The pathos that should be full of voice was that she had never heard it, Feng Xiyan's heart couldn't help but tighten, and she wanted to explain, but she couldn't say anything when the words came to her mouth.

Yes, from the beginning, she planned to hide it, and she didn't want to tell him, this behavior was subconscious, not deliberate.

But because of this, this kind of subconscious forgetting is the most hurtful, because subconsciously, she doesn't trust Ying Wei, and she never thinks that he is her own person.

"It should be...... I'm sorry...... I was just...... I just think you're a different identity now...... You are now the king of Wuyang Kingdom, you are no longer the child who follows me all day, you have your own responsibilities, you have your own country to govern......"

Looking at Ying Wei's dim eyes, the sadness emanating from his body was too sad, Feng Xiyan intuitively felt that he was going to say something.

"I'm really grateful that you can come to Daning, that you can come to see me, that you can come to help me, but...... After all, it's different, although I haven't confessed my current situation to you, but you must already know it...... You've done enough, and you've done enough......"

"Is this your excuse for treating me as an outsider? Sister, you know mine, you know that I will not abandon you, and I will not calculate and use you...... You know I'm ......."

It was hard to convince himself after calming down all night, but at this moment, when he heard Feng Xiyan's words, the string was broken with a "poof", and the unspeakable sadness filled the whole heart, and he couldn't cry if he wanted to, only a forced whimper.

The heartbeats and vows imprinted in the blood of the young man linger in his heart all the time, and he dare not forget them one day, and those heartbeats hidden in the darkness are the only light and the only salvation.

Therefore, even now, those secrets hidden in the bottom of my heart still cannot be told.

"You know...... No matter what decision you make, no matter what you want to do, I will support you and stand by your side...... Why can't you just try to trust me? ”

Tears slid down the corners of his eyes, and he grabbed Feng Xiyan's shoulders with anger, and one heartbreak after another of questioning permeated the entire hall.

"Didn't I just leave for a year? Why is this the case this year? I'm back at a fast pace...... Really, I'm already desperate, I'm really trying to shorten that time...... But why? Why did it become like this in just one year? Why did you treat me like an outsider? ”

Looking at Feng Xiyan looking at him in horror, he should feel like a singing play, sad, sad and pitiful.

He slowly let go of the hand that clamped Feng Xiyan's shoulder, slowly sat back in place, lowered his head, tears fell one after another, and slammed on the table in front of him, and the suppressed unwilling and sad cries resounded in the hall one after another.

Feng Xiyan didn't expect Ying Wei's reaction to be so big, the whole person was like an angry leopard, her tearing eyes were red, and her hand grabbing her shoulder was so strong that it seemed to crush her bones.

She has seen all kinds of responses, some happy, some excited, some arrogant, some sad, and some unwilling...... But I have never seen a gloomy owl on her face, as if she wants to tear her bones and eat the cold in her abdomen.

So the whole person was stunned by her, and he couldn't react for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he saw Ying Wei sitting on a chair like a child, and suppressed and cried in a low voice.

As if someone had grabbed her heart invisibly, Feng Xiyan felt that she couldn't breathe, and the tears fell heavily on her chest like a thousand-pound stone.

She's such a bad woman, a bad woman who can't be bad.

It should be that he was still so young, and he went through hardships and dangers to return to Wuyang to get back what belonged to him, and he only came to this position after nine deaths, and then hurried to Daning when everything was still unstable.

Her greatest desire was because of her, and she knew that better than anyone else.

However, she took all this for granted, and more importantly, she was so bad that she broke his heart.

No matter how much he changes, how he looks like an adult, but after all, he is still a child, a child who takes on the responsibilities of adults.

What have you done? Feng Xiyan, how can you be worthy of him, he is still so young, he has done nothing wrong, why do you want to break his heart like this?

"Should...... should be ......"

Feng Xiyan choked up and got up from the chair, stumbling towards Ying Wei, tears falling continuously.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry...... It's my fault, I shouldn't have hidden everything from you, let alone treated you as an outsider...... It's my fault, it's my fault, can you forgive me? ”

Ying Wei raised his crying eyes and looked at Feng Xiyan, without any relief, because in his heart, the saddest thing was that no matter how hard he worked and how he shortened the time, it was still too late.

"I don't blame you, it's my own reason...... It's that I'm asking too much, it's that I'm too demanding......"

"No, it's not like that, it's my fault...... It's me who is too self-righteous, can you forgive me? ”

Feng Xiyan sat down in front of Ying Wei, holding his hand tightly, not daring to let go for a moment.

She was afraid, afraid that if she let go, she would lose forever one of the few people in the world who were really good to her.

Feng Xiyan's hot tears smashed on the back of Ying Wei's hand, as if he wanted to poke a hole out of that place.

"Sister, I really ...... I really just want you to have my place in your heart, I really just want to be by your side, I don't ask for much, I just want to ...... I just want you to be happy, I don't want to see you cry, I don't want to see you sad...... I just want you to be happy every day like you used to......"

"I know...... But yes, you can't go back, we can't go back, you are destined to return to Wuyang Kingdom, where is the final belonging, I don't want you to be embarrassed, I don't want to see you in a dilemma for me...... I want you to be happy too, I want you to be happy...... You've done enough to me, a lot......"

Everything is changing, the environment, the people, the position, the seeking...... Everything is changing, no one can go back to the past, no one will be as simple and happy as before, no one is ...... Naturally, they are no exception.

"No, sister, no...... It's not there, the place where there is a sister is home, it's belonging, as long as the sister is willing...... Wuyang is my sister's, as long as my sister doesn't drive me away, don't treat me as an outsider......"

For so long, although some things have been said, and the two of them seem to have no change from before, everyone knows and understands that those are just pretended, and in the deepest part of their hearts, they can't go back after all, and there is a gap after all.

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