Feng Xiyan slowed down, looked up and followed his line of sight, and saw that the night sky that had darkened was like a magnificent sea, and the twinkling stars in the sky were like jellyfish swimming in it, making the restless heart disappear in an instant, leaving only the peace and beauty of the heart.

It's just that when her eyes shifted to Shangguan Candle, Feng Xiyan felt a trace of panic from the bottom of her heart, because the loneliness revealed by Shangguan Candle was too strong, so strong that she thought that everything that happened before was just a dream.

But the faint feeling of discomfort in her body reminded her that all this was not a dream, but real.

After retracting his gaze, Feng Xiyan lowered his eyes, covered up the complexity of his heart, pursed the corners of his mouth, and raised a self-deprecating smile.

For men, this kind of thing is just an impulse, it happens when it happens, anyway, for them, once, twice, three times makes no difference, but this is different for her.

Although she is an open-minded modern person, it doesn't mean that she can let go of this kind of thing, and to do this kind of thing, it must be two people who are happy with each other, not just casual when desire comes.

What's more, before, Shangguan Candle and everything in this body, those memories did not belong to her, this time, it was equivalent to her first time, how could she not care.

After taking a deep breath, Feng Xiyan decided to find Shangguan Candle to talk seriously, she didn't want to be confused and ignore it, no matter what the result was, she just wanted an answer.

After making a decision in her heart, Feng Xiyan raised her eyes and looked at Shangguan Candle, who had not found her figure, her eyes sank.

At this moment, her mood was like the boundless night outside the door, shrouded in gloomy darkness, and she couldn't breathe a little.

The night is like a mysterious person, the darkness brought by him can cover many secrets, can hide a lot of carelessness, can make two people with heavy hearts hide their truest thoughts and hug each other, can make people close to each other dye ambiguous colors, and make people mistakenly think that they only see themselves in each other's eyes.

What Feng Xiyan didn't know was that in the place where she couldn't see, Shangguan Candle was remorseful and blamed herself, hated herself for taking advantage of others, and hated herself for having a relationship with her without getting a clear answer from her.

Of course, this is only part of it, and more importantly, he is afraid, entangled, and painful.

Because, her pregnancy is fake, if she doesn't confess, she is cheating on her once, although this panic is set when she has no feelings, but now it is different, he has her in his heart, and he can't lie.

However, if they are honest, their relationship has only just recovered a little, like fragile porcelain, which looks bright on the outside, but in fact cannot be touched, because the consequence of accidentally touching it is a shattered scar that cannot be restored.

But Feng Xiyan can't see this, and she doesn't know, at this moment, she is just a sensitive person who can't tolerate a little flaw.

She came back to her senses, put the quilt on her body away again, and then lifted the corner of the quilt and walked towards Shangguan Candle, what is the next consequence, she is ready to accept it, even if it is an unacceptable result, she will definitely accept it all, and she will never beg for anything like a resentful woman.

"Do you regret it?"

After walking to Shangguan Candle's side, Feng Xiyan stepped over the threshold and sat beside Shangguan Candle side by side, and asked with his greatest calmness and carelessness.

Shangguan Candle's expression was extremely unnatural, but he was afraid that Feng Xiyan would find out, so when she cast her gaze, she had already returned to her normal state, and quietly reached out to hold her in her arms.

"Regret what? Regret not coming a few more times? ”

Hearing this, Feng Xiyan was shocked and angry, and his whole face turned red, "What nonsense are you talking about?" What are you...... In this ...... I can ...... I'm really going to be angry. ”

Shangguan Candle raised his eyebrows, a trace of chagrin quickly flashed in his eyes, and he was also shocked by himself, he actually said such shameless words, but in addition to being annoyed, he was also a little lucky, because he seemed to have a different effect.

"Okay, don't make trouble, does it still hurt?"

"What?"

Feng Xiyan's head was a little unable to turn, and her thoughts were still immersed in Shangguan Candle's words just now, and when she saw the corners of Shangguan Candle's mouth bent and the smile in her eyes, she reacted.

"Shangguan Candle, you...... You...... You speak well, if in the ...... In nonsense...... I'll just ...... I'll just ...... I'm not kind to you. ”

Feng Xiyan's face turned red, her ears seemed to be dripping blood, the whole person was ashamed and angry, and in addition to being shy, she was faintly surprised, what she didn't expect was that such a dignified person like Shangguan Candle would say such a thing, and he would speak it seriously.

Shangguan Candle hugged Feng Xiyan, who was wrapped in the quilt, into his arms, pulled the quilt that she had unconsciously slipped off her shoulders, fixed it with her own hands, and slowly exhaled a breath of turbidity before she said with a normal expression.

"It's a little bit of a wave in the daytime, and you're ...... I'm afraid you won't be able to stand it...... Does it still hurt? Would you like to ask a doctor to take a look? ”

Feng Xiyan was really speechless now, not to mention his ears, his whole body was red and hot, as if he was soaked in a hot pot, if he wasn't wrapped in a quilt, he would definitely be so ashamed that he couldn't raise his eyes.

"I ...... I...... I'm fine, you...... You, don't, I'm really fine, it doesn't hurt at all...... Really, it doesn't hurt ....... ”

Just when Feng Xiyan was shy to explain, Shangguan Candle buried her head in her neck, trembling and laughing.

Feng Xiyan was embarrassed and indignant, found Shangguan Candle's waist from the bare hand deep in the quilt, and pinched him fiercely, "Don't laugh, I said it, don't laugh, you don't laugh, don't hear it, don't laugh ......." ”

Shangguan Candle nodded again and again, "Okay, I won't laugh, don't laugh, don't be angry, don't be angry, really don't laugh." ”

After making trouble for a while, Shangguan Candle held Feng Xiyan tightly in his arms, buried his head in her neck, and greedily breathed her breath between his noses, for fear that if he turned around, the happiness he had at this moment would disappear and could not be recovered.

Feng Xiyan leaned her head sideways on Shangguan Candle's head, her heart was calm, and this posture made her feel very secure.

The two of them were like sailing alone in the sea, each overcoming obstacles for their own purposes, rushing forward desperately, but because the waves accidentally collided together, after that, they encountered fierce sparks, and then after experiencing all kinds of hardships and difficulties, the two began to sympathize with each other, and then work together.

Before this, Feng Xiyan was full of questions and annoyance, but now, she felt that everything was unnecessary, because she could feel Shangguan Candle's vigorous and powerful heartbeat.