Of all the rooms in the royal court, Angel's room was the highest, and it also faced countless forests, and every time the wind hit, she could always stand in front of the window and see farther away. Sometimes black clouds came from afar, turning the whole world into darkness, and when the black wind flooded the castle, she closed the windows, closed the curtains, and sat down in a chair not far from the couch.

Even when she sat in the chair, her heart was anxious, and for more than two months, she couldn't leave the castle to see Yi Zhichen, and she even regretted giving the child to someone else. Every time she planned to go out, Montan would take the place of Nalan, intercept her somewhere, give her the most severe advice, and make her dismiss the idea of seeing the child again.

When she's in a bad mood, she likes to put herself in boiling hot water to wash the dust off her body. The smell of vanilla and mist wafts over the cheeks and gets wet along with the hair. At that time, she felt that her heart would calm down a little, allowing her to relax for a moment.

At night she lay naked on the couch, looking thin, small and delicate. The wind blew in from the window felt a little cold, and she curled up her body over her shoulders to the point of her neck, curled up sideways, and her eyes flashed with a desolate chill. Not knowing when the kings would come, she untied all her clothes and went to the couch to hold her body to fulfill what little obligation her husband had. Countless times, he pulled out of the couch, in the shadow of the moonlight, he dressed and took care of it, and she just climbed on the pillow and looked at him with her afterglow, without sadness or pathos. I don't know where to start, her husband didn't say a word, not even humiliation, occasionally visited her, turned away when he was done, and never stayed overnight. And she rubbed the musk oil on her navel after each time to prevent her from vomiting again and giving birth to life again.

Of course, this recipe was told to her by Montan, and musk oil was not easy to find, so every time she had to save some use, and get such a bottle of musk, she planned to use it forever, because she did not want to add more children to him.

When Montan brought hot milk and strawberry cake and smelled the musk smell on Angel's body, she understood everything, "My little miss, although musk is difficult to find, it is very harmful to women, you have to use it sparingly." ”

"What should I do?" said Angel, rising from the bed, "and I can't refuse him." ”

"That's right. Meng Dan nodded, "Your responsibility is to fulfill the duties of a wife, rejecting the prince is tantamount to bringing danger to yourself, he is a prince, and he will be the lord of the royal court in the future, he will torture you in many ways to refuse him, you must be very clear about this." Angel's eyes were already gloomy as she looked at her, and Meng Dan looked for the reason, and finally reflected, and after making an apologetic expression, he said, "Go and freshen up, the milk is going to be cold." ”

"I'm not hungry. Angel got out of the couch, walked into the window, opened the curtains, and a cloud of sunlight entered the room, "The wind has stopped, and the weather is fine today." She muttered to herself, then turned, went into the closet, took out the purple robe from it, and went out without saying hello to Montaine.

Montan chased out the door and stopped her, "Nalan is right, don't do anything bad for the child, even if you miss the child again, you have to keep it in your heart, the more you go out of the city, the prince's eyes in the castle will spy on your secrets, and in the end you will bring disaster to the child." ”

"I haven't been out of the castle for more than two months. Angel's bitter face was full of helplessness, "I'll just take a look at the door, just a glance." With that, she walked away, and Mundan didn't stop her. She put the hat on her robe, walked through two alleys, met the patrolling soldiers, turned the corner and saw the attendants in and out of the ice sword storehouse carrying goods, and saw the head of the stables leading three horses to the stables, and by this time, she had already left the square and reached the gate of the castle.

"The Great Clan. One of the guards recognized her and stopped her. "You are not allowed to go out without the Prince's permission. ”

"I want to go out and buy some rouge gouache, can you please be accommodating?"

"Don't be embarrassed, I am also acting on orders. ”

"Dog, get out of the way. Someone said from behind, and the guard immediately bowed down and retreated.

Angel turned around, Lan Yuting stood behind her, "Miss?" Her expression was both excited and enthusiastic, "Why are you?"

"I've seen you since you passed by the square, dressed yourself like this to get out of the city, right?" Lan Yuting asked, and Angel took off the hat on her head and smiled. "Let's go, I'll take you out. Lan Yuting took Angel's arm and faced the guard, "Pug, get away from me, don't stop the Da Yan clan in the future." ”

"Yes, miss. The guard bowed in reply, and did not straighten up until they were far away.

"Don't discipline him, he does what he is told. Angel persuaded as she walked.

"What kind of bullshit is acting on orders? Lan Yuting scolded, "I want to inform my father, cancel all actions that restrict your movements, you are Miss Luo Bucheng, the great clan of my royal court, not a hostage, not a sinner, when you give birth to a prince one day, you will be the great clan of all people." Saying that, she looked at her belly, "I really hope your belly can get up early, even if Shenyu gives birth to a baby boy, her King Chu Xu will not be a prince." ”

"What if I can't give birth to a prince?"

"You have to fight for yourself. Lan Yuting stopped and argued undoubtedly, "No matter what, you must give birth to a son, and in the future, you will manage the royal court, including the kings, otherwise you will never have a status in this castle, mothers are more expensive than children, you know this road better than me." ”

Angel nodded absentmindedly, her face confused, and they began to fold their arms again, moving forward, "There is already a prince." She wanted to say this, but she swallowed it back, "I can't say, Montan won't lie to me, Nalan's prophecy is true, I have already sent the prince out, and I have to keep it a secret for the rest of my life." She looked tired and sad at the thought, and the corners of her eyes were slightly moist, "I probably won't have children." She spoke.

Lan Yuting frowned, "You are still very young, why don't you have children?" she looked at her and said angrily, "Whether you give birth to a prince or a young lady, it will be an extremely noble honor, the prince will sit on the throne, and the young lady will have a prince who is willing to marry her will give her happiness, and then give birth to a prince and rule a certain tribe, what a great and glorious thing, don't you want to?" she suspected, "You have been in the same room with the prince for almost a year." She looked at her belly again, "Unless you really can't have children." ”

Angel let out a sigh and lowered her eyebrows, "I don't want to be a big clan at all, and I don't want my child to be a prince in the future to sit in the royal court and manage here, actually." She muttered, "I don't want to stay here at all, civilian life is for me, and it's for my children." ”

"Rights are everything. Lan Yuting stopped and looked at her solemnly, "One day you will understand that having the right can protect all the people around you from being harmed." "But I'm glad you finally took me as your friend, otherwise you wouldn't have told me this." ”

"Actually, in my heart, you have long been. Angel said as they stepped into the street, walking towards the crowd of people, "You are the only one here who is good to me." ”

"I'll just say. Lan Yuting said excitedly as she walked, "You can pretend to be a herdsman in your heart, how can you not pretend to be a yellow-haired girl like me?"

"Who said you're a yellow-haired girl?" Angel laughed, "You're a young lady." ”

"The Great Clan. Lan Yuting's face precipitated and looked at her, "It seems that I won't be able to accompany you in the future." ”

"Why?" Angel turned her head and looked at her in shock.

"It looks like I'm out of trouble with Brother Snow. Lan Yuting said, tears welling up in the corners of her eyes, "My father said that a woman from the royal family should take on the responsibilities of the royal family, no matter when, I have to marry a prince who has never been masked, give birth to a prince for him, and rule a certain tribe." ”