Song Ci thought to himself, if he could go back to the past and start over, he would not be this criminal officer, even if he was a magistrate, he would not be able to do it, it would be a big deal to live a life of farming and weaving, like Tao Yuanming, wouldn't it be happy?

It's a pity, it's too late, the master won't give anyone a chance to start over, and no one can go back to the past.

"My lord, you don't want to.... Don't be sad, people can't be resurrected after death, and people who are alive can continue, after all... You and your husband spare the children. ”

"Yes, my lord, Mrs. once was alive, she didn't regret marrying you, what she regretted was that she couldn't go to the end with you, she was very reluctant to adulthood, so, in the past few days, I have felt something."

Song Ci suddenly got up and shouted angrily, "Since you guys feel something, why don't you tell me?" If I knew, I wouldn't be able to cure her, but I could have stayed with her for a while, wouldn't I?"

By the end, he had no strength.

Yue and Xiaoxiang didn't dare to squeak, and they also felt remorse. If Mrs. had told Song Ci earlier about her illness, it might not have been cured. Outside the house, Wen Cheng Wenwu and others walked in, and they also felt it, their eyes were wide open at the moment, and they didn't know what to do.

Song Ci felt that he was too tired and tired, he hadn't relaxed for a long time, if the officialdom of the Great Song Dynasty could be better, he wouldn't be like this.

"Wencheng Wenwu, please prepare a carriage for Song, Song wants to take his wife back to Jianyang for burial, and the fallen leaves return to her roots, I think, she also wants to go back!"

"Yes, my lord." They wiped their tears and walked out.

"Yue Xiaoxiang, you also go out, Song wants to be alone and quiet, and wants to accompany his wife alone."

They were silent, walked outside and closed the door gently, and immediately covered their lips and cried.

..... It's not easy for adults in the past ten years, I feel that he is tired, and he is also very disappointed in the Great Song Dynasty, and there are still people in the court who are constantly targeting adults.

In the house, Song Ci looked at Yu's corpse on the bed, which was still lying on a bed yesterday, and as soon as it passed, it was already separated by yin and yang, which was sad

He came to the bed, stroked Yu's face with his hand, sat on the lin, and on the table next to him, there was still some wine left over at some point, which seemed to be used by Yu to anesthetize himself, Song Ci opened the wine bottle and drank it in one gulp.

He felt his consciousness getting more and more blurred, and at some point he was anesthetized and fell asleep on the ground.

The night has quietly come, and the grass and crickets that have been sprayed with pesticides are dead, and this cry will not be heard again this year.

Early the next morning, Qin Yue and the others pushed the door outside the house and walked in, seeing such a look, they hurriedly helped Song Ci up, and he woke up from his sleep.

In his mind, the news that Mrs. Yu had died kept ringing in Song Ci's mind, he came to the window slowly, raised his head and said, "Wencheng Wenwu, is the carriage ready?"

"My lord, it's already done, no.... It's almost a year old, my lord, and I think it's okay to bring Madame back after the New Year. ”

Song Ci also wanted to see the Yu family again, but if a person dies and wants to be buried in the ground, how can he keep it for a long time?

He sighed and said: "No need, you get the carriage to the yamen, Song Mou wants to take his wife back, at the same time, you don't come all the way, Song Mou just wants to go back alone."

.“ Yes... Person..... But we are worried that you will meet bandits on the road, or thieves from other places, so one....

"No, that's it anyway.

Holding Yu's corpse with both hands, Song Ci walked out of the yamen slowly, his heart was tired, and he wanted to resign from the office, but when he saw the people below, he couldn't bear it.

Put Yu's body in the carriage, Song Ci sat in front of him, greeted everyone, and then planned to hurry.

At the entrance of the yamen, Qin Yue said: "Wencheng Wenwu, I think you should bring some people to follow the adults, if something really happens along the way, how can this be good?"

"Yes, you'd better not show up, but quietly follow behind, and when the adults return to Jianyang, you can come back."

The two of them answered, and walked out on horses with more than a dozen officers and soldiers.

Song Ci walked and stopped all the way, stopped and walked, he was in no mood to hurry, and it was not until night fell that he returned to this Jianyang county seat.

When they sent Yu to the restaurant, the couple was very sad, and when they learned the cause of death, they didn't do much, but comforted Song Ci.

I don't know how to comfort these two old people, Song Ci feels ashamed of them and the two children.

After the funeral, Song Ci returned home, looked at the deserted room, and had a lot of memories in his mind.

Outside the house, Wen Cheng and Wenwu walked in and comforted: "My lord, people can't be resurrected after death, you still have to look forward, after all, you and your husband spare the child."

"Yes, my lord, if you fall, what will happen to your children?"

Song Ci drank a bottle of wine and raised his head to look at them, "Wencheng Wenwu, didn't Song ask you not to come?" Why, you're coming?"

..... In fact, it's still the moon girl who is worried about Darao's safety, and now the soldiers are in chaos, and there are anti-thieves everywhere, so I really don't worry about Darao's safety. ”

Song Ci gave up, so he had to shake his head and said: "You guys go out first, Song wants to be quiet, in the past ten years, I have lost too much, I want to be alone."

... Man, you can't think about it!"

Song Ci was a little angry, his voice raised suddenly, and he shouted angrily: "If you are told to go out, go out, where did so much nonsense come from?" I'm a big man, can't even accept this kind of blow? Then what else do I do?"

The two of them left respectfully, but they still didn't dare to be careless, and when they came to the outside of the house, they kept looking inside through a gap.

Wen Chengdao: "It's not easy for adults these years, first his parents died, and then his wife, I'm really worried that he won't be able to accept this blow."

"Hey, if it's you and me, it's the same, come on, let's be optimistic about adults, don't do it, it's better than anything else.

Inside the house, Song Ci drank a big sip of spirits, wanting to anesthetize himself through alcohol, and also wanted to forget all the unhappiness in reality through alcohol.

Unconsciously, he was drunk, he was talking nonsense, calling his parents in his mouth, and also calling the name of his wife Yu, until he didn't know what time, he was completely silent, and his snoring was vibrating.

Wencheng and Wenwu immediately walked in, put Song Ci on the bed and fell asleep, and slept for three consecutive times before getting up from the bed at this moment.

"I'm... How could I be in bed? What the hell is going on?"

Wenwu said: "My lord, you have been drunk, you have slept for three years, you must be hungry now, you see, we have prepared a lot of food, you come and eat some."

As soon as they were like this, Song Ci did feel hungry in his belly, and he, who had forgotten his sadness for a while, sat down and ate big.

"Wencheng Wenwu, have you been with me these days? What about Changting County?" Back to my lord, we brothers dare not leave you, and at the same time, there are Yue Xiaoxiang and them in Changting County, I think it shouldn't be a problem. ”

Song Ci nodded, after eating the food, the three of them walked out of the Song Mansion, it was time, he was going to bid farewell to his father-in-law, and then return to Changting County.

Along the way, Song Ci saw that many people were playing with crickets, and they were the same as the people of Changting County at the beginning, and their love for insects was beyond all, which made people sigh.

"My lord, he. . . We... How could this Jianyang be like this?"

Song Ci said: "What's this, someone must be manipulating behind the scenes, Song suspects, who else will there be if it weren't for this system?" Once this son of his, Jia Yidao, grows up, I'm afraid, it will be extremely unfavorable to the Great Song Dynasty!"

"Ahh So what to do? My lord, should we get rid of this Jia Rudao?

Song Ci shook his head, this is still a teenage doll at the moment, how can he bear it? If you kill innocents indiscriminately, won't your reputation be ruined? At the same time, this person is still a son of the history of the system, so he can't move even more.

Everyone soon came to the restaurant, Song Ci said goodbye to the two old men, and soon, they got into a carriage and headed for Changting County.

It wasn't until the afternoon that they came to their destination, and as soon as they entered the gate of the yamen, they saw Qin Yue and the others coming over with a sad face.

Song Ci smiled: "What's the matter, Yue Xiaoxiang, Song has already walked out of the blow of losing his wife, why do you still look like you are going to die?"

"Your Excellency!" Xiaoxiang wanted to speak and stopped, not knowing how to start.

Song Ci said: "If you have anything to say, you can be straight, and at the same time, Song Mou also looks down on it, if people want to die, it is useless to find the master."

Qin Yue and Xiaoxiang glanced at each other, and said helplessly: "My lord, two days ago, the Yamen received a holy decree, and Emperor Lizong issued an order to ask you to leave this Changting County and go to Huainan to find the local encirclement and suppression chief Chen Shixiong to cooperate with the encirclement and suppression."

Song Ci was stunned, and Wencheng and Wenwu in the rear were also stunned, okay, why did you want to transfer yourself again? Why is that?

Could it be that it's because of Jia She's relationship? Or, is it because of the Cao, Tang and Wu trio of this imperial court? Song Ci didn't know, but it must have been done by one of them.

Xiaoxiang handed over the holy decree, "My lord, please take a look, it was sent by my father-in-law from the first two times."

Song Ci took it and looked at it, upset, but he had to accept it, there was no way, the matter had reached such a scene, so he had to take it hard.

He sighed and said: "Xiao Xiangyue, as well as Wencheng Wenwu Lu Sheng Ren You, you have been with Song for ten years, and in the past ten years, I have wronged you."

“... What do you think, sir?"

"yes, yes, how did you get this right?"

Everyone had an ominous premonition, feeling that Song Ci had a resignation, and he was going to drive himself and the others away!

Song Ci said: "In the past ten years, thanks to you, Song Mou will not be harmed by traitors, and at the same time, when the case is judged, there is also a lot of help, but there is no banquet that will not be dispersed."

"Ahh Father-in-law, we... We don't go. Qin Yue cried.

"Yes, yes, my lord, my life in Xiaoxiang was given by you, even if you kill me, I won't leave."

Wen Cheng Wenwu also didn't do it, "My lord, our two brothers are ordered by Emperor Ningzong to protect you, unless he gives an order, we will never leave." ”