Thinking of this, the apprehension in Feng Xiyan's heart disappeared in an instant, and was replaced by a heart full of coldness and sarcasm, as well as some complex emotions that he couldn't figure out.

"Since your master is here, you can bring the two of you in directly, and what are you asking in a fake way? Don't you think it's too much? Isn't I a pawn of theirs anyway? I went out to invite him in, and told him that I don't have to be so polite to a chess piece, I'm afraid of torment. ”

Xiao Dezi glanced at Feng Xiyan with an uncertain expression, and then retreated.

Feng Xiyan was very uncomfortable by his eyes, yes, even she felt that what she said was sour, let alone an outsider?

Thinking about it, Feng Xiyan picked up the piece that had fallen before again, and then looked at it seriously, but he couldn't read a word.

She was a little upset and threw the piece on the table, but by coincidence, as soon as she threw it down, Xiao Dezi walked in with Shangguan Candle.

"Back to Your Majesty, Lord Shangguan Candle has been brought."

Seeing that they solemnly did the rules, Feng Xiyan sneered in her heart, since she wanted to pretend, then she would accompany her directly to the end.

"Stand down, since Lord Shangguan came to see me alone, it means that there is something very important, you go and wait outside the door."

"Yes."

Xiao Dezi hurriedly retreated, and the speed was comparable to that of a rabbit.

As soon as Xiao Dezi retreated, Feng Xiyan directly asked straight to the point: "I don't know what Lord Shangguan is talking about when he sees me?" ”

Hearing this, Shangguan Candle frowned, speechless for a long time, just looked at Feng Xiyan in a daze, with endless guilt and sadness in his eyes, and Feng Xiyan almost couldn't help but burst out.

She hurriedly lowered her head to hide the emotions that came up, and then took a few quick deep breaths to return to normal before continuing to look at Shangguan Candle.

At this moment, she didn't have any other thoughts in her heart, she just wanted to quickly ask what he wanted to do, so she could go back to rest, after all, she hadn't had a good rest for a long time, and she was physically and mentally tired.

"Lord Shangguan, did you come to see me for something? If it's all right, I'll go back to rest. ”

As he spoke, Feng Xiyan got up with a yawn casually, and then looked at Shangguan Candle.

Shangguan Candle closed his eyes in pain, and his voice was filled with endless sadness, "What if...... If I say that, I'm really not in the know...... Will you still believe me? ”

Such a headless and brainless sentence, Feng Xiyan understood it in a moment, and after a pause, the blood on his face quickly disappeared, and his face turned pale.

She had been waiting for a long time for this explanation, thinking that she would cry aggrieved when she heard it, but now, she only felt ridiculous.

Once, in those days, in order to wait for this explanation, she forced herself to be a madman, a madman who couldn't even stand herself.

thought that she must have been excited when she got this explanation, but now, hearing this explanation, her restless heart just now instantly calmed down.

Just like when she was a child, in order to eat her favorite food, for that food, she didn't eat well all day, saved the money she used to buy breakfast, and saved money every day, the purpose was to buy that food.

Just when she saved every day, looked forward to it every day, wondering why time was not faster, when she finally saved enough money to buy the food she had been thinking about, she thought it would be so delicious that she cried.

But the truth is not like that, the food in my heart is just like this, there is no impression of the kind of deliciousness that is not comparable to anything, and it is delicious and delicious, but it is not the taste in my memory.

Just like at the beginning, when she needed Shangguan Candle to explain the most, and wanted Shangguan Candle to say that it wasn't his, when he didn't know, he didn't say anything, didn't explain, and didn't explain even if she made a crazy fuss.

But now, she had passed that stage, and she didn't want to listen to that explanation, but he suddenly appeared to explain.

It's so ironic.

"Shangguan Candle, you don't need to ask for it."

In a word, Shangguan Candle opened his eyes violently and looked straight at Feng Xiyan, his brows furrowed, just like when he encountered a problem that he couldn't solve in the past.

"Yan'er...... I can't help myself, I ......"

"It's not important, it's really not important."

Feng Xiyan interrupted Shangguan Candle's words that she wanted to explain, and her heart was calmer than ever, and this calm made her a little surprised.

"It really doesn't matter anymore, you didn't show up and didn't explain when I needed you to explain the most, and after that point, nothing mattered, of course, I didn't hate you, and I won't be in ...... Like you. ”

In the past, I thought that I would collapse when I faced all this, but now, I found that it was not so painful, but a sense of relief.

"The words that Xiao Dezi passed to you before are not angry words and even more angry, everything is made up after my careful consideration, I hope you can listen carefully, after all, everyone knows each other, don't make such an ugly scene, everyone is good to get together and disperse, I will do what I promised you, I hope you too."

After saying these words, Feng Xiyan only felt that his whole body was extremely relaxed, and he had never felt more relaxed than before.

"Okay, if you want to say anything else about the imperial court, let's continue, but if you want to explain something, then you don't have to, I'm really tired and want to go back and rest."

Feng Xiyan waved his hand, looked at Shangguan Candle with a calm face, and waited for his next step.

"Are you serious...... Already made up your mind? ”

Shangguan Candle always lowered his eyes, making it impossible to see the emotion in his eyes at the moment.

When these words were spoken, a smell of depression permeated it.

Feng Xiyan smiled with relief and said, "Yes, I should have made up my mind a long time ago, the people who are not suitable are reluctant to be together, and they will bring pain to each other, maybe ...... We weren't supposed to be together in the first place. ”

Speaking the words of the heart, Feng Xiyan's heart contracted for a while, how could he be truly calm, it was just a forced pretence, because only by acting that he didn't care would he not be hurt more painfully.

Shangguan Candle's body trembled violently, but his eyes never looked at Feng Xiyan.

Obviously, the two of them are so close, but they are as far away as the Ten Thousand Mountains.