Chapter 25: Hope

Shen Canglang is gone.

Siyu faced a table of silver taels alone.

There were seven hundred taels of silver on the table, and the silver shone brightly, and I was dizzy.

She had never seen anything like it.

But she was not happy at all, she even wanted to cry, she wanted to cry loudly.

Before leaving, Shen Ergongzi gave her two large silver tickets, a total of 3,000 taels of silver, which had been stored in her name in the largest silver village in Changshan, Longxing ticket number.

The seven hundred taels of silver rested on the table.

When he took out the money, Chen's mother, Siyu, and Yunzhi were all stunned.

Three thousand seven hundred taels of silver is Shen Ergongzi who is doing his best to help her now.

The money is small, but the intention is real!

At that moment, Siyu was completely moved, a pair of big eyes couldn't stop tears flowing, and Chen's mother also cried on the side.

At that moment, their mother and daughter had forgotten the creed of not eating what came to them.

Where is this food that comes here, this is clearly people reaching out in danger and sending charcoal in the snow!

How can you refuse such sincerity, and how can you not accept such sincerity.

Although Siyu still said stubbornly at that moment: "Second son, these silver taels, even if I borrow you, I will definitely pay them back!"

But Siyu understood that her words were very light, but she asked herself, what to take?

Money is small, but human favor is big.

Shen Ergongzi, although Mu Na, although honest and clumsy, does have a heart that loves her.

He was willing to show such sincerity for himself.

At that moment, Siyu was completely moved, although her mouth was still so tough, Childe, I will definitely pay you back this money, but the red eyes on her face, and the tears on her face had already betrayed her.

Seeing the figure of Shen Ergongzi disappearing at the end of the long street, her tears had already blurred the surrounding scenery.

Siyu locked herself in the room alone and quietly faced the table of silver two.

This has to be put on hold before, how happy she should be, but this is not actually silver, this is a favor, how should she pay it back?

Those neighbors on the long street, the butcher of the Zhang family sent half a catty of meat at every turn, and Li Caitou always sent some fresh vegetables and vegetables.

Not to mention Grandma Wang, every time she goes to Changshan, she will let his eldest son make it convenient for their mother and daughter.

But at least I helped them.

And the second son of Shen in front of him, I am afraid that he and he have not met a few times in total, but he is so affectionate to himself.

Chen Siyu understood that the Shen family was a high-ranking official family, and it was not an ordinary family.

Shen Gongzi's father has entered the cabinet, but he is a cabinet scholar, and what is he?

If the Shen family is compared to the moon in the sky, then she Chen Siyu is just a speck of dust on the ground.

Siyu didn't understand how someone with such a family background could find a poor woman like herself.

Every day, he wandered in the market, and from time to time he also slipped into the academy and lived by drawing some blushing pamphlets for those Confucian students, and selling silver.

And in addition, his younger brother is still a bad gambler, and his mother is seriously ill.

Not to mention an official family like the Shen family, even if it is any civilian family on this long street, looking at her family background and background, looking at her younger brother and mother, I am afraid that no one is willing to marry her.

When Shen Ergongzi came to see her again and again, in fact, she was very happy in her heart.

From time to time, she pierced her palm with her fingernails, the pain was heartbreaking, and she just wanted to use that pain to warn herself in real time.

Siyu, you are not worthy, you can't be with Shen Canglang, so every time the second son of the Shen family comes, she keeps a trace of clarity in her mind, and comes to tell herself, absolutely not, don't be captured by him because of Shen Gongzi's infatuation.

She thought that she was already very strong, and it could be said that she couldn't get in, but in fact, before this, it wasn't that no one pursued her, and she also wanted to marry herself off as soon as possible, marry a solid family, and be able to go back to help her mother and younger brother.

But the reality is very cruel, despite his own calligraphy and painting, despite his own thoughts. It looks like it's a bit good.

is enough to make all the young men who have seen her fall in love with her, but once they know about her family affairs, almost everyone is scared away.

Even the matchmaker didn't want to come to the door, how sad it was, but she never cared.

She felt that she was strong enough to be moved by nothing again, and she would not be moved by the sweet words of those sons.

But until just now, the cold high wall that she had built in her heart for many years completely melted at that moment.

It's a pity, it's a pity why Shen Canglang came from such a good background, and how unattainable his family is for him.

In fact, Siyu felt that only Zuo Mingzhu was suitable, and only the Zuo family and the Shen family were the right match.

At that moment, Chen Siyu felt so scared, he was afraid that he was destined to be just a passerby in Shen Canglang's emotional world.

She was afraid that Shen Canglang would calm down after returning to the capital, and she would regret today's impulsiveness.

Perhaps, you will forget yourself!

Chen Siyu believes that he is just the good memories that Shen Canglang left in this Fenglong Town where birds don't in just a few days.

And I am just a bright spot in this beautiful memory, like a glimpse of light.

As soon as the sun goes down, it ceases to exist.

Or the spring has passed, and the pear blossoms fall and fall into the mud with the spring.

Who can think of themselves?

Who would have thought that in just a few days, Shen Canglang had a little affection for himself.

Maybe there is, maybe not, maybe not, maybe, the other party is really just enthusiastic, maybe he is wrong from his eager eyes.

Siyu is so scared, so scared, but he is Shen Canglang, the bright color in his colorful emotional life.

She even thought a little selfishly that she was so afraid of him that he would forget her.

When this thought flooded from the bottom of her heart, she suddenly felt that she was so ridiculous, ridiculous to the point of outrageous.

I, Chen Siyu, why do I have to rely on men to live, Shen Ergongzi, I must pay back these silver money, thinking of this.

Siyu wiped away her tears with her sleeves, and at this time her mother was knocking on the door, "Siyu, Siyu, you're okay inside, you open the door first, my mother has a few words, I must explain it to you clearly." ”

The moment she opened the door, Mother Chen saw Siyu with tears on her face, she didn't know where to start, so she had to sigh and sit down next to her.

"Siyu, my mother was also young, today, I can also see that Shen Gongzi is indeed in love with you, but ......"

When the mother said this, Siyu interrupted first, and her face was as usual: "Mother, I understand what you are going to say next, I understand, the best result, I can only give him a concubine, but, my mother is right, I would rather be the head of the chicken, not the phoenix tail, I Chen Siyu will not be a concubine in this life, mother, you don't have to worry, I will definitely return this silver, I can't pay it back in one year, I will use it for two years, I can't pay it back in two years, I will use it for ten years, I can't pay it back in ten years, I will pay it back in this life, I won't pay it back in this life, I will live in the next life." Be a cow and a horse to return him, I will remember his affection for me in my life, no matter what he thinks, I will remember the deepest part of my heart, but I will never marry him. ”

After hearing Siyu's words, Chen's mother wanted to stand up and say to Siyu, but her mother thought the same way, but she couldn't say it.

At that moment, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart, uncomfortable, she felt that her heart was so painful, the pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe, her heart really hurt, she couldn't say anything at this moment, because what she said and what she was going to say was almost finished by her daughter.

For many years, she has wanted to show the image of a strict mother in front of her children.

Although her body is too uncompetitive, she has always hoped that she will at least be stronger in front of her children.

But the ruthless fact has shattered his last dream, and his son will actually become a bad gambler, the most famous gambler on this long street.

On the contrary, he dragged his daughter deep into this bottomless abyss, and never saw hope, his daughter, so weak but shouldering the burden of this family.

But what's in this home?

If it weren't for the drag of himself and his son, I'm afraid that this family would have no worries about food and clothing, and I dare not say that the life can be compared to that of the rich man, at least the most solid family on this long street.

It's a pity that he is so strict, but he has taught such a son, a poor daughter, who looks so standard, but there is no matchmaker to come to the door to propose marriage, and he is almost dead at the moment.

She hugged her daughter and cried, "What do you say? Siyu, it's all my fault, there is so much silver on the table, and there are two silver tickets, you take them all, this home is a bottomless pit, there is really nothing to be nostalgic about, there is no need, work harder, mother, please, leave this family far away, by yourself, you can marry a good family, don't take such a big risk, my brother and I are not worthy of you at all, give up Siyu! ”

"No, mother, the home is broken, rotten, it can also shelter from the wind and rain, the home is not good, you are also my only relative, my brother has already said it, he has repented, I believe in him, believe in him again, he should really regret it, our family only needs to step over the hurdle in front of us, I believe that tomorrow will be more, if it really can't be overcome, then I can only accept my fate."

When Siyu said these words firmly, a glimmer of hope rose in Chen's mother's heart, she was thinking, maybe it was really as Siyu said, then this family only needs to take such a risk to get over the hurdle in front of them.

After crossing this hurdle, I believe that the scenery will be better!

Mother Chen was stubbornly thinking in her heart, this person can't be unlucky for the rest of his life!