The bell didn't know what happened to Feng Xiyan suddenly, his face became ugly, his expression was solemn, and his tone became heavy, looking at her hesitantly speaking.

"When Mrs. Tang was young, she was a well-known talented woman in our area, and she was also a great beauty, so everyone knew that she went to participate in the election of the show girl, but I don't know what happened after she went to the capital, anyway, after she came back, she married the old hall master directly."

"And the old hall master also kept silent about her going to participate in the show girl, seeing that the old hall master was not mentioning this matter, how dare everyone mention this matter, so, over time, this matter gradually faded out of everyone's field of vision, and then, fewer and fewer people knew about it, and no one mentioned it again."

"So how do you know? You weren't supposed to have been born when this happened, and how did you know that? Above...... Did Xianggong tell you? ”

In the final analysis, what Feng Xiyan cares about is Shangguan Candle's attitude, from the moment he understands his mind, although he tries his best not to continue to fall into the gentle circle of Shangguan Candle's feelings, let himself always remain rational and restrained, and don't let himself fall into a place of no return.

However, although he warns himself and reminds himself all the time, he still can't ignore it and be indifferent, his heart will still be drawn by his every move, word and deed, and his emotions will change with his actions and words.

In the past, all emotions were in their own hands, and I don't know when they started, their joys, sorrows, and sorrows were actually in the hands of others, and they began to become less like themselves.

No! can't become like this, this is not her, she doesn't talk about others like this, and even she looks down on herself very much.

Feng Xiyan, who noticed the subtle changes in herself, panicked for no reason, and when she thought of becoming the kind of person she looked down on the most, she was extremely panicked in her heart, she didn't want to be restrained because of others.

You thought that a little girl in her office was originally cheerful and enthusiastic, bringing her countless hopes and sunshine during that gloomy time, but later, she fell into the mire of feelings and made herself not like herself.

All day long, washing her face with tears, the whole person lost seven souls, the sunshine and hope were gone, only the ashes remained, and these all happened under her witness.

Therefore, at that time, she secretly warned herself in her heart that she would never be like this in the future, she would never become a child picked up by someone in kindergarten, even if she liked others, she couldn't throw herself away, make herself not like herself, and don't let herself lose hope and sunshine.

In the short time he waited for the bell to answer, Feng Xiyan had already thought about all the possibilities that he might not be like himself in his mind, and kept making up his mind in his heart, and constantly warned himself not to become like that.

Because the expression on Feng Xiyan's face changed too quickly, the bell thought that something had happened, and hurriedly explained, looking at Feng Xiyan with concern and worry, and said eagerly.

"Young lady, don't worry, the reason why the slave and maid know is because when the young master brought the slave and maid back, he arranged for someone to train the slave and maid and told him, because if the slave and maid come to you to assist you, these situations must be mastered, is there something wrong? What's wrong with you? Is something happening? ”

I didn't know that Feng Xiyan had already experienced the bell of thousands of mountains in her heart, and thought that she had suddenly thought of something, plus her face changed too quickly, so that she couldn't capture her emotions at the moment.

Therefore, after explaining, he still looked at her with trepidation, for fear of missing something.

Hearing this, Feng Xiyan looked at the bell in a complicated manner, and there was a battle between heaven and man in his heart.

A voice occupied her left brain and said in a loud voice: "I'll just say, Shangguan Candle won't calculate you, although he hasn't made it clear that he likes you, but in terms of behavior, he has made compromises for you, made too many changes, and put you first, so you don't have to forcibly close your toughness, try to accept him, try to understand him." ”

Another voice occupied the left side of her brain and retorted angrily, "! If he really loves you and has you in his heart, he won't treat you like he is now, he won't bring you to this danger, he won't hide everything from you, he won't tell you, he won't bring you to avenge another woman, all this is just using you, he has never liked you. ”

The two voices kept arguing loudly in Feng Xiyan's head, no one would let anyone, no one could convince anyone, each occupying the side that he felt was reasonable, desperately shouting his own point of view, trying to persuade the other party.

Feng Xiyan was so noisy that his brain hurt for a while, his face became more and more ugly, beads of sweat continued to fall from the corners of his forehead, his face was pale and bloodless, and the corners of his ruddy mouth continued to fade away from blood, leaving only bruises.

"Young lady, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? Or did the slave just say something wrong? Or did you find something? Mrs. Tang once went to participate in the show girl, did it remind you of something? ”

The expression on Feng Xiyan's face was too struggling, and there were too many expressions that the bell couldn't understand, but in these emotions, the hidden pain was something that the bell could understand.

Therefore, when he eagerly asked Feng Xiyan, the crying in the bell's voice couldn't be suppressed.

"I'm fine, it's just that I think of something, and I don't dare to confirm it."

Feng Xiyan, who had calmed down, smiled with a pale face, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, and he slowly shook his head and denied it.

After a moment of silence, she smiled dismally, and finally couldn't control her heart.

"It's okay, let's start, end it early, get rid of it early, so that there will be no pain."

After speaking, Feng Xiyan got up and walked to the intersection of the riddle road, without the slightest hesitation, walked straight to the first stall, and said to the person who asked the question.

"Let's get started!"

Feng Xiyan "Start early, end early, get rid early, so that there will be no pain", fell into the bell ear, thinking that she was talking about facing the riddle road early, starting early, ending early, and not wanting to continue to waste time.

What she didn't know was that what Feng Xiyan meant was to complete the cooperation with Shangguan Candle as soon as possible, end the inexplicable feelings between the two as soon as possible, and then leave here, so that she would not have to draw herself as a prison because of those elusive things, imprison herself in a feeling that she can't grasp, and make herself not like herself.