Chapter Ninety-Eight: There Is No Difference Between Hesitation and Throwing Away

One sentence blocked all of Xie Zhan's words.

His heart hurt suddenly, but it made him breathless.

"I just didn't understand that day." Xie Zhan said very weakly.

Xin Muyuan sneered: "I didn't understand it that day, but I understand it today?" In the final analysis, you are just regretting the measures against Xin Ye, and it has nothing to do with me Xin Muyuan. ”

"It's not like that!" Xie Zhan almost stood up in a hurry.

Xin Muyuan didn't want to mention this matter anymore, she kept picking up vegetables for Xiao Changting, until Xiao Changting's bowl was full and couldn't pile it up anymore, so she put down the chopsticks: "Liying Shengxiang is a place for people to have fun, I don't want to make you unhappy because of some things." I still have something to do, you go on, I've got this meal for you. ”

"No, Mu Yuan, I'm not ......" Xie Zhan still wanted to explain, but Xin Muyuan had already left with Mu Yi. He looked at Xin Muyuan's back in despair, and murmured, "I'm not because of Xin Ye, I'm because of you......"

He looked at Xiao Changting, with a little grievance, and said, "Didn't you say that Mu Yuan is not Master Xin?" ”

Xiao Changting looked away from him weakly: "Didn't you just scream at a mouthful, but you're still quite energetic?" ”

"Didn't I call after you......" Xie Zhan's voice became smaller and quieter as he spoke.

Once, all he wanted to get close to was Xin Ye, he was ecstatic because he knew who Xin Ye was, as for whether Xin Ye was Xin Muyuan or not, it didn't matter. But now, he is only glad that Xin Ye let him meet Xin Muyuan, and he doesn't care whether Xin Muyuan is Xin Ye or not.

"Are you going to chase it?" Xiao Changting silently ate the dishes in his bowl.

Xie Zhan stared, suddenly changed his bowl with Xiao Changting's bowl, and said, "Don't go." ”

Xiao Changting, who was suddenly replaced with a bowl: "......" is really naΓ―ve.

"Xin Ye is a person who wants face, and the two of you have been estranged because of your identity, if you don't take the initiative, I'm afraid you'll miss it."

Xie Zhan's hand paused, and he said in an urn voice: "I know." ”

"Then why are you ......?"

Xie Zhan put down his chopsticks and looked out the window with his head propped up.

The location of the Tianzi box is very good, and from his position, you can just see the back of Xin Muyuan walking out of the hotel.

"Actually, I've been wondering since yesterday whether my pursuit of Xin Muyuan should be allowed to happen."

"I don't understand."

"Because I found that the more I liked Mu Yuan, the more difficult her life became. I thought I would be able to protect her, but in fact, I let her suffer a lot of grievances. ”

Xiao Changting smiled and said, "When did you become so cowardly?" ”

Xie Zhan pouted: "You don't understand." I want her to be safe, I want her not to suffer the slightest grievance, I want to hold her to the tip of my heart, safe and sound, pure and flawless. ”

Xiao Changting said: "The heart that can be protected well is for food. ”

Xie Zhan glared at him secretly.

Xiao Changting smiled warmly and said, "Master Xin is a falcon, not a delicate flower, why should you be so worried?" Moreover, your identity is already special, and the status of the two of you is very different, and it is impossible to be together without any hardship. ”

Xie Zhan was still hesitating.

Xiao Changting, who is not good at getting angry, came out with a fire in his heart, he still had a smile on his face, but the aura around him was a little colder, and said, "Brother Zhan, feelings are not games. Both the beginning and the end should be solemn. ”

When he said this, he suddenly stopped, with a self-deprecating smile on his face, and said, "You are different from me. I'm in a high position, and I can't make decisions about my marriage, but you're different. Your father only married the Duchess of the Protector, and as a son, you can also use your true feelings on one person. I can't choose, but you can, you can solemnly choose the person who will accompany you for the rest of your life. How to choose, you decide. Whether it is to let go of Xin Ye or continue to pursue Xin Ye, I will support you as your good brother, but ......"

"Brother Zhan, I only hope you can be solemn, this is my only request to you. If you decide to be with her, you will pursue it desperately, tear down all obstacles to meet her. If you want to give up, give up completely, don't ...... And again like today. ”

Xie Zhan lowered his head and did not speak.

Xiao Changting's words, he listened to them, and he didn't listen to them.

If he could ignore Xin Muyuan's wishes, he would definitely pursue it desperately. Just like the wild words he set a few days ago, he told them simply and clearly: Although Xin Muyuan does not belong to me now, she will be my woman sooner or later!

But he couldn't help but care, not only couldn't, but he also cared more and more about Xin Muyuan's feelings.

But the more he cared, the more he was afraid.

He was afraid that Xin Muyuan would be wronged, and he was afraid that he would not be able to protect Xin Muyuan.

How chic and comfortable Xin Muyuan used to be, she was so lively, and she always had a sly smile on her face, like a little fox. But now, she always looks tired, running between various relationships.

He felt that all this was his own harm, and he didn't want Xin Muyuan to become like this, he was distressed.

However, if he really gave up Xin Muyuan, he felt that someone was digging out his heart with a knife.

Xie Zhan habitually picked up the white porcelain pot next to him and poured himself a glass, and when he raised it to his mouth, he realized that it was white water instead of white wine, smiled bitterly, and put it back again.

He said, "Your Majesty, don't you think it's strange? It has only been a month since I met Xin Muyuan in October and autumn, but why did she enter my heart? ”

Xiao Changting drank white water, his eyebrows were smiling, but he couldn't see his joy or anger: "Who can say for sure this kind of thing?" Your father and your mother have only known each other for a day, aren't they still deeply rooted? ”

Xie Zhan pouted.

said that the love is deep-rooted, and it is not the intention of seeing the color. The two of them didn't know each other, but they all relied on the moment when they lifted their hijabs to amaze Fenghua.

If you don't know what to say, then don't say anything at all.

The two of them tacitly did not speak, eating and drinking until they were satisfied.

For the next three days, Xie Zhan didn't go to Xin Muyuan.

He was silencing his mind.

In the end, he is a calm and prudent person, and he is not willing to make a big decision impulsively when he is dizzy.

How he was his business, Shadow Shadow didn't know.

When talking about this matter during the casual conversation this day, Steward Zhang asked: "In the past, the son of the Xie family came here to report every day, why haven't you seen anyone come these days?" ”

As soon as these words came out, the noisy environment suddenly became extremely quiet. A few smart people couldn't help but secretly roll their eyes at Steward Zhang, despising him for looking shrewd in the past, why was he so short-sighted today.

On the contrary, Xin Muyuan, the party who was asked, did not have a superfluous expression, and only replied lightly: "Maybe it's just tired of it." ”