"Your Majesty, Concubine Die has been kneeling outside the hall for three days."

Before the imperial case, Liu Fan didn't know what he thought, and his eyes lifted slightly: "That's it, let her in." ”

If she's still stupid and doesn't look at the tense, then there's no need to keep it.

When Yu Fan came in, the emperor did not raise his eyes to look at her, and she no longer pretended to be soft and weak for favor as before, so she knelt down in front of the desk so straight, her eyes were firm: "Please let Your Majesty let Yu Fan go back to the north." ”

Liu Fan originally thought that she knelt for so many days to beg herself to return the child to her, but she didn't expect that she didn't cry or make trouble, she changed her stupidity from the past, just to ask to return to the north.

The emperor's eyes narrowed slightly, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a sneer: "Do you want to go back to the north to take over the military power, or do you want to one day, you can take back your children as a general?" ”

Yu Fan didn't expect Liu Fan to ask so directly, and suddenly his complexion changed slightly, and his already haggard face became even paler.

Not long ago, the people of the Yu family really wanted her to find another way, to retreat as advance, to preserve her strength and accumulate prestige, and to regain the prince in the future, so as to find a new path for the Yu family. But when she heard that her old friends died on the battlefield for the country one by one, she drove away the Yu family in anger and locked herself in the room alone for many days.

In those days, she thought a lot, she was also a soldier, and she should also be hired on the battlefield, even if it was the last horse leather shroud. But what has she done in the past few years? For the sake of the so-called family interests, he gave up the territory he hired and trapped himself in this red wall and green tile. For the emperor's little grace that doesn't know whether it's true or not, the daily mechanism is just a joke in the end!

The moment she figured it out, she seemed to have made up her mind.

She's going back to the north, to the battlefield where she's free to ride her horse and whip. I don't want to recapture the prince, what will I do in the future, just to be the former Major General Yu.

At this moment, she looked up at the emperor, and her gaze was firm again: "Your Majesty, Yu Fan has no such intention, and will not have this intention in the future." Although there is no war in the north now, the Jin Kingdom is still eyeing the tiger, and it is difficult to guarantee that it will not make a comeback. Your Majesty, the north needs a pioneer, and Yu Fan has the rest of his life, and he is only willing to guard the frontier with tens of thousands of soldiers in the north and guard me unharmed. ”

"What if I don't believe it?"

Yu Fan was stunned, got up suddenly, and quickly tore off the golden step above her head that symbolized her status as an imperial concubine in front of the exit of Changqing's "escort" next to her, and a wisp of green silk was broken off from her fingertips.

"Yu Fan is willing to invent his ambition, stick to the north in this life, and he will be the general for a lifetime, and he will never step into the imperial city half a step in his life. If you violate this oath, you will die as if it were like this! ”

If the former Yu Fan was like a plaything in Liu Fan's eyes, then at this moment, he regarded her as a woman. The two heroic bones that used to be like that person, I believe that in the future, I will be able to make more concessions and become a real female general.

He looked at the woman in front of him, and felt that it was more dazzling than the gorgeous palace dress she was wearing: "I give you this opportunity." ”

Yu Fan was slightly stunned, then smiled and raised his hand to cover his eyes, as if he was afraid that tears would get wet.

That day, Liu Fan allowed her to take a look at the little prince, but Yu Fan refused. She raised a chic smile, but the corners of her eyes flashed with tears and said: "The old people often say that raising grace is greater than giving birth, since Concubine Heng raised him, then he is her own son." If you don't watch it, we don't have a mother-son relationship, and watching it is just to increase sadness. ”

Liu Fan listened, was silent for a moment, didn't say anything, only waved her hand to let her retreat.

In the seventh year of Emperor Jin, late winter.

The little prince's biological mother, Concubine Die, died of illness, and the emperor was sad, so he was posthumously named the imperial concubine and buried in the imperial mausoleum.

The day before the coffin of the concubine was buried in the imperial mausoleum, an inconspicuous navy blue-topped carriage drove out of the small gate of the palace. And on the city wall at the highest point of the palace, Concubine Heng held the infant little prince, looked at the carriage that was gradually moving away, and muttered: "I thought it was the stupidest person in this palace, but I didn't expect it to be ruthless." It's okay to go, this deep palace is not suitable for her. ”

There are thousands of avenues, and Yu Fan finally chose the right one that belongs to him.

It doesn't matter if she leaves, even if she continues to stupidly listen to the words of the Yu family, or continues to stay in the palace, even if she doesn't die on the wine given by the emperor in the end, sooner or later she will be planted in the hands of those palace concubines who have sprung up like mushrooms after a rain.

It's gone, it's not bad!

……

Yu Fan didn't expect that when she arrived in the north, it would be the old man of Zhenbei who would pick her up.

"It's good to be back." King Zhenbei's tone was flat, like she was just a child who had returned from home.

"Uncle Lee." This choked out, she looked at the familiar barracks, the familiar scenery, and those familiar and unfamiliar soldiers, and finally couldn't help it, like a wronged child, trembling and covering her face and crying.

"Yu Xiaomei, I'm still crying when I'm so old, and I'm not afraid that your eldest nephew will laugh at you."

Yu Fan raised his head and looked at Li Baiyu and the child beside him with blurred teary eyes. In a trance, she seemed to have returned to the scene when Wei Ci's family of three appeared, but now, they are gone.

"I'm sorry!" She walked over and raised her hand to gently caress the young man's immature smiling face. It's like thinking of the child I've never seen before, and it's like thinking of my stumbling life, crying and crying, and finally laughing.

Fortunately, if you do something wrong, you can always make up for it by being so long in your life.

Soon after, the king of Zhenbei accepted a new daughter, no one knew what her surname was, only that she was a female major general among the new twelve major generals, and the people in the north tacitly called her the eldest lady.

In the twenty-second of the Jin Kingdom, with the acquiescence of the emperor, the little prince took Wu Youregret, the little son of the Shangshu family, to the north secretly, but he didn't want to meet a black shop on the way, and the money he brought out was robbed of all the money, not to mention, the two teenagers were also sold to traffickers because of their handsome appearance.

The traffickers saw that they should not be the children of ordinary people, and they were afraid that they would retaliate in the future, so they wanted to secretly transport them to the Jin Kingdom and sell them again, but they were intercepted by a female general when they passed by the Huangsha Village area.

Yu Fan originally wanted to tell them that the road ahead was not very peaceful, and he didn't want to find anything strange when he opened the curtain and saw that he would be a ** pretty boy, even if it was investigated.

"Sister, are you a female general?"

Seeing such a heroic female general, Wu Youregret's eyes lit up.

Yu Fan jumped off the horse, pinched his little face lovingly, and corrected: "Little guy, you should be called aunt." With that, she turned her head to look at the other little fellow who was silent, and when she saw the little fellow's appearance, a smile fell into her face.

The little prince also looked at the woman in front of him, and there was an inexplicable sense of intimacy in his heart.

The two stared at each other for a moment, Yu Fan took a deep breath, and bowed down straight and respectfully: "The last general will see His Royal Highness the Prince." ”

"You—don't kneel to me." Almost blurted out, the little prince hurried to help her. For some reason, he can be indifferent when he accepts anyone's worship, and he is alone in front of this female general who has met for the first time. When she worshipped, his heart was sore and painful, and he wanted to cry.

Yu Fan was also stunned, lowered his head and wiped his face, before standing up with a smile on his face.

God treats her well, and she can still see this child in her lifetime.

After the little prince played in the north for two months, he was ordered by the emperor to return to the palace. On the day he left, Yu Fan hesitated for a long time before handing over the pair of shoes that she didn't know if they fit his feet: "It's a little ugly, if you don't like it......"

"I like it." The little prince took it with both hands, and when he smiled, his eyes were exactly the same as hers.

She stood on the sand dune, watching the team escorting the prince gradually move away, with reluctance in her eyes, but more relief.

"Since Your Majesty acquiesced in his coming, he didn't stop you from recognizing each other, so why didn't you tell him?" Li Baiyu walked to her side, looking at the yellow sand in the distance.

Yu Fan retracted his gaze, chuckled, and walked towards the camp, saying as he walked: "Concubine Heng raised him well, he is a child raised by others, and I have not fulfilled my duties as a mother for a day, where can I be qualified to recognize him!" Do you know Brother Yu, from the first time I saw him, I was glad that he didn't grow up next to me. ”

She thought that if the child was raised by her personally, with her own heart back then, even she didn't know what she would be taught to be, but it was certain that she would be raised.

Li Baiyu looked at her back, and she didn't know if people like to recall some of the past when they were older, as if she remembered the appearance of Yu Fan when she first saw her. The little girl of twelve or thirteen years old does not have the squeamishness of a Kyoto woman, but is quite like a flame flower growing in the yellow sand plateau.

In the twenty-second year of Emperor Jin, autumn.

After decades of recuperation, the slaughter of Daqiyi Village with the Jin Guotie Horse kicked off. And this time, the main battle of the Jin Kingdom is not the emperor Wan Yan Liang, who is already seriously ill in the Jin Kingdom, but the fifteen-year-old little prince Wan Yan Du of the Jin Kingdom, whose ambition is comparable to that of his father.

Yu Fan saw the little prince when the two armies were facing each other, and the appearance of the child made her seem to see Huo Xiaoguang back then.

The same eyebrows, the same face, the only difference is that this child is angry, like a hellish Shura.

"This king heard that my little uncle died in the realm of your Great Apocalypse, which is really a shame, so this king will take down your Great Apocalypse and use it as a grave." The casual tone made Yu Fan's back chill when he heard it.

When the two armies were fighting, she had a chance to shoot the boy to death, but when she thought that he was only a teenager the size of her own child, she hesitated. It was also at that moment of hesitation that Wan Yandu's scimitar pierced her chest without hesitation.

It was at the same moment that she suddenly reacted to the fact that some of the children were human beings, and some were brutal beasts.

With the last bit of strength, she also gave Wan Yandu a knife, but the knife was off the ground and stabbed on his pipa bone.

In this battle, the righteous daughter of the king of the north of the old town was killed. When the news was transmitted back to the palace, Liu Fan was silent for a moment and asked people to transport her bones back to the imperial city for burial.

When the little prince knew, he was silent for a moment like his father, and there was no trace of meat in the next three months, and he wore a white robe under the brocade robe for three years.

Later, the mother of Concubine Heng asked him, "When did you know?" ”

"I vaguely guessed it when I first saw it in the north."

The little prince laid out a piece of rice paper, holding a pen but not dropping the ink.

Concubine Heng sighed lightly and turned to leave.

Mother and son are connected, that is a blood relationship that no one can cut off, even if it is a heavenly family, it is also the normal feeling of people who cannot be avoided.

Finish.