167, how can I be willing to give you away
From your inky black eyes, I saw a tenderness that I had never seen before.
It's not that you often look at my family affection, nor is it your respectful love for the Queen Mother, but the tenderness in your heart and eyes.
Although she didn't show her face, she gave me a stronger sense of crisis than any other woman.
For I see the sea of stars in your eyes.
The thin white veil covered the small nose and only revealed a pair of shiny phoenix eyes like clear water, as crystal as black jewels, as pure as clear lake water, and those eyes were full of novelty and fantasy.
Those eyes are transparent and bright, like a clear spring, and like watery grapes, which makes people never get tired of looking at them.
When looking at people, although it is always faint, there is an indescribable clarity.
But she looks at you, and the eyes under the willow eyebrows are as joyful as the soft moonlight...... There is a bottomless emotion in the quiet eyes as if there is an ocean.
Her eyes are as calm as the sea, and then she is covered with a veil, so beautiful that she is like a princess in an exotic legend, mysterious and pure, and she can't wait to hold all the good things in the world at her feet, just to make her smile faintly.
You are not such a superficial person, beauty is not very attractive to you, what you like is her.
The beautiful and delicate woman lifted the curtain in the carriage and looked back, as if to illuminate the spring flowers in the garden, with a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth, her eyebrows and eyes crooked, and waved at you.
The carriage has gone far away, and you are still standing there staring straight until the carriage disappears around the corner and you are not gone.
I came up and called you back.
You turn your head and smile at me, and the little dimple on the left is beautiful.
You say, isn't she very gentle and cute.
I smiled and nodded.
You say, Fengwu, I want to meet the girl in my heart.
This sentence almost killed me.
I don't know what expression I used to go back with you, and what stiff body movements I used to walk to my bed, cover myself, and feel uncomfortable.
I just remember that when you said this, the smile in your eyes and the curvature of the corners of your mouth were so happy.
So glaring.
It was a beautiful day, but I felt like I was in an ice cellar.
I checked the record book of my recent entry into the palace, and it was until she was the eldest lady of the Zuo Xiangye family, named Huang Yu.
Yes, Huang Yu, surnamed Huang Mingyu. Instead of the surname Ye, the name Huang Yu.
I rarely hear about things outside the palace, but I still hear a little about this name.
Huang Yu is not Zuo Xiang's biological daughter, she just picked it up, and it seems likely that she is not favored. I thought to myself.
You are the prince, the princess and concubine are related to the fortunes of the country, and you should be innocent and noble. But what about Huang Yu? It's not just who gave birth to a wild child, the night falls from the sky, I don't know if it's a god or a ghost, the emperor can't let you marry a woman of unknown origin as the princess.
And she has covered her face with a veil since she was a child, she doesn't see outsiders, and she doesn't know what she looks like. It is rumored that she was born extremely ugly, with a mouthful of buckteeth and a pockmarked face. Such a woman is not suitable for you.
I comforted myself like this.
You may think she is pitiful, so after a few more looks, you may treat her as a sister and take care of her a little more...... Nothing more.
In those days, I was self-hypnotizing every day, and it was reassuring to see that you were still by my side.
But that peace of mind turned into panic one day.
Sometimes when I go to deliver tea, I see you holding your chin with one hand, looking into the distance with empty and gentle eyes, the corners of your mouth unconsciously hooked, and you are in a daze at first glance.
"What is Your Highness looking at, so fascinated that you don't even know that I'm in." I used a light tone to hide the vinegar in my heart, and I spoke to pierce my heart.
You look at me, maintain the posture of holding your chin with your hands, and say, "What do you think she is doing, whether she eats well, whether she sleeps well, whether she is obedient and obedient, don't be greedy, count the days, what should be her soon, I heard that the woman was very irritable when she came, but I feel that she should be very cute, and she looks fierce and fierce, and she is very cute when she thinks about it." But I heard that those days were very uncomfortable, and I didn't know what kind of pain she would become, so I was really worried. Fengwu, did the woman hurt a lot when she came to that, is there anything that can stop the pain? I think...... Wind dock? Wind dock? ”
I woke up violently, not daring to look into your eyes, and repeatedly promised, "Yes, Your Highness is right." ”
You smiled and said to me do you know what I'm asking? I asked you what to do when the woman hurts, and you answered me that I was right, Fengwu, are you in a situation? You never get distracted, it seems that there must be a situation, say, which famous family is the noble son, let us Fengwu take a fancy to it, I let the mother concubine catch you back, marry on the spot, not afraid that he will not obey.
The noble son I want is you, can you also get married?
I smiled bitterly in my heart, and I didn't show it on my face.
"Your Highness, don't make fun of me, there is no noble son in this harem, I have already planned to follow the concubine and His Royal Highness for the rest of my life, and I will not go anywhere. Your Highness, hurry up and write, the emperor will come to check in a while, be careful of being scolded. I bypassed the topic and quickly pulled back.
The moment I closed the door, a white mist quickly rose in front of my eyes, my eyes were hot, and large tears fell.
You even know when she is, how can you tell you about such a private thing if you don't really trust and like it.
I started to get scared, really scared.
This panic was at its peak when I saw her from the Imperial Garden.
The annual spring banquet was held in the palace, and the queen feasted the ladies and ladies of each family.
The concubines who could go were all gone, and they brought the prince of the right age. Mei said that his name knows more and expands his network, but what connections can be made between men and women, it is nothing more than under the guise of connections, to see which noble girl is suitable and to be a candidate for the princess.
Huang Yu is also invited.
You prepared a lot in advance for this day. I was so excited that I almost couldn't sleep.
You ask me, what if she sees Seventh Brother so good-looking tomorrow and doesn't like you.
You ask me if you look good in the new black bamboo and silver silk robe tomorrow, and if you look more suave, you said that she likes gentle men.
You ask me how I can get her attention without appearing frivolous. You want to give her a small gift that has been carved for a long time, but you don't know what excuse to use, and you are afraid that she will refuse.
Lots and lots of fears, worries...... You smile so happily, as if those worries are sweet, only when you can see her, how big the worries are so sweet, how small the details are stumbling to the end.
You fall asleep in nagging, but I can't close my eyes.
Only if you care, will you worry about her refusal.
Only if you care, you will be afraid that she will not like it.
Only if you care, can you smile so sweetly while worrying.
It's the first time I've seen you care so much about someone in nearly twenty years. It's like holding her carefully in the palm of her hand, reluctantly moving a little, for fear that she will run out of the palm of her hand without paying attention.
It's hard to feel bad.
I have liked someone for 20 years, how can I accept it calmly with someone I like.
And you've always been a person who doesn't get close to women, so I thought that I was the only one by your side in the past twenty years, but now, a phoenix feather suddenly popped up, disrupting all my plans.
The next day, before the rooster is announced, you can't wait to get up and clean up.
That day, you wore a newly made green bamboo and silver silk white robe, only to see him wearing a gorgeous white robe, engraved with cyan dark lines, and a dark brocade belt around his waist, showing a thin and long figure, and his white skin has a kind of white tenderness unique to a teenager, which is the kind of clean young man, and has the maturity of an adult man.
The brocade robe wraps around the handsome and straight body, with broad shoulders and narrow waist, like pine, bamboo, and cypress. He wears a white jade belt around his waist with an inky gemstone inlaid in the center. A little black in the white, not only does it not look abrupt and weird, but it is very perfect and harmonious. The white robe is embroidered with a light brocade pattern with silver silk threads, a black ribbon is tied around the waist, and a delicate hollow jade pendant is not on the ribbon, which can not see the pattern clearly.
The jet-black hair, the fair and crystalline skin, the thin slightly raised lips, and the narrow bridge of the nose are like the snow on the mountain against the ghostly light, standing upright. The eyebrows are like flying swords, the eyes are like bright stars, the nose is like a knife, the corners of the mouth are slightly upturned, and the eyes under the slender sword eyebrows have a warm smile in the pupils, flashing with bright light.
A long black hair tied up with a brocade ribbon of the same color, gently leaning on the chair, one hand on the armrest, a very casual posture, but revealing a sense of elegance and nobility.
The best snow moon white jade decorated on the forehead is even more transparent to the skin, as if it has seen all the colors in the world, and it is still gorgeous A beauty volume, which is difficult to describe.
You waved your hand, ripped off the white jade on your forehead, and threw it aside, saying that with this is too feminine, you can't show the masculine temperament of a man, and Huang Yu said that men should have the appearance of a man, and they are beautiful when they are sassy.
Because of her words, you don't wear it.
This piece of jade is a coming-of-age gift given to you by the emperor when you are an adult, you like it very much, but now because she doesn't like it, you can also throw it away directly.
Then if she wants my life, will you give it or not? Will you not even give me a glance as if you had thrown away this piece of jade?
It's all Huang Yu's fault, it would be nice if it didn't have her.
Thinking about it this way, I have skillfully dressed you and made no mistakes.
Smoothing out the last wrinkle, I looked at you that I had liked for twenty years.
Under the noble temperament of the whole body, that eyebrow still amazed all beings. Eyebrows slanted upwards, flying out like a shocking stroke, like a stranger like a beautiful picture of jade, seeing that eyebrows, I can't help but want to look at the eyes, lips, every place is reluctant to look away.
How could I be willing to give you away.
You are extremely gentle and handsome, as if you have thought of something, your expression is relaxed, and in an instant it seems that a large white petal has been opened in the dark, and there is a depressed and ethereal beauty floating in the clean.
You put away the rebelliousness of the past, like a silly boy who has just fallen in love, you don't know how beautiful you smile and how piercing your eyes are.
The eyebrows and eyes are slender and sparse, and the brilliance in the eyes is like a slight glow on the jade, which looks soft.
There was a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, and two small dimples were blurred. The thin wings of your nose spew out a warm breath, and you can clearly see your smiling dark eyes from such a close distance.
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