Feng Xiyan's poignant voice was sharp and harsh, but Shangguan Candle calmed down, and in the face of her roar, he just looked at her sadly, "Yan'er, I know that you won't listen to anything you say at this time...... But you said you would believe me, so, anyway...... You're all my people. ”

Shangguan Candle's emotions that quickly calmed down made Feng Xiyan even more devastated, and after that, whether she cried or made trouble, Shangguan Candle just watched.

When she was tired of crying and knelt on the ground, he squatted down, lowered his eyes and said, "I'm sorry." ”

"Hahaha...... I'm such a precious person, I'm just a pawn in your hand, it's ridiculous that I sympathize with Ye Chongyi...... Now that I think about it, it's really ironic, how much better am I compared to her? It's just a pawn that has been used by others. ”

Facing such a cold Shangguan candle, Feng Xiyan's emotions also cooled down.

Shangguan Candle looked at her stunned for a long time, and then sighed silently, "I admit that I used you to use your chess pieces at the beginning, but in the battle of wits and courage with you, I was slowly attracted to you, and then fell in love, in this process, I struggled, entangled, suffered, and even tortured myself." ”

"Including Wang Rong noticed that something was wrong with me and begged me for persuasion...... I know what kind of consequences I will bring to myself if I am tempted by you, and I can't afford this consequence, but, no way, you are right, you are in love, this kind of thing cannot be controlled. ”

"I'm not a god, I can't control it, so I can only do what I want, I've never overstepped the rules in my life, and I don't dare to make mistakes, I'm tempted by you, it's not within any scope of my plan, so I can't deal with many situations."

"Such as the previous deception, such as getting along with you, such as how to treat you well...... These...... I don't, I know I'm not a good person to be entrusted with for life, but I'm working hard to learn, and I want you to be happy...... I want you to be happy...... Want to make you laugh...... I don't want you to cry ....... ”

But it backfired...... It makes you cry every time...... Yan'er, I fantasized about the days without you, and because I fantasized about it, I was afraid...... I'm afraid that my life will be more tormented without you, so I'm afraid of ...... I don't dare to make any mistake and lose your ....... ”

"I confess to doing something wrong, but that was the calculation when I didn't have you in my heart before, and after understanding my feelings for you, I really didn't lie to you...... I say this just because I care about you, I can't live without you, and I don't want to lose you. ”

The moment the lie was exposed, Shangguan Candle felt that the sky was about to fall, this fear was stronger than ever, from the beginning of the panic, the desire to leave people behind in various ways flashed in his mind in the subsequent outburst.

Man, he will never let go.

And through this incident, he also deeply understood that a lie is a lie after all, no matter how perfect a lie is, there will be a day when it will be discovered, and in the process of bearing the lie, all kinds of fear, fear, and panic torture the mind all the time.

This kind of torture was too tormenting, so the moment I saw Feng Xiyan appear, in addition to panicking, I was more relieved and relieved.

Instead of continuing to suffer from the torment of lies and the uneasiness of being punctured by lies, it is better to explain everything clearly and survive Jedi Battlegrounds, only in this way can those problems between them be solved and those estrangements can be eliminated.

"Do you think I'll still believe you? I look so good at bullying? Shangguan Candle, it's not like I didn't believe you...... It's not like I haven't given you a chance...... It's you yourself who don't know how to cherish it, using me once or twice, calculating me, and treating me like a monkey...... Even clay figurines have three points, do you really think I'm going to keep you teasing? ”

Feng Xiyan opened Shangguan Candle's hand and touched her hair, and sneered and sneered.

It's a pity that the tears that don't stop shedding have weakened the momentum a lot, so the cruel words released are not so majestic.

Shangguan Candle was silent for a long time, looked at her in a daze, her eyes showed sadness that she had never seen before, and she smiled slightly with some self-deprecation, and said, "What I just said is true...... It's all from the bottom of my heart, and I know you're sad right now...... But is it okay to calm down? ”

"To this day...... Not what I wanted, if I had known we would be together...... I will not choose a bad beginning, there will be no exploitation, there will be no calculation, there will be no conspiracy...... But I didn't have a choice in the first place...... Isn't it? ”

Roaring until now, crying until now, Feng Xiyan only felt that his mouth was dry, but it was a pity that the tea had been drunk by himself.

She understands what Shangguan Candle said, she understands, but she can't pass the level in her heart.

This child did not accept it at the beginning to slowly accept it, carrying her growth and sadness along the way, and also carrying her prayers for a better future, because this child is the existence that really connects her with the world, and she has been looking forward to it for so long and longing for so long.

I even fantasized many times about the joy of being a mother for the first time and imagined many beautiful fantasies about the birth of this child...... But suddenly, someone broke the beauty and told her that it was just a lie used to control her, how could she bear it?

"It's not what you want, is it what I want? Shangguan Candle, I won't believe everything you say, isn't it just using? Didn't you scare so much just to control me to get revenge? Okay, I will fulfill you, continue to follow the previous agreement, put aside everything else, talk about cooperation, and wait for your revenge, that is, when I am released. ”

Wiping away the tears on his face, Feng Xiyan looked at Shangguan Candle and said coldly.

"No, Yan'er, I've said so much, explained so much, and been honest so much, what I want is not such a result, I know you won't forgive me...... Won't believe me, but ...... Can you not refuse all at once...... Give me a chance, okay? ”

Shangguan Candle controlled the person in his arms, and he didn't dare to imagine the result of restoring the relationship to the use of the relationship, which was not what he wanted.

Feng Xiyan pushed him away with all his might, and said sarcastically: "I don't dare to believe you anymore, because I can't tell whether what you say is true and which is false...... Haven't you heard the phrase? I've been bitten by a snake for ten years and I'm afraid of the well rope, I can't believe you anymore. ”

"To continue to cooperate with you is already the biggest concession I have made, if you are still not satisfied and want more, then don't blame me for being unkind...... Anyway, the child is gone, isn't it just a death? Do you think I'm going to be afraid of death right now? ”

"Yan'er ......."

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