She was afraid that once Ziyang left, she would not come back.

But Ziyang can't watch Meishu have a high fever and do nothing, even if he is still a child, he knows that such a serious high fever will kill her, not to mention that Ziyang has already learned a lot of medical skills from the teacher, and has read many medical books, and has a deep understanding of the high fever caused by wound infection, and knows that if he does not take treatment immediately, Meishu's body will soon be unable to support it.

But Meishu didn't care about that, she only knew that if Ziyang was allowed to leave, she might never see him again, just like her younger brother before.

Therefore, Meishu grabbed Ziyang's hand and didn't let him leave her.

Ziyang felt that Meishu's hand was weak, but he still held his hand and didn't let go.

Seeing that Mei Shu was so afraid of leaving by herself, Ziyang also felt embarrassed.

He knew that he had to hurry up and find a drug treatment that could reduce Meishu's fever, but Meishu held his hand again.

He could understand the sadness and fear of his sister, alone in such a dark and rainy night, and with a high fever, even an adult would feel hopeless and frightened, not to mention that she was still a lonely girl.

But if she continues to let her sister's high fever go away, she will be very dangerous.

After all, Ziyang is just a child, and it is not easy to take care of a girl older than him alone in the wilderness, not to mention that Fengxiao and the teacher are not around, and there is not even a person who can help, so Ziyang also began to panic.

Ziyang looked at Meishu's pleading eyes, and his heart was hard to let go, but he had to find a way to save Meishu.

In a dilemma, Ziyang was ruthless, pulled away from his sister's hand, and said, "I have to find herbs to treat you, you wait for me!" ”

Although Meishu tried her best to pull Ziyang's hand, she was ill with little gravity after all, and when she pulled Ziyang hard, she pulled her hand away, and turned around and left.

Seeing Ziyang walking into the dark rain with a broken umbrella, Meishu suddenly cried out with a "wow".

She was so seriously injured that she couldn't even speak, but at this time, she was so excited that she let out a cry.

Suddenly heard Meishu's cry, Ziyang, who had already walked out, fell again

When the head came back, he came to his sister and asked her, "Why are you crying?" ”

Meishu said in a hoarse voice: "Don't go, don't leave me......"

Her voice was hoarse and weak, and the rain around her was so loud that it almost drowned out her voice, and Ziyang could only bend down and get close to her mouth to hear what she was saying.

Seeing his sister Shu pleading, Ziyang also softened, and he hesitated: "But you burned so badly, if you don't look for herbs, you will ......"

Before Ziyang finished speaking, Meishu's arm stretched out and hugged the boy who was younger than her tightly.

She said in a weak voice: "Don't leave me, I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of one here, no one will know if he dies!" ”

After Meishu finished speaking, she cried again.

She used to cry very little, especially during the time she was in the Winter Palace, and no matter how much pain and grievances she suffered, she did not shed a single tear.

It's not that she doesn't want to cry, but she understands that tears are a sign of cowardice and incompetence, and in an environment where the law of the jungle is the strongest, if you show a cowardly personality, you will be bullied by others.

Therefore, when she is helpless and has no strength to protect herself, she can only pretend to be strong to protect herself.

After a long time, although she has developed her skills and is no longer afraid that someone will dare to bully her, at the same time, her heart has become ruthless.

She loathed the weak and felt that they did not deserve to live in this cruel world.

So, she began to bully those who were weak, wanting them to know that the weak did not deserve to live in this cruel world.

She is like a hedgehog, originally to protect her spikes, but later, it has become a weapon to hurt people.

But now, when she was seriously injured and had a high fever due to wound infection, she was in a daze, and she no longer had the coldness of the past, but became weak and timid like an ordinary girl.

She was afraid of the rainy night, and she was even more afraid of staying alone in this wilderness where she didn't know where it was in this dark rainy night, and she was afraid that when she died of illness here, there would be no one by her side.

She misses herself

My father, when I was seriously ill as a child, I carried myself over the mountains and mountains to find a doctor in the middle of the night.

Now, she has no family around her, and the only thing she has is a boy who has just known her for a long time, but he cares for her and never abandons her.

Therefore, she regarded this boy as a sustenance in her heart, and said that she did not want him to leave here.

Perhaps, when Ziyang was desperate to heal her, the spikes on her body had been melted by him unconsciously, and under the spikes was Meishu's long-hidden true heart and what a girl should look like.

In the end, Ziyang still couldn't bear to leave Meishu and stayed by her side.

The heavy rain kept falling, and the grass hut built by Ziyang and Fengxiao was riddled with holes in the heavy rain, so Ziyang had to use his broken umbrella to shelter his sick sister Shu from the wind and rain.

However, this small umbrella can't carry the bodies of two people at all, even if they are very thin, it is not enough for two people to cover the heavy rain together.

So, Ziyang had no choice but to block the umbrella on Meishu's body, so that although Meishu would not be caught by the rain, his body had to be exposed outside the umbrella, allowing the heavy rain to drench his back.

At this time, Meishu suddenly trembled violently, she grabbed Ziyang's arm hard, and said in a daze: "I'm so cold, hold me ......"

Ziyang knew that this was a symptom of a high fever, and although the temperature on her body remained high, her body felt very cold.

Moreover, it is raining heavily, although it is not a cold winter, but the rain in the middle of the night is also very cool, which is really a bad thing for patients with high fever and no clothes to keep warm.

Ziyang knew that Meishu was very cold, so he hugged him tightly and used his body temperature to warm her.

After feeling the temperature on Ziyang's body, Meishu felt better, and she said in a daze: "Don't go, don't leave my side......"

Ziyang only felt that Meishu's body was extremely hot, as if it was on fire.

Under such a severe high fever, people inevitably talk nonsense and speak only with consciousness, so when Meishu finds something warm, she doesn't want to let go.