The North Palace was originally considered gorgeous, but after being abandoned for many years, it was already a ruined wall, and only occasionally scattered houses could be seen standing on the wasteland, surrounded by weeds, and occasionally foxes and rabbits wandering, unspeakable Xiao Suo.

If you ignore the majestic palaces behind you, you will almost suspect that you have left the palace without realizing it.

"Do you remember?" Although for the sake of the Yun family's face, Jieyu's position was still retained, but after all, she was beaten into the cold palace, Yun Qing's manchai ring clothes were all removed, her pale face, thin figure, and dismal tone when she spoke, revealing a kind of weakness and fluctuation that would go away anytime and anywhere, "In the past, you gave me an idea to secretly go to see my aunt, and the place where she lives is similar to here." ”

Her tone was very casual, as if the two had gotten along before they entered the palace.

Yun Fenghuang squinted, looked at her for a moment, and said slowly, "When did you put your hand in my palace?" ”

"I have that ability, why did I deliberately frame you to enter the palace together?" Yun Qingman turned her head sideways, she was the most beautiful concubine under the knee of Duke Yiguo, otherwise she would not have been raised by her mother-in-law when she was young.

In terms of appearance, in fact, it is no worse than Yun Fenghuan.

It's just that because of the kind of forward-looking nature that has been going on for many years, there is a depression between the eyebrows, and there is no freshness that a young man should have, far less agile than Yunfeng.

So much so that the originally gorgeous appearance also looks boring.

But at this moment, this tediousness seems to have been traced by someone with a few shallow strokes, and it has become vivid.

In her eyes that have always been weak and hesitant, there is a rare bit of mockery, "The only thing I succeeded in pit you is this, and after that, my sister-in-law is gone, what can I do?" ”

Yun Fenghuan remained motionless for a while before he said slowly: "It turns out that you really did it on purpose." ”

At this moment, she has mixed feelings in her heart, five years.

In the past five years, from the initial resentment of entering the palace abruptly, to the later acceptance, and then to the current ambition...... Regarding why she entered the palace, who harmed her, whether it was fate or Xiao Han's jealousy, Yun Fenghuan didn't think about it.

Because of Yun Qingman's repeated defenses and understanding that she was raised by her mother-in-law, Yun Fenghuan hated her and resented her for revenge on her, and even dragged people out of the top tank unceremoniously when something happened this time, but as for the reason why she was elected to the palace in the first place, she actually tended that Yun Qingman was not careless or was used.

After all, she has been a best friend of Miss Yunsi for three years, and she thinks she knows her better.

And after three years of getting along day and night, and being only a teenager, how can there be no feelings at all?

Yun Fenghuan felt that he was ruthless, but when he realized that he had an inextricable relationship with Yun Qingman when he entered the palace, why didn't his heart shake?

She herself is like this, how could Yun Qingman, who was deliberately raised by her mother-in-law, be so ruthless?

But Yun Qingman said very calmly: "Yes, I did it on purpose. And do you know when I decided to do that? ”

Without waiting for Yun Fenghuan to speak, she had already said to herself, "I didn't expect you to enter the palace with me at first, I was just scared." I even have to rely on your advice to deal with the faults of the Han family's, and after entering the palace, even if I have the protection of my sister, can I really get His Majesty's favor and have a place in the palace? Although the people around me congratulated me, saying that I was one of the four concubines in the palace, I would definitely not be wronged after entering the palace......"

"But I was raised by my mother-in-law, how much have I been wronged?"

"I have been wronged, and I have to thank my grandmother for her grace!!"

"My mother is like this, why is my biological daughter so good to me? I confided in you at that time, and I still remember what you said. At that time, I didn't know much about it, but I just tried to remember your advice. Now that I think about it, you are really good for me, you persuade me to maintain the style before entering the palace after entering the palace, don't be particularly smart and shrewd, and listen to Sister Chang for everything. After giving birth to a child, Sister Chang can deal with it as she wants, and she must not reveal any unwillingness......"

"I didn't really understand why I wronged myself like this at the time, after all, I was younger than my sister, and I was not bad in terms of appearance, I was also my father's daughter, why couldn't I compete for favor by myself and get rid of the domination of my mother and sister-in-law......" Yun Qingman sighed softly, and smiled a little helplessly, "Look, how smart are you?" Even if your background is not high, even if you don't know much about the palace at the time, you still see the most important point: if I show the slightest ambition and a little unwillingness after entering the palace, even if I can get pregnant under the hands of my sister, I will not escape the fate of my mother and child! ”

"I'm not you, I don't have the ability to resist them."

"Even if I know that my mother and sister want to borrow the womb to give birth to a child, let me give birth to an heir for my sister, and the death is unknown, I can't have a child."

She said lightly, "The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, the more unwilling I became, after all, when I was at home, it was convenient for us to meet, and I suffered a loss, and I told you in private, you always have a way to deal with the past, and even get justice for me." But after I enter the palace, I want to see you again, where is it so easy? I was in trouble, I was bullied, I was wronged, and I had to think on my own. But I'm not smart, my grandmother doesn't even like me to read more, my intelligence is just mediocre...... No matter how much you tell me and mention more, I can't see any hope that I can have a good death. ”

"Then I thought, why can't I let you go into the palace with you?"

"So that we can always be together, and I can continue to look for you if I have anything."

Yun Qingman smiled lightly, "Even if you hate me because of this, and you are unwilling to give me advice, or even suppress me in turn, that's nothing." Because you will definitely hate my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law, and you will also suppress and retaliate against them...... It doesn't hurt if the knife doesn't cut on yourself, even if we have been friends for three years, you have given me advice, but you are all in control, because it is not you who is bullied, suppressed and controlled, you just help me come up with ideas in order to win my favor, of course, it is impossible to do your best as your own experience. ”

"For example, when you just entered the palace, you started like that dangerously, and you quickly turned the situation around, but your thoughts and calculations here have never been told to me."

"I don't have the ability to take revenge on my mother and sister-in-law, revenge on the Yun family who gave birth to me and raised me but didn't treat me as a person, if I don't count on you, who else can I count on?"

She looked up at the expressionless Yun Fenghuan and said softly, "And you're more capable than I thought, you know?" On the day my sister died, I almost pinched my palm in my sleeve to be able to pretend to be grief-stricken, otherwise, I would almost laugh out loud in public! Since I was a child, people around me have often mentioned her, she is the life-root-son of my father's heart, liver, and mother-in-law, and she is both talented and beautiful, and she understands righteousness and righteousness, and everything is stronger than me. While my grandmother raised me personally, she disliked me in various ways and was not as good as her...... Dad didn't say it explicitly, but the meaning of the words was that I thought that I would give her children and then die, which was nothing. ”

"But what? She's dead. ”

"In the case that I have not been in the palace for a few months, it will be gone if I say no."

"I thought about how my father and grandmother would look when they heard the news, and I felt happy!"

"I even thought that even if I died immediately, I would have nothing to complain about."

"After all, when I hated Han's mother and daughter the most, I never thought that I would be able to eradicate the dignified Zhenxi Shufei!"

"The fourth prince is gone, but your aunt is still in the mansion." Yun Fenghuang finally spoke, "So you don't even care about your aunt now?" ”

Yun Qingman said lightly: "Don't you know? Also, what is my aunt's identity, and it's worth worrying about? A few days ago, she was pregnant with a pearl. ”

Her bleak face revealed a clear sarcasm, "You know very well what my father's sex is, in the eyes of outsiders, he is loyal to the king and loyal to the court, and at home, the rules have always been good, respecting his wife, and his concubines are different...... Although Han's sexuality and appearance were not pleasing to him, he still did not allow any concubine to provoke the Yuan match. As for our children, we must be even more disciplined. But even if he obeys the rules, he doesn't really see us very much. But if you don't follow the rules, you will be rejected. Because I was raised by my mother-in-law, I have always been hated by my siblings. But you know, my grandmother actually just wanted me to give birth to her own daughter, and she didn't really mean anything to me. ”

"My brother is not close to me, and even he has a better impression of you."

"It's okay for me to count my sister, but I also know that it's only temporary."

"She treats me as well as I treat kittens and dogs...... Give good food and fun, and even indulge a little willfulness and ignorance. ”

"However, if it gets in the way of itself, it is also very refreshing to throw it away and give it up."

"I have always been sincere to me, except for you back then, there is only my aunt."

"But now that my aunt is pregnant again, she has other children, and I am not favored, even the fourth prince is gone, how much will she remember me?"

"So you don't want to live anymore? Because I think your aunt has an old man, she won't want you anymore? Yun Fenghuan said sarcastically, "Isn't this normal?" If I were your aunt, I wouldn't want you, who called you such a waste, even the enemy in his heart, he would have to design someone else to deal with it. ”

Yun Qingman was unmoved by these words, and only said calmly: "Although you are not from a noble background, your father has loved your mother since you were a child, your brothers and sisters-in-law, your grandparents and grandmothers all like you, and your childhood sweetheart's fiancé has obeyed you everywhere." If you grow up in such a situation, you naturally won't understand the sadness of a so-called noble girl like me. What you take for granted is a thousand difficulties in the eyes of those of us who have never received sincere love and indulgence. ”

"Otherwise, why do you think Your Majesty likes you? In fact, to put it bluntly, Your Majesty and I are all the way, and we can't and dare not feel comfortable when we are young. ”

"No matter how noble and noble the status is now, it is still difficult to forget the trembling when I was a child."

"People like us are most envious of your freedom and wantonness."

"Since I entered the palace, His Majesty has not liked me very much. I'm not surprised at all. ”

"Although I am not bad in terms of posture, but ...... Your Majesty sees me with such a boring and dull sex, I'm afraid you will think of yourself when you were a child, right? ”

"I don't like Your Majesty either, when I see Your Majesty's gentle appearance, I think of learning the rules when I was a child, and my aunts all say that I was not born by my mother, and it is my blessing to have someone to teach the rules, and I must cherish it."

She sneered, "Your caution was only learned after you came to the Imperial Palace, so you won't understand at all that a person who is walking on thin ice will not dare to walk generously even if he steps on solid ground one day." ”

Yun Fenghuan was silent for a while, and said lightly: "Since you have so many opinions about me, why do you still have to admit those charges when you are in front of the emperor just now?" ”

Yun Qingman's expression softened suddenly, and said, "My opinions about you are nothing more than envy and jealousy. If I can choose, I would rather choose your life, although the background is not so noble, but it is good that my father has the appearance of my father, my mother has the appearance of my mother, my brothers and sisters-in-law will keep you in my heart, and the aunt who marries far away will also be treated as if you were my own flesh and blood...... I don't want to live anyway, since you need a scapegoat, then I'll admit it, and in this way, it can be regarded as repaying some grievances that caused you to enter the palace and missed out on the Qi family! ”

After a pause, she said slowly, "Maybe you don't believe it, but I really didn't know that the Qi family would come to the imperial capital at that time." Otherwise, I probably wouldn't have done that. Actually, I've always liked you. I said, in this life, except for my aunt, only you have treated me sincerely. Even though you hated me when you didn't know anything after entering the palace, I deserved it. ”

Yun Fenghuang looked at her and sneered: "Even if the fourth prince is dead, you don't hate me?" ”

"The four princes are not your fault." Yun Qingman didn't have any intense emotions when he heard this, but said very calmly, "It's a good thing that he is gone, after all, this child has passed on the same life as me, his father is not in pain, his mother is useless, and his mother does not exist at all." Even if you are a prince, when you grow up, you will definitely be able to be registered as a vassal king, but is it interesting? ”

She said lightly, "After my sister-in-law's death, after you officially formed a feud with the Yiguo Mansion, I often thought, what is the meaning of living in my life?" The one who gave birth to me and raised me does not care about me at all, and I serve His Majesty who is in awe, and there is no me in his eyes. Even if you rely on the Yiguo Mansion and your banter, it will only be a waste of time to continue to live in this palace. ”

"It's better to be reincarnated as soon as possible, maybe in the next life, my family will be good to me?"

Yun Fenghuang can't understand her idea that she can't live because of her family and because the people around her don't treat her sincerely, in Yun Fenghuang's opinion, she doesn't live for the people around her, of course the people around her are good to her, but not good to her, so it's not good to step on them to climb up without burden?

Is it bad to retaliate after gaining power?

Is it not good to live better than them, so that they are envious, jealous and hateful?

…… Why can't you think about it?

However, Yun Qingman's own willingness to take the charge of the brother and sister fighting and causing Princess Zhaoqing's injuries to worsen is also a good thing for Yun Fenglian.

As for unraveling the truth of the year...... At this point, the answer doesn't matter.

She then said to Yun Qingman: "In this case, then after you go on the road, I will ask someone to help you make some extra dojo prayers, I hope that in your next life, you can be like me, your father and mother love, my brother and sister-in-law pity, and my eldest sister care." ”

Anyway, she won't let Yun Qingman survive today.

If we don't eradicate the troubles caused by a moment of soft-heartedness five years ago, who knows if there will be another turmoil in the future?

It's just that when Yun Qingman agreed to go into the house, Yun Fenghuang remembered it, stopped her again, and asked: "Back then, Your Majesty practiced Zuo, and the ministers were afraid of the Ji family's wait-and-see, but Yiguo Gong did not hesitate to take refuge...... Do you know why? ”

“…… I'm afraid that my cousins don't know about such a thing, where can I hear about it as a concubine? Yun Qingman looked at her in surprise, seeing that Yun Fenghuan frowned, and waved her hand to indicate that she had no other questions, she thought about it and said, "But you can go and ask my brother-in-law." ”

Yun Fenghuang sneered: "Have you been neglected and confused all these years? Can I still talk to Yunqike well? ”

Yun Qingman pursed his lips: "He fell in love with you at first sight, and in private he wanted me to help you spread the word, so he went outside to find a bracelet and gave it to me." The bracelet is now at the bottom of my box, red gold and silk garnets inlaid with turquoise. But I saw that you were afraid that you would be charged with the name of using me to make a noble son, so I excused you and asked him to find his father and mother to discuss the marriage of Ming Media. You know what happened later. I always told my grandmother, you don't know anything. ”

"I see." Yun Fenghuang nodded thoughtfully, "Do you have anything else to say?" If not, I'll be gone in a moment. ”

Yun Qingman smiled, shook his head, and went in.

After a while, Chen Jing looked at the crack in the door, and said softly: "Niangniang, Yun Jieyu is hanging from the beam." ”