Chapter 510: Taking care of yourself
She really can't take care of too many people, she has tried her best to take care of the people in her range, and she really can't take care of too many others.
"Okay, let's go and prepare paper and ink, and take everyone out after sending it down later, I want to stay alone for a while, I don't want to be disturbed."
"Yes, the minion obeys!"
At this time, Xiao Dezi didn't dare to disturb Feng Xiyan, so the cat retreated and hurriedly went to prepare what she ordered.
Soon, Xiao Dezi brought the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, and then retreated with the waiter, looking at the empty room, except for the crackling sound of the beating candle flame, there was no other sound.
She got up and sat on the futon in front of the tablet, picked up the pen, ink, paper and inkstone prepared by Xiao Dezi and copied the Buddhist scriptures seriously, and the degree of devotion and seriousness was more concentrated and focused than when she was in school before, as if she wanted to copy these Buddhist scriptures to put something on her.
Since Wang Rong looked for Li Changde, the situation has not changed in the slightest, but has intensified.
After he came out of Li Changde's residence and was seen by other eunuchs, he was even more sure that he had an unusual relationship with Li Changde, saying that he must have taken refuge in Li Changde, so he was even more jealous of him, and then flattering people appeared in front of his house in an endless stream.
When he returned to his house every day, all kinds of gifts were piled up in front of his house, and the names left on them were not even heard of, let alone seen, and even more exaggerated, he found a bag of gold among them.
In this situation, Wang Rong did not have the slightest joy, and some were only full of anxiety and uneasiness.
These situations kept appearing, he went to find Xiao Dezi, but before he saw anyone, he was driven away by the little eunuch beside him, saying that Xiao Dezi was accompanying the emperor to reflect in the Taimiao and had no time to see him.
Then he found someone who had a good relationship with him before, and asked him to bring a message to Shangguan Candle for him, saying that he had something important to see Shangguan Candle, but unfortunately, the news was like a stone, and when it spread out, it was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no response.
Under such circumstances, Wang Rong deeply felt that he was really exiled by Shangguan Candle, that he was really abandoned, that he really didn't want him anymore, and that it was really the same situation as Li Changde who was abandoned back then.
I always felt that I still had a chance to go back, and I always felt that Shangguan Candle would arrange him to go back, it turned out that all this was just what he thought, and the fact was that he had already abandoned him on the day he was banished here by Shangguan Candle.
Always not sober, always upright, always unwilling to admit it, always suffering alone is only himself.
However, even so, he didn't want to believe it or admit this fact, so he tried all his resources to ask to see Shangguan Candle, but there was still no response, and in the end, he came to Feng Xiyan.
Looking at Wang Rong, who had not been seen for a long time, Feng Xiyan had a sense of trance, as if he was already in a previous life when he was by his side.
Seeing Wang Rong kneeling in front of her and pleading words that she knew her mistake and wanted to come back, Feng Xiyan only felt a burst of irony, she didn't know what the reason for Wang Rong's mistake was at the beginning, and now she doesn't know.
I don't know the reason because she has lost the mood to inquire now, and she has lost this interest.
"I really can't help you with what you're talking about, you know, I've been just a puppet emperor from beginning to end, and seriously, I didn't want you to leave before you were free, and I didn't want you to leave when I still had some rights...... But sometimes, opportunities are like this, fleeting, and now, I can't protect myself, how can I take care of you. ”
"No, the emperor, no one can help the slave now, except for you, there is really only you, the master's heart slave understands your heart, he is different from you and others, as long as you speak, he will definitely agree to you, really, Your Majesty begs you to help the slave, please."
Wang Rong seemed to grasp the last straw, kneeling in front of Feng Xiyan, who was lying on the ground copying Buddhist scriptures, and pleaded bitterly, the poor and pathetic appearance would not have appeared on him before, but now it made him bend over.
Seeing Wang Rong now, Feng Xiyan really felt bad in his heart, but when he thought of his current situation, he only felt that he was really powerless, not to mention that Wang Rong was Shangguan Candle's person and had nothing to do with her.
With her current relationship with Shangguan Candle, she really has no ability to make decisions for others, so she had to refuse Wang Rong's plea with all her heart.
"Wang Rong, I know what you think in your heart, but now it's different, it's really different, Shangguan Candle and I have completely torn our faces, and we ...... There is no relationship anymore, so, I really can't do anything about your busyness, you go find someone else. ”
As he spoke, Feng Xiyan made a gesture of invitation to Wang Rong, motioned for him to leave, and then continued to lie on the futon and copy his Buddhist scriptures.
Wang Rong looked at Feng Xiyan in a daze for a long time before kowtowing heavily and retreating.
Outside the Taimiao, he finally saw Xiao Dezi, who had been begging to be seen.
Xiao Dezi looked at Wang Rong's angry face, showed a guilty smile from a long distance, and then waited for Wang Rong to get closer, so he preemptively spoke: "I know you are very angry now, and you want to beat me up, but what I told you, things are not what you think, I have a hard time." ”
"Hmph, what can you do? Now that you are following the emperor every day to call for wind and rain, who sees you and can't call you a virtuous father-in-law, and what about me? suffered so much torture and grievances in the Huanyi Bureau, and couldn't even find a place to redress grievances. ”
Speaking of the sad history during this time, Wang Rong could only vent his anger.
"Princess, I really sympathize with your plight, and I understand your current mood very well, but there is one thing you seem to have forgotten, that is, the master and His Majesty have given you a chance at the beginning, and you yourself don't know how to cherish it, so you have to leave, and now that the master is dealing with the plague outside, I have corresponded to you about it, but he only said that you are no longer our person, and you have nothing to do with us to stay and other behaviors, and the master can't be your master."