"If my sister wants to harm you, you won't live today!" Rong Xiang came out of the darkness, years of experience in the army, so that he has a unique soldier's iron and blood atmosphere, he indifferently stared at Yilan who was shouting, "What is the revenge of the grace, I finally saw it with my own eyes today, having a sister like you is the shame of my life!" ”

Yilan smiled, tears fell from her eyes, even if she had already isolated herself from Rongxiang and them in her heart, but when she heard these words with her own ears, she still couldn't help but feel a throbbing pain in her heart, but she said: "According to what you say, I still have to thank her, it's really ridiculous." ”

"Ruo'er never wanted to hurt you." Rong Lu sighed heavily, "The harem of the palace, which place is not full of calculations and battles, the women who live there must not only be beautiful and scheming, but also be able to endure and endure what ordinary people cannot, even if the other party causes you to lose your child, lose all your grace, and become nothing, you must continue to endure until the day when you can hate it, Yilan, with your xingzi, do you think you can endure it to that extent?" ”

Yilan's eyelids jumped, but he said: "If Niu Hulu Ling can do it, I can naturally do it too." ”

"Impossible!" Rong Lu shook his head without hesitation and said these words, "Look at you now, but you have been a little wronged, and you are already angry." Yilan, you have lived too smoothly in this life, Ama Eniang spoils you and depends on you in everything, so you are self-centered in everything, and if you are a little unsatisfactory, you feel that others owe you and hold a grudge. After marrying Li Yaoguang, he also doted on you and respected you, even if you didn't have anything to do in the past ten years, you never accepted a concubine. Later, although Li Yaoguang was at fault, it was even more wrong for you to beat your mother-in-law; You can't even put up with a concubine, how can you put up with the emperor's three palaces and six courts, and countless concubines? Ilan, your jealousy is too strong. Yes, if you didn't marry Yaoguang back then, but you entered the Yongwang Mansion, you may be in a high position and become the mother of the first palace; But it's more likely that you've died in the endless battles and battles. Jealousy will lead you into the abyss. ”

The further back, the colder Rong Lu's words became, and when he stayed in the back, there was already a chill surging, which sounded particularly infiltrating in this dark and hot cell.

Yilan stared at Rong Lu with a pale face, and her lips trembled as she tried to find a way to refute Rong Lu, but in the end, no sound came out.

She had to admit that Rong Lu was right, she was jealous, she was jealous of any woman who was favored by her husband, so she made a big fuss in the Li family at the beginning, and would rather be abandoned than agree to Li Yaoguang's concubine.

If it is replaced by Yinzhen......

Yilan suddenly shivered, and the coldness came up from the soles of her feet, condensing the blood into ice bit by bit, not to mention what Yinzhen would do, the queen would never let herself go, that woman was too terrible, no one could fight her.

Suddenly, Yilan remembered what Ling Ruo had said to herself many years ago - you are my sister's only sister-in-law, how can my sister be willing to let you suffer this grievance, either you don't marry, or marry if you want to marry, you will marry as a wife, three books and six ceremonies, and the Ming media is marrying.

At that time, she only felt that her sister was hypocritical and duplicitous, ostensibly for her sake, but in fact, she didn't want her to enter the house to share Yinzhen's grace.

However, now that she thinks about it, she suddenly understands that her sister understands her own xingzi, is arrogant and arrogant, and is not suitable for being a concubine, so she did everything possible to choose Li Yaoguang as her husband.

Ten years of husband and wife, Li Yaoguang treats her very well, gentle and considerate, everything is based on her, if she hadn't beaten Li's mother that day, Li's mother died in death, he wouldn't have written that letter of resignation at all.

For the first time in her life, Ilan regretted what she had done, but it was too late, and Amma and they would not forgive themselves, and Shine ......

Thinking of this man, the tip of Yilan's nose was sour, if she could turn back time, she would definitely not be so willful. I shouldn't see her again in this life, but I pity her child, even if she has the opportunity to give birth, I'm afraid she won't have the opportunity to see his father.

"It's time to eat!" There was no day or night in the cell, and the prison guards would bring two prison meals a day, a large pot of brown rice and a bowl of soup with only a few pickle leaves.

Rong Lu took the jailer's rice and soup from the fence and said, "Ama Eniang, it's time to eat." ”

When Ling Zhu saw Yilan curled up in the opposite corner, he was angry, and said hatefully: "Don't eat, I'm already full." ”

"Sir." Fucha gently pushed him and said, "You can't get along with your body no matter how angry you are, and if you eat it, how dare they eat it." ”

She persuaded for a long time, Ling Zhufang barely suppressed his anger, took the rice handed by Rong Lu and ate it, there would be a few broken porcelain bowls and chopsticks in each cell for people to share the rice.

After giving everyone a bowl, Rong Lu hesitated, picked up his bowl and put it in front of Yilan, and said in a low voice: "I can only eat this here, so I can fill my stomach." ”

His move was naturally seen by Ling Zhu, and he snorted coldly: "It doesn't matter what she does, it's just right for this kind of person to starve to death by her!" ”

Yilan raised her head from her knees, and it was not until this time that Rong Lu found that she had undried tears on her face, and her expression was desolate, after all, she was her sister who grew up watching her grow up, looking at her like this, Rong Lu felt uncomfortable, patted her shoulder and said: "Ama is just talking angry, don't take it seriously, eat it quickly." ”

Since being locked in, Yilan has not eaten anything, and her stomach has long been hungry, but she didn't take it immediately, but looked at Rong Lu with complicated eyes, and for a long time, a faint voice escaped from between her bloodless lips, "Don't you blame me for hurting Concubine Xi?" ”

"Are you happy?" Rong Lu stuffed chopsticks of different lengths into Yilan's hand, looked at Yilan who was silent, and said, "You tell me, after killing Concubine Xi, are you really happy?" ”

Yilan once thought that she would be very happy after dragging Ling Ruo down from the throne of Concubine Xi, but it turned out that it was not, in the more than two months in Suzhou, although she had no worries about food and clothing, she was not happy, but often felt lonely. At that time, her favorite thing to do was to reminisce, recalling the days when the family was together when she was a child, and she always felt that those days were too bitter, but later she found that those days were the happiest in her life, no sadness, no sadness, only the care of her family in every way. I still remember that every winter, my sister would take a few leftover charcoal and put it in a stove, and then wrap it in a cover made of old clothes, and put it in her quilt in advance, so that when she sleeps, the quilt is warm and dry, and it is not cold at all.

When it was hot in summer, she couldn't sleep because she was afraid of the heat, so her sister took a fan to cool her down and waited until she was asleep. Later, when she married into the Li family, Li Yaoguang knew that she was afraid of heat and could not afford ice at home, so he brought well water and put it in all corners to make the house a little cooler.

Every day, no matter how busy he was in the Hanlin Academy, he would come back on time and sit on the edge of the bed with a puff fan to drive away the heat for her, so that she could sleep peacefully. And for the sake of things that he had not finished the day before, he often had to get up before dawn the next day to rush to the Hanlin Academy, and often did not even bother to eat breakfast.

Ten years, she has long been accustomed to all this, until she left the Li family and left the capital, only to find that loneliness is terrible, being alone is terrible, she can only rely on memories to fill the emptiness and loneliness in her heart. If it weren't for the unexpected arrival of the child in her womb, she would have no thoughts.

Looking back suddenly, it turned out that she was not ruthless to Li Yaoguang, but she had never been so vigorous, so even she didn't notice it.