Chapter 420: Guilt and Self-Blame

From Huang Qiong's words, he clearly felt the indescribable pain in his heart right now. And after yesterday's incident, He Yao, who apologized to herself, pillowed her head on Huang Qiong's chest, listening to the heartbeat of his chest, and the unhappiness in her heart had already disappeared, replaced by a piece of tenderness and sweetness.

raised his hand, pulled Huang Qiong's head off, and kissed him fiercely for a long time before He Yao raised his head and said: "No matter what you do, but in my heart, you will always be a good man, but also a good husband, and you will definitely be a good father in the future." Yesterday, you were just a momentary gaffe, and you don't need to worry too much. ”

"In everyone's heart, there is a thorn that can never be removed. Yesterday's incident, if it had been changed, someone else might have done it even more excessively. I just beg you, don't always suppress anything in your heart in the future. We are all your wives, even if we are not your concubines, but we are all wives who will be with you for the rest of your life. It is our duty to share your pain. ”

"Master, promise me, as well as Sister Duan, Sister Lin, and Wanqing, no matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, let us share them with you, okay? Don't do anything to drown your sorrows with wine, it will only hurt yourself, and it will hurt us women who have been with you all your life. Perhaps, and those innocent women. ”

Listening to He Yao's sincere words, Huang Qiong felt even more guilty for yesterday's debauchery. For a while, I didn't know what to say. I can only hold this beautiful woman in my arms, who has all my thoughts on herself, tightly in her arms, and said after a long time: "Sister Yao, rest assured, everything is in one and two, but there is absolutely no one in three." ”

"In the future, I will never do this stupid thing of drinking to drown my sorrows. I've had you by my side, and I already feel sorry for you, and I don't want to hurt any more women in the future. Those Persian dancing girls, see if they are not pregnant, just give some more money after a while. ”

Regarding Huang Qiong's decision, He Yao thought about it and shook his head and said: "They are all hard-working people, far away from their hometowns and sold to Daqi, and they themselves are speechless. No matter how much money you give, they will leave the British Palace, and I am afraid they will not be able to return to their hometowns. If it doesn't work out, it will become the plaything of those powerful families. ”

"In the British Palace, at least they don't have to worry about being resold or given away. I also watched it yesterday, and they were all virgins before they were by you. Since you touched people, then you should all stay, and they are all hard-working people. What's more, although these women are women of different races, they also have a unique charm when they grow. ”

"Don't talk about you men, even if I see a woman, there are also some of you I see, with their appearance, it's still okay to be a girl in a room for you, and there are not so many people in a huge British palace. I heard Yaoqin talk about it, saying that although their dance is a bit unsightly, it costs more than 100 yuan to enjoy a song in the capital. ”

"Now that they have entered the British Palace, it is impossible to dance for others, but they can dance to their own family, and we can still entertain ourselves. It's just that you have to pay more attention and control a little more. There are so many sisters in the Fuyuan, and you yourself will be wet with rain and dew. Now that there are so many interracial women, you shouldn't be overly obsessed with the matter of bed brothers. ”

"It's said that color is a bone scraper, you must not be hollowed out at a young age. How many heroes in ancient and modern times were finally destroyed in the gentle township. Although I don't want my husband to do anything earth-shattering, I don't want him to be just a drunkard who lingers in the gentle country. ”

He Yao is the housekeeper's wife now, and since she said so, she has made the final decision. And Huang Qiong was originally a little opposed, but seeing that He Yao was moved by compassion, it was difficult to say anything. And He Yao was admonished later, but his thoughtful words made Huang Qiong feel a little embarrassed. After a long time, he hugged He Yao and sighed: "If you have a good wife like this, what more can you ask for?" ”

After appeasing He Yao, Huang Qiong opened her mouth again and stopped talking. Looking at Huang Qiong's embarrassed expression, He Yao, who guessed what he was thinking in his heart, hesitated for a moment and finally decided to hide Mrs. Liu's affairs from him first. just said lightly that after being drunk by Huang Qiong, the overlord made a bow, but Lin Hanyan, who was looking for him temporarily.

Hearing He Yao's explanation, although Huang Qiong felt that something was wrong, she didn't say anything more on the surface. Although he didn't think that He Yao's personality would deceive himself in this matter. But Huang Qiong always felt that that woman did not look like Lin Hanyan in terms of figure or others. Lin Hanyan's posture is so familiar to him that he can feel it even with his eyes closed.

And that woman, Huang Qiong always felt that some parts, although not as fruitful as Duan Jin and He Yao, were more abundant than Lin Hanyan. Although he couldn't remember that person's face, Huang Qiong still vaguely remembered the feeling of abundance in his hands at that time, which was not much worse than Duan Jin and He Yao. That feeling is definitely different from when Lin Hanyan was together.

It's just that He Yao didn't want to say it, and Huang Qiong, who was afraid that He Yao would be excited and would have a tire gas, didn't ask much. And Huang Qiong believes that since He Yao doesn't want to say it, there must be a reason why he doesn't want to say it. Otherwise, why didn't she tell herself the true identity of that person, even those Persian dancers could tolerate her? So He Yao said it, and Huang Qiong believed it at least on the surface.

After accompanying He Yao to finish breakfast, Huang Qiong left He Yao's house. However, on the way back to the study, I met Mrs. Liu assigning work to the new Yahuan. And this Mrs. Liu, after seeing Huang Qiong, turned around a little unnaturally, and looked at Huang Qiong with a somewhat evasive look.

Assigning work to the newly selected maids has always been a matter for the wife of the housekeeper in the house, and it was originally given to Mrs. Liu to do, and Huang Qiong has always been not involved. Now that He Yao is in charge of the entire inner house, Huang Qiong, who completely trusts He Yao, will not care. It's just that just when Huang Qiong was about to leave, she was stopped by Mrs. Liu.

It's just that even though he looked at Huang Qiong's eyes, he was still a little dodgy. But as a housekeeper in the house, Mrs. Liu can still tell what to do and what not to do. Originally, she had something to ask Huang Qiong yesterday, but she didn't expect that to turn out to be that thing. It didn't work out, but he folded himself in.

Although I don't want to get in touch with Huang Qiong now, what I didn't do yesterday still needs to be done today. It's not that Mrs. Liu is the housekeeper He Yao at the moment, it's just that it was He Yao who asked her to ask Huang Qiong for instructions yesterday. It's been a day's errand, and we can't afford to delay it today. Before speaking, she also hesitated for a long time before calling Huang Qiong, who was about to leave.

This Mrs. Liu asked if Sima Hong's family, who had arrived, needed special care in terms of placement. After thinking about it, Huang Qiong didn't mention any extra care. Just tell Mrs. Liu that when they put forward any needs, as long as they don't try to meet them too much. At the same time, let Dr. Li take care of it more on weekdays.

After talking about the placement of Sima Hong's family, Huang Qiong suddenly found that today's Mrs. Liu, although her expression was a little wrong when facing her, her complexion was much better, and her skin looked much smoother and rounder. Before Huang Qiong figured out what happy event this Mrs. Liu had encountered. Mrs. Liu's posture when she left made him stunned for a moment.

Without him, after half a year of comfortable life, this person's original outstanding appearance has now been restored. A well-maintained body is even more mature to the extreme. Especially the abundance that should be there, it is not much worse than Zhao Yaoqin, or even much worse than Duan Jin. Although she is in her thirties, Mrs. Liu, who is still a middle-aged beauty, walks in a somewhat strange posture.

How to say it, it doesn't look like I'm sick, but it's a little similar to the posture of a woman who is inconvenient to walk for a few days after breaking the melon. Looking at the back of this Mrs. Liu, Huang Qiong's heart moved, and at the same time, her head suddenly became a pot of porridge. Could it be that the woman from yesterday, who I can't remember all along, will be her?

Thinking of Liu Hu's injury, Huang Qiong knew that this Mrs. Liu had probably been at least half a year and had not had sex with Liu Hu. Thinking of the woman in her arms yesterday who struggled desperately at first, after being broken through the last line of defense by herself, she was more obedient, and in the end, she even had some cooperative measures, which verified a woman's reaction after a long time, Huang Qiong suddenly understood everything.

No wonder He Yao would rather deceive herself than tell the true identity of that woman. It turned out that the woman yesterday would be this Mrs. Liu. After returning to the study, I finally figured out that Huang Qiong, who was the real identity of the woman yesterday, couldn't wait to slap herself a few big mouths. How can you do this?

Liu Hu is not only his own guard, but also his brother. How could he do such a thing to his wife? Being drunk doesn't make you a reason to make such a big mistake. In the future, I still have face there, and I will see them and his wife again? Where do you still have the face to see Liu Hu again? lost himself, and opened his mouth and closed his mouth to call Liu Hu a brother.

He Yao probably also thought of this, so she deliberately concealed herself and refused to tell herself the true identity of the woman. If this spreads, how will Mrs. Liu see people, and how should Liu Hu get along with him? I'm afraid that he, the person he trusts the most at the moment, will kill Liu Hu, who has a green hat, and he has the heart to kill himself with one sword.

After hesitating for a long time, I knew that since the big mistake had been made, no matter what I did, it was irreversible. No matter how you make up for it, it's already too late for Huang Qiong. After hesitating for a long time, he decided to keep this matter in his heart, and he must not let others know, let alone let Liu Hu know. As for the future, it is better to meet this Mrs. Liu as little as possible.

It is enough to make a mistake like this once, and you must not make it a second time. Otherwise, he really has no face, and he will go to see Liu Hu again. Thinking of this, Huang Qiong couldn't help but smile bitterly. What is this called doing it yourself? The husband stayed in Zhengzhou and was working hard for himself. It's really shameless to do such a dirty thing by yourself.

Huang Qiong, who was disturbed by the true identity of the woman yesterday, didn't even go to visit Sima Hong's family, who had settled down, and finally didn't go. Just because of the mistake he made in Mrs. Liu yesterday, he thought of Sima Hong's extremely gorgeous daughter-in-law.

In order to avoid making bigger mistakes, Huang Qiong still decided to meet these beautiful women as little as possible. Especially after discovering that I prefer more mature women. Huang Qiong still decided to avoid any too much contact with these beautiful women in the mansion. I can't let Sister Yao and them anymore, and they are hurt again and again and turn a blind eye.