Feng Xiyan shook her head frantically and denied it, tears and snot crossed together, if it was in normal times, she would have laughed at herself like crazy, but at this moment, she was only full of pathos.

She is most afraid of parting from life and death, but, on the contrary, God doesn't seem to have treated her preferentially, after coming to this world, first her brother who really loves is nowhere to be found, and she doesn't know whether she is alive or dead.

Now, when I meet someone who wants to protect her well and want her to have a good ending, I want her to accept death.

No matter how Feng Xiyan refused or denied it, Tan Yunyan couldn't waste her physical strength and laughed with her, because she clearly sensed that her body was drying up, and she still had a lot of things to explain, so she wanted to explain it clearly.

"Your Majesty, there is one more thing for the courtier...... It's my child...... I beg Your Majesty to protect his life...... Let him be an ordinary man...... The courtiers didn't want him to get involved in these rights and wrongs...... Don't feel sorry for your courtiers...... It's the courtiers who are sorry for him......"

Speaking of the child he hadn't seen for more than ten years, Tan Yunyan's tears were leaking out, accompanied by the blood that kept flowing out.

"No...... I won't say yes...... You yourself said these words to him...... I won't convey ....... ”

"Your Majesty...... The courtiers are gone...... I beg you, a courtier....... ”

Feng Xiyan was stunned, and when he saw that Tan Yunyan's breath was already there, the whole person was completely stunned, tears kept falling, and he spoke with difficulty.

"Good...... I promise you ....... ”

After seeing Feng Xiyan's promise, Tan Yunyan smiled weakly at her, and wanted to twist her body with difficulty.

Feng Xiyan instantly understood what she meant, and quickly turned her body around, facing Changning Hou, who was suppressed by everyone.

"Lord Hou......"

After Tan Yunyan spit out a mouthful of blood, he shouted to Changning Hou with a tragic smile.

Changning Hou, who was struggling, messed up his clothes and sideburns, and the whole person wailed silently, tears mixed with saliva and fell in a broken thread, and his face was full of pain.

"Master Hou...... This is the second time Yan'er has called you that...... Smoke remembers the first time she called you that...... It was the night you asked me to follow you...... At that time, I really wanted to kill you......"

Tan Yunyan choked up, the blood in his mouth came out in a big gulp, and tears mixed with blood kept sliding down his chest, staining the already red clothes even more dazzling.

"Okay, stop talking, just wait a minute, hold on a little longer, Shangguan Candle will be here soon, he can do anything, nothing will be difficult for him, he will definitely cure you...... Stop it...... Don't waste any more energy....... ”

Feng Xiyan's hot tears kept falling, his face was full of sadness, knowing that Tan Yunyan was no longer saved, knowing that she was already weak, but he still had a trace of fantasy in his heart, fantasizing that Shangguan Candle would appear quickly, and then save Tan Yunyan.

Even she herself didn't notice it, I don't know when she started, she already regarded Shangguan Candle as an omnipotent person in her heart, and subconsciously thought that all the difficult things in this world could not be difficult for him.

Tan Yunyan shook his head slightly, and continued to speak with difficulty.

"No...... I've endured these words for half my life...... If you don't talk about it, you really don't have a chance...... Hou Ye...... That night...... Yan'er already had a dagger in her hand, just a little bit...... That's it...... Smoke can kill you...... But...... But...... I ended up giving up on ....... ”

"Yan'er, I know everything, I know you want to kill me, I know it...... I owe it to you...... The moment you pick up the dagger...... I was thinking, let's end it here...... At least then you won't be hating me...... ”

Tan Yunyan choked weakly, tears rained down, and his whole body trembled violently.

"I hate you...... But hate yourself even more...... I know...... I know it's you, that person is you, but I just can't do it...... It was you who framed my family, and it was you who caused my family to be unjustly killed...... You devil...... Liang Yuanqi, I hate you...... I can't wait to cut you with a thousand knives and break your corpse into thousands of pieces...... But I hate myself even more...... Hate yourself for deliberately pretending to endure humiliation and continue to stay by your side......"

"I hate myself for staying by your side for so long, there are countless times I can kill you to avenge my family...... Hate yourself for not being able to do anything to you...... I hate myself even more for giving birth to a child for you...... Hate yourself for not being sincere...... Hate yourself for believing your lies...... I'm damn ......."

Tan Yunyan said a few words about the grievances and grievances over the years, and the sad past, with the torment and pain that he had suffered in his heart over the years.

"Yan'er, it's not like this, it's not your fault, it's me, I'm a despicable villain, first plotted to frame your house and was beheaded all over the house, and then I got interested in you, coaxed you to trick you into bringing you to the capital, occupied you, and let you give birth to a child for me......

"It's all me, I'm mean, I'm a scumbag...... But I don't regret seeing you, I only regret it...... Regret...... I met you after destroying your home...... If it had been earlier...... If I met you earlier...... Could it all be different?"

"Over the years, there have been too many opportunities to kill me...... You didn't even do it...... After rejoicing with me, I always blame myself and regret it...... Hate yourself...... Torture yourself...... Disgusted with yourself...... I hate myself when I'm in pain...... I am the one who hates to blame for all this on you...... I'm the one who makes you miserable...... It's the ...... that I've made life worse than death. ”

"So, Yan'er, you haven't killed me with your own hands to avenge your family...... You haven't seen your son yet...... I haven't been broken to pieces...... Why are you willing to leave...... Yan'er, I'm still waiting for you to kill me! ”

Although Changning Hou is older, people who practice martial arts are already more energetic than ordinary people, but in such a short period of time just now, the whole person is full of old age, extremely old.

Liang Yuanqi ...... I have doubled the joy I have received from you...... I've been brazenly deceiving myself for so many years...... Don't want to go on anymore...... It's all long over, I don't want to kill you...... I don't want anything anymore...... I also have no shame to see my family, I am afraid...... I'm afraid they'll scold me...... Scolding me for not being honest ....... ”

"I'm not clean anymore...... It's already dirty...... Your Majesty, the courtiers have one last request ....... ”

"You say, you say, I listen."

Hearing Tan Yunyan call himself, Feng Xiyan hurriedly replied.

"The courtiers don't want to use this dirty body to meet their parents and older brothers and sisters...... When the courtiers died, they turned them to ashes...... After seeing the grievances of his family...... The courtiers beg you to put ...... The ashes of the courtiers were handed over to Xu'er...... Let him scatter his courtiers into the river......"