Chapter 491: Words from the Heart

"Li Mao, I know what you think in your heart, you are afraid that I will make a mistake because of my feelings, and I am afraid that Yan'er will affect our revenge plan, but you are wrong, Yan'er already knows our identity, although it is not very detailed, but it is probably about the same, if she really wants to calculate me or you, do you think we can still stand here safe and sound?"

Shangguan Candle has never been so unscrupulous as at this moment, as always, he unswervingly defended Feng Xiyan without any hesitation, and even felt sorry for Li Mao and the others after being with Feng Xiyan, and felt guilty about them.

And these are all gone at this moment, because he is not wrong, his words are not wrong, and they are even more innocent together, and they should not feel guilty about others for reasons that do not exist, and they should not feel that they are sinners.

Because, they are not wrong, they have not hurt anyone, and he has not forgotten the responsibility he has carried, and even for this responsibility, he has failed to live up to his words and dragged the innocent her into this quagmire.

Even if he wants to be sorry, it shouldn't be to them, but to Yan'er, to the person who was used as a pawn by him from the beginning, and then used by various calculations, and even deceived in the end.

Thinking back on these pasts, Shangguan Candle really felt that he was a scumbag, what did he do?

No wonder Yan'er will kill him, if he is wantonly played and deceived like this, let alone murder, even if he is broken bones, it is not enough to eliminate the hatred in his heart.

What's more, Yan'er's murderous intent was only for a moment, and after a while, she regretted it, so she didn't continue to speak, so she was silent.

All this is just because of him, because she has him in her heart, so she has been soft on him again and again, and even until now she is afraid that something will happen to him, and she has been checking the information day and night, for fear that something will happen to him.

And what about him? What exactly did he do? What did he do?

hurt her again and again, used her, until now, not even a word of truth.

Li Mao only thought that Shangguan Candle was deceived, and it was not to the point of hopelessness, at least he could turn back after persuading him, but now, when he heard what he said, he looked at his posture of looking at death as home.

Li Mao knew that it was impossible, it was already impossible through persuasion, he was not hopeless now, he was simply going crazy.

"Okay, since you have to be obsessed, you have to go into the palace to find that vixen, and you have to ruin our revenge plan, you will run over me today, as long as you run over, no one will stop you in the future, and no one will stop you from being with that vixen."

"If, for many years, brotherhood is not as good as the fox spirit you just met, then you will run over it directly, if I, Li Mao, get out of the way, I will be my grandson."

After saying it with a full face of anger, Li Mao stood at the entrance of the stable, opened his arms to block both sides, and looked straight at Shangguan Candle and slowly closed his eyes, with a posture that Shangguan Candle was not allowed to leave even if he died.

"Li Mao, why? Why do you have to force me to get to this point? I didn't affect the revenge plan, and I wasn't affected by the words, why? Aren't you my best brother? Our life is so hard, it's not easy...... If I find the only happiness, do you want to stop it? Why can't you fulfill me? ”

Hearing this, Li Mao opened his angry eyes, glared at Shangguan Candle angrily, and said indignantly: "Shangguan Candle, are you fucking asking yourself to make sure that you are not affected?" You want to pursue your own happiness, and I, Li Mao, will not stop you. ”

"But, please keep your eyes open and look at what is behind you, there are all brothers who have entrusted their lives to you, and who are they happy? Which one is not to avenge the life of the man who is not a man, a ghost or a ghost? ”

"People can't be too selfish, you gave everyone hope at the beginning, and now, you want to take this hope back, I tell you, that can't be, as long as I, Li Mao, are still alive, this kind of thing will not happen."

Li Mao blurted out angry words, he really hated Shangguan Candle's selfish appearance.

Shangguan Candle closed his eyes in pain, and the green tendons of his hand that grabbed the reins burst out, "I'm selfish...... How am I being selfish? Yes, I gave you hope, but I didn't take it back, I just ...... I just want to have my own happiness...... Why? ”

After shouting why, Shangguan Candle suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were full of terrifying bloodshots, and he looked at Li Mao and asked frantically.

"Why? Why is that? I haven't forgotten my original intention...... I haven't forgotten the blood feud...... Why? Why can't I even have a little happiness of my own? ”

"No one is stopping you from having happiness, everyone is a ghost from hell, and being able to have bright happiness is an unattainable dream for us, you can have it...... It's too late to rejoice for you as a brother...... But why this woman? Why this woman? She is a pawn, a pawn for us to accomplish our big plan...... Why does it have to be her? ”

Li Mao shouted frantically, shouting out the doubts in his heart and shouting out his incomprehension of Shangguan Candle.

He really doesn't understand, there are so many women in the world, who Shangguan Candle likes is not good, who is not good for him, why is it this woman? Why should you be tempted by this woman? Don't they know what this woman is?

"Li Mao, tell me, why can't it be her? Why can't it be her? I, Shangguan Candle, have never been sorry for you from the beginning, for so many years, I have been conscientious, practicing, reading, and learning all kinds of skills that I am not good at, and you are the ...... that I know best. ”

"For so many years, I have not dared to relax for a moment, I have worked hard to get to this point, I understand better than anyone the importance of every step, every step involves the lives of tens of thousands of people, these years, I dare not call a bitter, dare not say tired."

"Because I know I can't...... There are many brothers behind me who have put their lives on me...... You're right, we're all ghosts from hell...... From the day I was rescued, I wasn't my old self. ”

"So, every day since then, I've lived in calculations, and it's all intrigues, and every day is calculation...... Playing with people's hearts like playthings, he slowly turns himself into a ruthless cold-blooded person who doesn't even feel pain, doesn't shed tears, and ....... ”

"But I'm human after all...... I'm going to get tired after all...... I'm going to hurt and I'm going to cry ...... eventually. ”

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