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I haven't received news from Tian Yu for a long time, although the manager has already cleared up what kind of feelings he has for Tian Yu in his heart, the corners of Han Feng's mouth still show a smile, he looked at the little suspense left by Tian Yu here in the letter, and continued to read:

"Mr. Forty, I have read a lot of books in my spare time recently, and there are many things happening around me, which I have never thought about since I ran away from home and joined the army.

Director Luo said this when he talked to us female nurses recently:

Out of the needs of the revolution, we female comrades also carry a burden no less than that of our male comrades.

In the rear of the base area, we are responsible for the duties of nurses in the military hospital, and we have also made our own contribution to the revolutionary cause of the Anti-Japanese War, and we have also made indelible achievements.

Of course I agree with this, and at the same time I feel that I am not as great as Director Luo said, I failed to go to the front line in person, and I feel that it is already a kind of cowardice and retreat, how can it be said to be an indelible achievement!

Director Ke Luo continued.

We, who have stepped into the revolution, must continue to forge ahead, and in order to achieve the greater revolutionary goal, we must be hard-hearted, and personal problems are not worth considering, and even our own husbands and children must be considered behind the interests of our organization and the common interests.

Naturally, I have no objection to it, believing that this is a fearless spirit of sacrifice for the country.

However, female cadres and female revolutionaries, in addition to devoting themselves to the revolutionary cause like male comrades, should also get married, have children, and run a family, Director Luo said, this is also a contribution to the revolutionary cause.

I don't dare to agree with this, how can personal emotional problems be linked to the revolution?

In this way, do we women have no choice at all, I have already said that the freedom of marriage, is it now that we have joined the organization, but we have to choose a man I don't like for the organization to live my life?

If you do not run the house at home, become a housewife, and continue the revolutionary work, you are considered irresponsible to the family and neglect your husband and children.

But if we, the poor women, really become housewives, we will immediately be criticized by those who have a heart as inactive and backward of the revolution, and then the husband who is so-called actively involved in the revolution will divorce them.

Oh my God, how can there be such a truth in this world? It's incredible, Mr. Forty, do you think so?

It seems that this world is inherently unfair to us women, and the feudal dynasty that has been unfair for thousands of years is not counted, and now it is about to come out of the darkness and see the light.

As a result, I already have some fear of marriage, as stated in the book that Political Commissar Xu sent me:

When women are not independent, they are not respected, marriage is the grave, we are not afraid of death, in the face of death, we can also burst out of courage and responsibility no less than all men, we just don't want to die in vain, even after death, we have to be buried in the same coffin with a man who makes us disgusted......

…… Recently, Director Luo talked to me, and he said that some teachers have taken a fancy to me and are willing to ask me to be his wife, and I think he is a kind of feudal marriage thinking.

What about the division commander, what about the army commander, why did they take a fancy to me and ask me to be their wife? Am I just a commodity that they see as something ready to be seen? Don't I have the right to be autonomous even with my own body and my own mind?

Oh my God, it's a nightmare.

Mr. Forty, I have made you a confidant, so I confide in you these things.

You are a warrior on the battlefield, you can face all injustice and hardship, even in the face of life and death, you will never change your color, maybe you will have good advice or advice!

I'm sorry to say that this is disturbing your life.

Director Luo has come to talk to me again, don't worry, my heart is strong, I am willing to sacrifice my life for the revolutionary cause, but I will never trample on my dignity and freedom in this way.

- Your confidant, Tian Yu"

Han Feng put down the letter, not knowing how to answer for a while.

These free women, who advocate the pursuit of the ideas of the new era, live between the border between the old era and the new era, constantly replaced, and the pain and contradictions during the period can be imagined.

This is a big situation, Han Feng can't reverse it, the only thing he can do is to enlighten Tian Yu's thoughts in a way that is as mellow as possible, for a long time, Han Feng sat down and began to write a reply.

When Xu Zilin opened the curtain and walked in, Han Feng just put down the last word.

Xu Zilin was puzzled, she saw the envelope that had been opened on the wooden table.

Han Feng naturally heard the footsteps outside the regiment headquarters, but he didn't hide anything.

"Old Han, someone wrote to you?"

"Well, Tian Yu wrote it, you can take a look."

The last three words made Xu Zilin's frowning brows stretch, she picked up the letter written by Tian Yu to Han Feng and read it carefully.

Compared with a person like Han Feng who has the thoughts of later generations, Xu Zilin was obviously more impacted, and she may also be a woman, so she empathizes.

Xu Zilin didn't put forward any opinions of her own, she just asked, "Is the reply letter written?" ”

"Well, it's written."

"I'll put it on for you."

"Just see it if you want to!"

"I don't want to see it, it's between you."

Han Feng couldn't cry or laugh, "Yes, then why are you pouting so high?" ”

"Hmph, just watch it, you let me see it, don't blame me for being stingy."

Xu Zilin picked up Han Feng's reply, but saw that the font on it was hard, almost through the back of the paper, and every stroke was written so vigorously and powerfully, as if killing the enemy on the battlefield, a golden iron horse momentum rushed to his face.

Tian Yu, hello:

I'm glad that you regard me as a confidant in life, and they all say that life has a confidant, and this life is enough, now that you say this, plus Lao Xu, I Han Feng already have two confidants.

I read your letter carefully, word by word, and a figure seemed to have appeared in front of my eyes, a beautiful and gentle woman, struggling to resist the injustice of fate.

You are right, this kind of thinking is wrong, it is an oppression of the new cultural democracy, and it should never be wanton.

Director Luo is wrong, very wrong, I am sure of this, and I will warn Director Luo in a special way, you don't have to worry about this matter.

As for marriage, first of all, I must definitely deny the idea of arranged marriage mentioned by Director Luo.

Secondly, everyone has their own opinions, for example, for me, talking about marriage is completely a luxury now, war can not have feelings, at least not children's affection, if I have a person in my heart, then on the battlefield, how dare I let go of my hands and feet to fight with the enemy?

My father is a farmer, he doesn't know any big truths, and he doesn't know a single big character, but when he joined the army and left, his father warned me: It's okay to marry a mother-in-law, and you must wait until you come back from the army.

I think so, and now that you are facing such a predicament, you can also make the same choice as I do.

We are revolutionaries, and we all have a solid and established revolutionary road to continue to move forward.

In addition, since our organization changed the "XX chief" to "XX member" and called each other comrades, the organization only has different responsibilities and sizes, but there is no inequality of rights, your marriage is still free, and any illegal, unreasonable, and mandatory requirements that violate organizational discipline are mean and can be accused.

You are you, continue to be a self in pursuit of ideals, do not be disturbed by external objects, you can regard all this as a tempering and test on the road of revolution, and forge ahead, there will always be bright futures.

- Your confidant, Han Feng

Xu Zilin put the letter in an envelope and said with a smile: "Old Han, I'll send the letter for you, and in addition, Director Luo, I'll contact him to talk to him." ”

Han Feng nodded, "Okay, with you, I saved a lot of worry." ”

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