Chapter 146 The girl's hairpin
"No, it won't." The girl shook her head, and in the face of the master's sudden questioning, she did not seem surprised: "I actually have an independent consciousness, so in my own opinion, I am a person, not a substitute for anyone." Even if it is a fragment of a person's soul, I have my own meaning of existence. ”
"Living in this world, you can't keep thinking about sad things. Master, if you think too much, you will be very tired. ”
The man disappeared from the spot, and the girl didn't look surprised at all. Master often disappears on his own like this. Thinking so, she walked down the stairs at the end.
The flowers on the other side automatically made way for her. The girl slowly walked over to a flower on the other side that she was chatting with just now, and asked, "Xiao Cai, did you understand what my master said just now?" ”
The other side didn't respond for a long time, but his flower spirit jumped out, and said helplessly: "Who can understand what your master says, I have a bitter face all day long, I don't know who owes him money......"
"Xiao Cai just fell asleep, if you want to find him, I'll wake him up."
"No need." The girl shook her head and said, "It's not a big deal, let's come to him next time." But I'm really bored right now, I haven't talked to you flower spirits, and I want to know what the other side flowers you each host are like in your eyes. ”
"Him?" Hua Ling glanced at Xiao Cai and said with disgust: "It's just a pig, if I knew him when I was alive, I'm afraid I would have already broken myself...... It's dirty all day long, and I always like to read any painting books in the world, which is more difficult to serve than other little girls! Moreover, I have been inexplicably fond of grinding mirrors lately! Is this tm still a pure flower? They talked for a long time about the other side of the world before, saying that the young lady was with the young lady and had nothing to do with him...... He's really a man?! ”
Listening to Hua Ling's complaint about the flower on her other side, the girl asked again, "That...... Do you think he has any merit? For example, I care about you or something. ”
"Nope." Hua Ling's words are categorical, as if this person can care about himself, it is a big bread in the sky, which is impossible in this life. "I'm caring about him all day long, when can he care about me, that's just ...... I don't want to say anything, and I'm easy to be angry with him when I talk about him again! ”
"But ......" Hua Ling suddenly hesitated, and whispered: "At least when I chose him back then, there was a reason. You should know that the flowers on the other side are going to be robbed, at that time I was still a little girl who was just beginning to fall in love, so I let him be abducted back. However, when he was in the world, he obviously loved cleanliness very much, and he seemed to have a bit of a cleanliness habit! ”
"Oh? Doomed? The girl asked suddenly.
"Why, you don't know?" Hua Ling also looked very surprised, and the girl shook her head and said, "I know, it's just a strange thing." The flowers on the other side of the world, have they survived? Perhaps, what is the basis for the words you are talking about? ”
Hua Ling had never considered this kind of question before, and when she suddenly heard this idea, she was a little stunned. Then he smiled: "Maybe, after all, she is also the flower of the other side." Her flower spirit, to be honest, I think it's a pity, such a good girl, just died. That Feng Xiangxin - actually, you are a poor person. ”
"Can you send me out?" The girl suddenly spoke, Hua Ling was startled, and said, "Zixi, are you kidding?" If you just go out like this, wouldn't I ......"
"Don't let Master know......" pleading the girl's face.
"I really want to meet this sister named Feng Xiangxin...... It's going to be fine, I'll come back one night, and I won't let Master know......"
Hua Ling hesitated again, but thinking of the little girl's look just now, she still said, "Then you hurry up and let your master know, we will not be able to live in peace......"
"Hmm!" The girl nodded happily and passed through the door opened by the flower spirit.
The girl's name is Feng Zixi, which was given by her master.
Feng Xiangxin felt a familiar aura and rushed to this side, and when he turned around, he saw a girl who looked like him when he was a child. She suddenly started to have a headache.
Feng Zixi was also a little surprised when he saw Feng Xiangxin, and asked, "Are you called Feng Xiangxin?" ”
Feng Xiangxin barely glanced at her and asked, "Who are you......"
"My name is Feng Zixi, sister." Feng Zixi bowed politely and said, "Listen to my master, I am a fragment of one person's soul, and I also look very similar to another person...... I guess it has something to do with you, so I'm here to meet you, and I have a question for you. ”
“…… You, cover your face first. Feng Xiangxin covered his eyes, almost unable to stand.
"Okay." Feng Zixi covered her face.
Looking at the girl in front of her, Feng Xiangxin couldn't help but feel a little emotional.
This girl, she naturally recognizes it, and naturally knows what her identity is. Back then, his soul was shattered and turned into fragments, and his memories were lost. In this case, she didn't remember many things, but when she saw the girl, she felt a sense of familiarity.
It was a nostalgic memory.
Feng Xiangxin couldn't think of it, but he also knew that that memory must be very beautiful, otherwise he wouldn't let himself be so nostalgic.
"You said your name is Feng Zixi?" Feng Xiangxin smiled and said, "What a coincidence, my former name was also Feng Zixi." ”
When he was studying in the world, Feng Xiangxin assumed the pseudonym Feng Zixi and was by the prime minister's side. At that time, there was a memory gap. Feng Yuxin was sure that this girl was her own memory.
"I know, and I know, that Master is replacing you with me."
The girl's innocent smile doesn't look like there is a trace of impurities, and her clear and transparent eyes are completely different from Feng Yuxin's slightly bewitching, not like a fox demon at all, but more like an ordinary human little girl.
Feng Xiangxin asked, "Who is your master?" Feng Zixi hesitated for a moment and said, "My master...... I don't know what his name is, but I know that he's not happy, and he likes someone very much, and it should be you. ”
Feng Xiangxin racked his brains, but he couldn't remember that there was such a thing in his life. Finally she asked, "Little girl, let me ask you, do you remember anything?" ”
Feng Zixi shook his head and said, "I should have known something at first, but Master sealed that memory. I don't know why, but I do know that this seal can't be lifted at will. ”
"Why?" Feng Yan asked with a smile.
"Because this is made by the master, the master will not harm me, I believe him."
Feng Zixi replied very firmly, which made Feng Xiangxin a little surprised, and finally asked, "That...... Zixi, do you know why you called this name? ”
"I don't know." The girl shook her head, her black hair hanging down, arousing Feng Yuxin's thoughts. It seems that that year, under the tree full of white flowers, a young man smiled and handed the girl a hairpin. "I know you don't like these things, but there should always be one in every girl's house, or you'll be laughed at."
"No, you don't." The girl stubbornly pushed away and asked, "Is it difficult for you boys to succeed?" Why do you have to give it to me, is it difficult that you mean that to me? ”
"No, no ......" The young man hurriedly defended, a touch of red appeared on his face, the girl secretly laughed behind her, but she didn't show it, but said very arrogantly: "I don't want this, senior brother, you accompany me up the tree!" ”
"Master has clouds...... The young man's mouth is these things, the girl frowned, and said, "You, like Master, have no joy in life at all!" ”
The boy smiled again and said, "Life is not only fun when you play, if you can make some contributions to this society and this country, it is also the joy of life for me." ”
The girl pouted and scolded: "What righteous and awe-inspiring words are in your mouth all day long, I really don't understand you!" ”
"You're a girl, of course you don't have to understand." The young man handed out the hairpin and said, "You can keep it, when the senior brother begged you." ”
The girl finally took it, although it was never used, but she still kept it and never threw it away.
Feng Xiangxin came back to his senses, saw Feng Zixi staring at him, a little uncomfortable, and asked, "What's wrong?" Do I have something on my face? ”
Feng Zixi shook his head and said, "No, it's because of ...... Just now, when you were in a trance, something made me think about something. As soon as I thought about it, I went along. ”
"Do you think of a teenager giving hairpins to a young girl?"
Feng Xiangxin suddenly asked. Feng Zixi nodded and said, "Yes, sister, you also thought of this?" Well, it seems that I guessed right. ”
"Guess what?" Feng Xiangxin asked strangely.
"My guess is that I'm actually just a replacement, and I'm replacing you."
Feng Zixi's eyes were filled with joy at the thought of the answer, but there was no trace of loss. "Aren't you sad?" Feng Xiangxin asked. The girl's eyes looked cool and clear, and she said, "Of course I'm not sad, because I still have the value and meaning of existence." ”
"Do you know, I have been at the end of the Yellow Springs Road before, I don't know why I am in this world, I don't know the meaning of my existence. Now, it's better to be a substitute for someone than to live in the world without knowing anything......"
Feng Zixi's tone was a little sad, but there was a hint of etherealism. "You're so old, that's all you want." Feng Xiangxin unconsciously opened his mouth to comfort. Feng Zixi smiled: "Sister, you are so gentle, but you have also killed many people, right?" Everyone's appearance and heart are not exactly the same, are they? ”
"Yes." Feng Yuxin nodded and said, "However, I really think that you are a little too ...... at this time Sorrowful. When I was your age, I was still thinking about where to go every day. ”