Chapter 175: No More Passive (2)

Feng Yin's lowered eyes raised slightly in response to Nangong Luojing's doubts, and a trace of helplessness did flash in his eyes.

There are some things that he has been avoiding, hiding that he has never thought about the past to face, this time he has been thinking about it for a long time, and finally knows what he should do.

"What is Yin thinking" Nangong Luojing, who had not seen Feng Yin's response for a long time, asked in a low voice, she looked at Feng Yin's distracted expression, and only felt a little more thoughtful in her heart.

Today, Feng Yin seemed to be more worried than before, his face did not show too much expression, but she vaguely felt the heaviness in his heart.

Nangong Luo Jing's concerned eyes made Feng Yin retract his thoughts slightly, he knew that she would be able to guess what she was as careful as dust, but to him, she didn't want her to guess everything.

"There's something I want to do with the princess's permission"

"What's the matter" Feng Yin's abnormality made Nangong Luo Jing even more puzzled, and looked at Feng Yin fixedly, his eyes told her that this matter was not ordinarily important to him, so it was

"The princess thinks that what her subordinates want to talk about has something to do with Feng Lin, right" A low voice interrupted Nangong Luo Jing's thoughts, she was told what she was thinking in the center, her eyes were a little surprised, and she couldn't help but slander in her heart, could it be that it has nothing to do with Feng Lin.

Catching Nangong Luojing's slightly surprised eyes, a faint smile spread on Feng Yin's lips: "The elder ordered Feng Yin to return to Qishan, so after two days, Feng Yin will temporarily leave the king, please allow the princess"

After the "Elder" heard this, Nangong Luojing muttered, she glanced at Feng Yin, the smile on his face was subtracted from the smile he had just shown, and only a expressionless face remained, so that she couldn't see anything wrong, and she couldn't help but think in her heart that what she guessed just now was really wrong.

With a slight twinkle in his eyes, Nangong Luo Jing asked again: "Did the elder say something, what is the urgent matter?"

"The elder is good at divination of astrological signs, presumably this time he must have told him to go to Qishan quickly after divination" Shaking his jaw, Feng Yin replied, but what he said was true, but the truth was another matter, he was lying to her, since he had followed her for so long, this was the first time he had lied to her, but this was also his only choice.

He couldn't imagine what it would be like for her to know what it would be like, to blame herself, or to be in pain, all of which she had a sense of.

Having hidden it for so long, he just wanted to bury it deeply and not let her know a little bit about it, which was the only thing he could do.

"Yes, it turns out that the elder is good at divination astrology" A slightly puzzled voice fell, she looked at the expression on Feng Yin's face, she didn't want to say that she didn't believe what he said, because it was guessing, guessing always means distrust, and her trust in Feng Yin has not been reduced from the beginning, it is because of the kind of trust between them that let her know that he is the only person who can let her rest assured that she will be entrusted with his father for protection.

After getting Feng Yin's affirmative answer, Nangong Luo Jing didn't say anything anymore but nodded, and obeyed: "Is there anyone guarding my father's side?"

"Rest assured, the princess has already made arrangements over there" bowed, Feng Yin's lowered eyes made it impossible to see his expression.

However, Feng Yin's preparedness let Nangong Luo Jing know that his trip was necessary, so she didn't ask any more, because she thought it would not be too late to ask later.

"Be careful on the road" The soft voice overflowed, and a faint smile hung on Nangong Luojing's face: "Is there anything to send someone back immediately to inform me of it?"

"Thank you, princess" hands tightly wrapped, Feng Yin quickly looked up at this gentle woman, his heart trembled slightly, and instantly retracted his eyes, and he felt a sour feeling suddenly overflowed, and he only felt that there were thousands of words to say in his heart, but he didn't know where to start, and the bitterness in his heart also overflowed his heart.

Since a long, long time ago, he knew that his fate was to be born for her, and fate was fate, and since he was born for her, he could not escape death, and it was also for her.

He didn't know what the consequences of leaving this time would be, whether he would die or live, he had to have a choice, but this choice was not simple, if simply dying for her could solve everything, then he was willing.

However, the fact is that even if he is dead, it can only be said that there is one less threat to her and the country, so he must choose between the two.

He must live, then, he, Fenglin will die.

The hand curled up in his sleeve clenched tightly, hurting his palm, but this little pain did not make him feel pain, compared to such pain, these thoughts far more helpless and worried than the pain they bringed, these thoughts lingered in his mind for a long time, and when he remembered again, his pain had not decreased much at all, on the contrary, in addition to the heart-wrenching pain that his heart was torn apart after the choice, he also had too much that he couldn't let go of and couldn't let go, and these can't let go and couldn't let go of the combination of a she, so his fate he had to complete。

"Yin, no matter what it is, you have to send someone to inform me, do you know" Nangong Luojing looked at his slightly distracted eyes, even if there was a trace of doubt in her heart, she didn't dare to show it, because she knew that Feng Yin would not hide it from herself just to let her stay here with peace of mind and not worry too much, so in the face of his loss of mind and abnormality, she could only keep her silent and wait and see what happened.

Hearing Nangong Luojing's words, Feng Yin's jaw gestured that he understood, and then turned around and left Luoyuan with the letter she had written.

After Feng Yin left, watching the bright light slanting into the room, Nangong Luo Jing suddenly realized that the sky outside the window had already brightened, and a new day was about to begin.

She slowly paced to the soft collapse in front of the window and sat down slowly, looking at the sun's vitality, her heart would be pounding.

It's been a long day, and the days of waiting for the right time like this are so long, so long that she can remember the sunrise in the east and the sunset in the west so unforgettable.

She thought that these Asahi, who could drive out the darkness and make people see the light again, could take all this away, so that she would no longer worry about them, and now she just wanted to live a good life, hide in a place away from the noise of the world and live her life for the rest of her life, and she would have nothing to ask for.

Nothing more, with a chuckle, that beautiful face was like a lotus blooming, with the tenderness and brilliance of the morning dew looking so brilliant and dazzling.

She is not asking for nothing, whether it is now or in the past, what she wants is just a unique, dustless feeling, but luxury is a luxury after all, what she can't get, she has never been able to get it as she wants, lamenting regret is a shallow injury, and the blurring of flesh and blood in her heart is her most wordless pain