"Who said that? Destiny has always been in your own hands. If you dare to think about it, you can do it. It's up to you to fight for it. ”

A light flashed in Xiao Nanzhu's eyes, but it dimmed in an instant, "Fate is like this, I have nothing to fight for." I'll never be able to get my wish, so I might as well not try. ”

So self-defeating? What is her heart's desire? Marry Feng Ningyi?

If this is really the wish, there is really no way.

Feng Ningyi is too conceited, in order to continue to climb up, it is absolutely impossible to marry her.

Even if it's a concubine, it's impossible.

"I heard that you have been frail and sickly since you were a child, so you have been living in Zhuangzi, would you like me to show you? Maybe I can cure you so that you don't have to be forgotten by your father again? ”

Xiao Yihuan said, and was about to grab her hand.

Xiao Nanzhu dodged.

"I brought this disease out of my mother's womb, and I have seen many doctors, but there is no way, so I won't trouble you."

said that he didn't want to trouble, but what was revealed in his eyes was obviously scared.

Afraid that you will be seen through by pretending to be sick?

Xiao Yihuan became more and more interested in her.

There are many puzzles waiting for her to solve in the Hou Mansion, and Xiao Nanzhu is one of them.

After a while, she could follow Xiao Nanzhu and see where she had gone after leaving the Hou Mansion.

Xiao Nanzhu wouldn't leave for a while, so she went back to the Heling Courtyard first.

When Mama Qiao saw her coming back, she looked her up and down, "Miss, are you okay?" ”

"What can I do? Mama don't have to worry. I'm fine. She said as she pulled down her sleeve.

Can't let Mama Qiao see the injuries on her body, otherwise she will definitely die of distress.

Mama Qiao brought the ginseng soup, Xiao Yihuan took a sip, and asked, "Have you been short of things lately?" ”

The slave didn't pay attention. But didn't the lady leave her things in the kitchen just to let them take them? If you don't want someone to take it, why don't you just lock it up? "Mama Joe didn't pay attention to what was in the kitchen.

"It's okay, just take it. It's not a good thing anyway. The emperor is too picky, give me all the things in the treasury that are about to break......" Xiao Yihuan's words were not finished, and he was covered by Mama Qiao.

"Miss, don't talk nonsense, it's not good to be heard."

Xiao Yihuan naturally knew that there were some things that should not be said, but the emperor was indeed very excessive, and what he sent was not a good thing.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have given it to the people in the house.

If it's not the emperor's problem, it's someone in the palace who did it on purpose.

Could it be that it is the eldest princess?

"Does Mama know, who is Xiao Nanzhu's mother? I have never heard anyone in the house mention this, nor have I seen her. If she was still in the house, she would definitely not let her daughter be bullied like this, right? ”

Xiao Yihuan thought about inquiring, but because there were too many things in his hands, he forgot about it.

She has seen several aunts in this house.

Except for Aunt Zhen, the rest are usually cautious, and even when they see her, they look humble.

"I don't know exactly what the second lady's mother is, and Master Hou has never mentioned it. Moreover, she has never been invited into the house, and has always lived outside. After she passed away, the second lady was taken back to the house. ”

"So she's been dead for years?" Xiao Yihuan didn't expect that Xiao Nanzhu's mother was just an outer room.

It's still an outer room that Xiao Dehou doesn't want to mention.

He didn't let Xiao Nanzhu live in this mansion, was it because of this?

"That's right, she died before Madame. I heard that the death was extremely miserable, and the young second lady stayed by her corpse for a day and a night, and when she was brought back, she was already unable to speak, and then the master sent her to Zhuangzi. ”

When Xiao Yihuan heard Mama Qiao say this, she couldn't help but feel that Xiao Nanzhu was also a poor person.

Xiao Dehou is not only the scum of the original owner's mother, but also Xiao Nanzhu's mother.

If he only had Xu Ruge in his heart, he wouldn't have to marry so many concubines, but there were several aunts in this house.

In this way, Xu Ruge's status in his heart is not so important.

"She should be leaving now, I have to wait to see if she will go back to Zhuangzi or if she will go elsewhere." Xiao Yihuan changed into men's clothes.

Mama Qiao looked at her dress and asked worriedly, "Miss, what are you going to do?" ”

"Don't worry, Mama, I just don't want to be recognized and cause trouble, that's why I'm dressed like this. I'll be back later. Xiao Yihuan climbed out of the wall and walked to a tea stall and sat down.

She asked for a bowl of tea, took a sip, and looked at the door of the Hou Mansion.

After about a cup of tea, Feng Ningyi and Xiao Nanzhu walked out of it together.

The two men got into different carriages and went in opposite directions.

Xiao Yihuan took a few copper plates and put them on the table, and secretly followed Xiao Nanzhu's carriage.

It turned out that her carriage had not gone far before it stopped and did not go up to Zhuangzi.

She got out of the carriage and walked through the alley until she stopped in front of a courtyard.

The yard is not big, but it is very warmly arranged, full of flowers and plants, and there are a few koi fish, which is full of life.

"Nanzhu, the master has an order to let you go to Beitang Mansion, you pack up and set off immediately." A voice came from inside.

Xiao Yihuan wanted to see the person's appearance clearly, but when the tiles on the roof were removed, there was still a layer of cloth through them.

There were bells underneath that layer of cloth, and if she made a rash move, she would be spotted by those inside.

She could only gently put the tiles back on.

"Yes." Xiao Nanzhu's expression didn't look very happy, but she still agreed.

She changed into a coarse linen garment, and cut a few wounds on her body, and then messed up her hair and covered it with dust, looking like a displaced person in distress.

There should be only one Beitang Mansion in the capital, and that is the mansion of the person in the Tianji Pavilion.

Who is her master, and what is she doing in Beitang Xi Lan's mansion?

Before Xiao Yihuan had time to think about it, Xiao Nanzhu had already set off.

She tried to follow, but because of a slip under her feet, she accidentally dropped a tile and was discovered by the people in the room.

Fortunately, she ran fast, so she was not discovered.

By the time she arrived at Beitang Mansion, it was already calm.

She waited at the door for a while, but didn't notice anything out of the ordinary.

I had to leave.

Xiao Yihuan walked to the courtyard where Tianji Pavilion was located, left a line of words there, and then returned to the Hou Mansion.

In the afternoon of the next day, Chu Yue came to her yard as promised.