Chapter 199: Heart
But this time it was not good to show more in front of everyone, so I had to suppress my thoughts, and then trotted back to the room.
At that time, the night outside the window was bright.
She took the letter in her hand and slowly opened it, after seeing the familiar handwriting on it clearly, Ning Lesheng only felt a warmth in her heart for no reason, she knew that this was the feeling of affection touching her soul.
The prince's sincerity towards herself, she said that she saw it very clearly.
On the letter from the prince, there was not much to transcribe, only one sentence.
"Flowers bloom and fall sometimes, and people are the same every year.
She knew his thoughts, so she was immersed in this state of mind, and she only felt a little lingering
This kind of feeling is something she has never felt, and such a plot is something she never dared to fantasize about in her previous life, at that time, she was only ruthless and cruel, and never left her half a point of affection, but this time the son looked at the prince, it was not just a question of whether to leave his own affection, he held his whole heart in front of him.
Thinking like this, a smile appeared on her lips.
I feel a little sweet in my heart.
On the second day, when Ning Lesheng woke up from her sleep, as soon as she opened the window, there was a cold air outside, and then what entered her eyes was the snow-capped beauty.
I didn't expect it to snow last night.
Today is logically a day to go to various palaces to pay New Year's greetings.
In previous years, the old lady would always bring the people from her family to the palace together, and this year will naturally be no exception.
Early in the morning, my grandmother sent someone over to dress her up and go into the palace with her.
Ning Lesheng thought that if this matter had been placed in the previous life, she would definitely run to the second room, call Ning Yinli to the palace together, and stupidly create opportunities for her and the second prince to contact again and again.
But at this time, she has come to her senses, and she knows what she should do and how to do it today, and she has not forgotten any of the past personnel and the days when she still left a mark, so she will no longer be as stupid as before.
Because she was going to the palace, plus the time of the New Year, Ning Lesheng didn't have to pick out more clothes, so she had to respond to Liu Lu's place and put all the red dresses she handed to herself.
Ning Lesheng looked at the clothes she was wearing at the moment, and the bright red color on it almost flashed into her eyes several times.
She remembered that she used to love the big red the most, whether it was before she met Leng Liju, or after marrying him, she was like that, and then she was in a high position, sitting on the seat of the mother of the country, and she was still dressed in gorgeous clothes, but she didn't know that at that time, her robe had been made for herself with blood.
Ning Lesheng thought like this, his eyes couldn't help but deepen, and his heart involuntarily trembled a little.
"Miss, it's done~"
"Wow, Miss, it's been a long time since I've seen Miss in a bright red dress, look at it now, it's really a reflection of you, look at today's Miss, it's really beautiful~"
When Ning Lesheng heard this, she couldn't help but raise her head and glanced at the person in the mirror, she was indeed very beautiful, very flattering to her complexion, and looked extraordinarily fair, but she didn't know why, but this beauty couldn't reach the bottom of her heart.
The more I look at it, the more I feel that in my heart, there is a sense of distance.
The more Ning Lesheng looked, the more he didn't want to look at himself in the mirror anymore, he stood up from the chair under him in a panic, and then said to Liu Lu next to him, and walked forward by himself
She doesn't know if she's adapted to today's life now, every time she sees some old things similar to the past, those past things will involuntarily rush into her mind, one after another, even if she wants to stop them all in her heart, but she can't help how to treat them, and she can't control them at all.
When I saw my clothes in the mirror just now, I also felt like that, and I didn't want to think about it, but I just couldn't help it in my heart, and all kinds of thoughts were complicated.
If it weren't for the fact that she had just stood up from her chair in a hurry, I was afraid that she wouldn't know what she would do out of control.
Just thinking about it, when she came to the old lady's room, she saw the old lady drinking the tea in her hand there, and the old lady didn't notice that she was on an empty stomach.
When she saw this, she couldn't help but pout, walked to her grandmother's side and began to mention her.
"Grandmother, why did you start drinking tea at this time, it's not good to drink this on an empty stomach, eat something to pad your stomach first, and then drink this~"
The old lady listened to Ning Lesheng's coquettish words with herself next to her, smiled and raised her hand to pat the back of a lovely child who hugged her.
"Good boy, grandmother knows, it's not okay if grandmother doesn't do this in the future, just right, you are here to eat something, we have to finish it quickly, go to the palace to pay New Year's greetings to the mothers of each palace, but don't delay the hour~"
Ning Lesheng responded, and sat down at the dinner table with the old lady, and then ate some of the food in front of him, and padd his stomach a little, and then took the car and rushed to the palace together.
Different from the expectation on Liu Lu's face, Ning Lesheng only felt a sense of melancholy in his heart.
She used to be a person who couldn't hold anything in her heart, and she simply couldn't understand herself now, why wasn't she so stupid enough at the time, she believed everything others said, and felt that everyone was good at every turn, even if some people did something bad for themselves, they just laughed and ignored it, and they wouldn't care too much.
Maybe many people just take a fancy to her soft persimmon and twisted appearance, so many people will go around themselves and bully her.
That palace gate, in the previous life, she longed to go in, and also longed to come out, as the years passed, she thought that her death in the previous life would completely separate herself from the palace wall, where would she have thought that she would experience rebirth and let herself be involved in such a whirlpool again.
In the end, it came back.
She suddenly wondered what her mood would be like when she really stepped into that city
Ning Lesheng came in with his grandmother and walked around the palace step by step.