and on the way back, the two of them were relatively silent on the horse, and on the official road, there was only the sound of horses' hooves.

"Lady, don't you have anything to ask me?" Qi Jingyun couldn't help but look at Qiao Mingyue, since he came out, he felt that Qiao Mingyue's attitude was weird, wasn't he still angry because of Lian'er's matter?

Tightening the reins of the horse, the horse stopped, Qiao Mingyue looked at Qi Jingyun with her head on the spot, frowned and said, "Jingyun, let's help them!"

Qi Jingyun secretly breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this, nodded with a smile and said yes, Qiao Mingyue pursed her lips and glared at him, "Have you ever liked Lian'er?" ”

"Nope!"

"Really?"

"Not really!"

After asking and answering, the horse walked forward, and the afterglow of the setting sun behind him stretched the figures of the two people very long, Qiao Mingyue looked at Qi Jingyun, and her heart was heavy.

Back at the barracks, Qiao Mingyue and Qi Jingyun heard that the horses in the army were sick, and Yu Feilong was checking the situation of the horses in the stable.