Chapter 441: I'm sorry Mo Lan
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty ......." Mo Lan pulled Feng Xiyan, who was hurriedly trying to trouble Xiao Dezi, "Your Majesty, it's not about Father-in-law De, it's a slave...... It was because of the slave's own body, and the doctors did their best...... Don't take it personally, the slave really doesn't care, really! ”
The more generous Mo Lan was, the more she said it didn't matter, the more Feng Xiyan's heart hurt, the more sad, and guilty.
All this is because of her, if it weren't for her self-righteous cleverness, Mo Lan would not have fallen into the hands of Empress Dowager Li, would not have been so seriously injured, and would not have been covered with extremely ugly scars now.
The thought of those gecko-like scars that I had just seen attached to Mo Lan's arms was more of a guilt than shock, and a small part of the nausea that I couldn't hide even if I wanted to.
But when I thought about it, I already felt sick when I saw it on my arm, so what about the place where Mo Lan desperately blocked it?
How else is she going to get married?
Mo Lan didn't really want to cry, but after encountering Feng Xiyan's tears, sadness came from her heart, and tears fell.
"Your Majesty...... Don't be sad, the slave is really not afraid, you see, these are places where the clothes are covered, and they will not be discovered...... Slaves can continue to serve you...... ...... that won't make you lose face. ”
Such thoughtful and generous words made Feng Xiyan completely angry, and these words hit her in the face like a heavy slap, making her ashamed and guilty.
"What are you talking about, you stupid girl? It's all this time, and you still think that serving me won't be a shame for me? Also, what do you mean you really don't care? You're a girl...... It's all my fault that you want to get married, it's me who made you like this, it's all me, it's me who is too self-righteous and doesn't take others in my eyes that I suffered such a big loss. ”
"But even if you want to take revenge, you will take revenge on me, why should you suffer these sins for me? Good Molan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I hurt you, don't worry, even if it's looking for famous doctors and medicines all over the world, no matter what the cost, I want to restore your skin to its original state. ”
"Your Majesty, don't say that, it really has nothing to do with you, it's the slave, the slave and the slave themselves...... It was the slave who failed to complete the task you told you to, and it made you worry about the slave and the slave ....... ”
Mo Lan hurriedly waved his hand and continued to explain.
As everyone knows, these words not only could not alleviate Feng Xiyan's guilt for her, but made her feel even more guilty.
"Really, the slave really doesn't care about these at all, Your Majesty, you don't have to make such a big deal for the slave and maid, the imperial doctor with the best medical skills in the Daning Dynasty is in the palace, if even he can't do it, then there is really no way."
"Your Majesty, the slave knows that you feel guilty and wants to make up for the slave, but the slave really doesn't care about these scars, on the contrary, she is a little grateful for these scars."
Feng Xiyan didn't understand what Mo Lan meant, looked at her blankly, and was about to ask, but Mo Lan continued to explain without giving her this opportunity.
"The slave maid wanted to stay by His Majesty's side for the rest of her life, but His Majesty said that after leaving the capital, let the slave and maid find their own happiness, so in order to make you feel at ease, the slave maid had to agree, and after this battle, the slave maid had a feeling of blessing in disguise."
"With these scars, the slave and maid will have an excuse to continue to stay with Your Majesty, and you will be able to follow Your Majesty for the rest of your life, and Your Majesty will not be able to get rid of the slave and maid, because the slave and maid have secretly made up their minds to serve Your Majesty for the rest of their lives, unless Your Majesty does not want slaves and maids, otherwise, slaves and maids will not leave Your Majesty."
Feng Xiyan looked at Mo Lan with a firm face with tears in her eyes, and all kinds of emotions came to her heart, moved, sorry, and guilty...... There are other things that can't be said, stirred up in my heart in all kinds of tastes.
When she was in Rong'an Hall before, she was very envious when she saw Bell's loyalty to Jiang Lianrong, and she was full of regret for not being able to take Bell away, and even felt that Bell was a little ruthless to her.
But Mo Lan, who saw her, didn't want her to worry and feel guilty, tried to hide her sadness and comforted her in turn, and even used her pain as an excuse to stay by her side and take care of her in order not to let her worry, and all the pain she endured was caused by her.
Thinking of this, Feng Xiyan only felt that she was simply not human, what did she do?
Such a good girl, she almost did something to hurt her again, if she brought the bell back, how would Mo Lan deal with herself?
She is so sensitive, she has finally overcome the physical and psychological damage, and she doesn't want to worry about herself, but she brings back another girl, what will she think? Will she feel useless and she doesn't need her anymore? Will you leave in an extreme way under this double blow?
Thinking of these possibilities, Feng Xiyan wanted to kill herself, she was really crazy, and she really had no heart.
However, fortunately, fortunately, the bell is loyal enough and ruthless enough for her, otherwise, she is even more sorry for Mo Lan.
"Mo Lan, do you still want to believe me?" Feng Xiyan grabbed Mo Lan's shoulder and asked in a tentative tone.
The reason why she was tempted was because she didn't believe in herself very much, and she didn't have much confidence in herself.
But no matter what, you have to give it a try, if you give up without even trying, it's not her personality, what's more, with Shangguan Candle here, there are so many strange people around him, it's impossible to have no way.
"Of course the slave believes in you." Mo Lan nodded firmly.
Seeing her like this, Feng Xiyan's eyes unconsciously reddened.
She Feng Xiyan didn't know where to cultivate the blessing, but she could get such a good girl to follow her, and while she hurt her body, she almost broke her heart.
"Okay, as long as you are willing to believe in me, then, rest assured, I will definitely let you recover as before, no matter what the price is, I will not let go of any opportunity, and I will never let go of the person who hurt you, and I will let her return the damage you have suffered a thousand times in the future."
"Your Majesty, you really don't have to bother with slaves...... Now that it has become an established fact, it is really not expected that the slaves will be restored...... Its existence has been accepted. ”
didn't want Feng Xiyan to make a big move, Mo Lan admonished duplicitously.
Feng Xiyan directly ignored her words, "Don't worry, others can't do it, there is one person who can definitely do it," when Mo Lan just wanted to ask who it was, Feng Xiyan continued, "You know Gonggong Candle, his skills have also been seen with his own eyes, there are so many strange people around him, there must be someone who solves your problems." ”