Chapter 163: A Mother's Heart

Qi Jiulu looked at the tea stains all over the ground, and his expression became a little colder: "What do I want to do, what do I have to do with you?" ”

"What does it have to do with me?" Chao Jingyu sneered, "Husband and wife, you make a wrong step, how can our mother and daughter have a good result?" ”

"This is also your own choice, I said I didn't want to marry you." Qi Jiulu said indifferently, "You have to marry in, what the result is, it's all your own fault." ”

Chao Jing's eyes flashed with anger, and he said, "What about the virtuous concubine?" She is staying in the palace now, doesn't she have to stay?! What is the result of this, it is also her own fault! It's so easy for you to get out of this turmoil, you don't want to go back to the north to avoid the next trouble, and you have to take the initiative to pick up the regent prince and take the initiative to get involved, what do you want to do? You don't worry about her, and you still want to do things for her? Isn't it?! ”

She had more questions, but Qi Jiulu only sneered and said, "Can you control me?" ”

Chao Jingyou paused suddenly, clenched his fists, and said for a while: "I can't control you, but you are not a child anymore, you don't know how old your father and mother have been in the past year?" Concubine Xian is so important, is it worth ignoring you like this? ”

"Isn't that still you?" Qi Jiulu said lightly, "You are so capable, even the Ji family dares to pit, and you can recognize Your Majesty's wise and martial arts when Your Majesty is still dormant...... With you, the grave woman in the room, what else is Qi worried about? ”

Chao Jingyou was almost angry: "You mean, you don't care about anything at home, let me worry about everything, and you yourself will think about Concubine Xian wholeheartedly?" ”

"Or else?" Qi Jiulu asked rhetorically, "What else do you want?" ”

"I ......" Chao Jingyou said a word and then fell silent, what did she want? Don't want to be able to have the treatment that Yunfeng Huang did back then, at least like ordinary wives, get the least respect and support of her husband?

But to say this is nothing but self-inflicted humiliation.

She took several deep breaths to stabilize her emotions and said, "Your past with Concubine Xian is no secret in the government and the opposition. Ji Shi thought about making a fuss about this before, but did he know that other people didn't have this mind? You also know that Concubine Xian has been favored since she entered the palace, and the limelight once overshadowed the queen. But now that the Ji family has fallen, Queen Ji is afraid that she will not reign for long. ”

"In the past two days, I have been in and out, and I have heard a lot of rumors, saying that the court has started intrigue for the successor."

"The highest voice is Concubine Xuan, Concubine Rui and others who entered the palace at the beginning of the year...... Who hasn't been suppressed and ridiculed by Concubine Xian? ”

"Once you are in Yanfu Palace, can you still have a good face for Concubine Xian?"

"At this time, you have recovered a lot, but you still refuse to leave the imperial capital, and you will be used as a raft by them to attack Concubine Xian!"

Seeing that Qi Jiulu didn't hear it, Chao Jing pursed his lips, "And are you sure that Concubine Xian needs your help now?" The family has the favor of the saint, and the eldest son and eldest daughter of the emperor are raised under their knees, and the brothers in the family are still the masters, and the sisters are either married to the children of famous families or the imperial guards...... The Xie family is not the same as ours now, and after a few years, I am afraid that there will be the current Luo's Ouyang family

Kind of momentum! ”

"Why do you bother with that?"

"She didn't go with you back then, let alone now?"

"It's not your turn to do things!" Qi Jiulu glanced at her lightly, and said in a cold voice, "If you feel wronged by following me, you can say bluntly, I will write you a letter to release your wife at any time!" ”

Chao Jingyu's eyes were filled with moisture, but he endured it stubbornly, and got up with a sneer: "Put the wife book?" This doesn't have to be. After all, not everyone is Xie Fenghuan and can get a dead heart like you. Not everyone is Xie Fenghuan, after abandoning you, he immediately found a man whose status and power are beyond your reach and whose appearance is not weaker than yours, and continue to spoil and protect himself! ”

"You also said that I had to marry you in the first place."

"It took me so much effort to get the identity of this Qi family's grave woman, why give up so easily!"

After speaking, he brushed his sleeves and left.

When he arrived at the back hall, where Qi Jiulu couldn't see, tears fell.

The nurse who accompanied the marriage happened to chase after her, and she was distressed when she saw it: "The eldest son refuses to leave, he wants a lot of grandmothers, let's take the young lady back first?" Stay here, anyway, I won't persuade him to stop it, and you will be wronged in vain! ”

"His attitude is not unusual." Chao Jingyou wiped her tears and said, "What is this, I have heard all the ugly words that provoked him when Concubine Xian was in the Northland, but after years of Concubine Xian's prodding, although he is just as cold, his words are not as sharp as before...... It's not this that I'm sad about. ”

Originally, Qi Jiulu didn't like her very much, because she was even more bored with taking the position of his beloved woman - in this case, Chao Jingyou never expected to be treated gently by him after a year or two of marriage.

What she is sad about now is, "I made it clear to him that Concubine Xian doesn't need him at all now." Even if he was far away, it was better for Concubine Xian. But he wouldn't listen! What will our mother and daughter do in the future? I'm the only one, whether I'm alive or dead, I recognize the path I chose and the people I chose. But the child is only so big, and I myself have suffered from the fact that my mother can't help, is my child going to live a life that my parents can't count on in the future? ”

Chao Jing burst into tears, although the Chao family she was born in was weaker than the Xie family, the gap was limited, and the daily interactions between the two sides were still equal.

The difference is that Concubine Xian has a notoriously capable mother-in-law, not only giving her a good reputation, but also winning her Qi Jiulu, one of the best marriages in the North, through this family business, Concubine Xian's status in the family is suddenly different - and Chao Jingyou does not have such a mother-in-law, even if she herself won the love of Qi Jiulu's mother Chen, but because her mother was too weak, she was disliked by the head of the Qi family, and she missed the position of the Qi family's grave woman.

In those years, Chao Jingyou was competing with the sisters in the clan, while licking his face and leaning towards Qi Jiulu, when he was reprimanded by Yun Fenghuan for being incorruptible and shameful, how could he not be wronged in his heart?

She is similar to Yun Fenghuang in age, with similar backgrounds, and her appearance is recognized as good, and these aspects are all equal. But when it comes to the spleen

Sexuality, forbearance, virtuousness...... Chao Jing and quiet, consciously able to shake off the clouds and wind fence eighteen streets!

But they were too young at the time of marriage, and the elders could not determine what would happen from such a large child, so they could only speculate from their parents.

In this regard, the Jiang family's reputation is enough to beat the daughters-in-law of the entire northern tribes.

Chao Jingyou herself is well-behaved and sensible, and the Chen family was stopped from mentioning it with the Qi family head and the elders, saying that it was no problem to be an ordinary daughter-in-law, but when it came to being a grave woman, it still had to be like the Jiang family - the Jiang family had a biological daughter of Yun Fenghuan, and it would definitely not be wrong to choose her!

So even if Yun Fenghuan became a virtuous concubine, when Chao Jingyou faced her, no matter how respectful her attitude was, she always felt deep down that she had not lost.

It's just her own mother, who lost to the Jiang family.

But these are all the same spirits in the past, and when she has a daughter, her mood is different.

Even if this is not the male heir expected by her in-laws, after all, it is her biological flesh and blood who was conceived in October.

And judging from Qi Jiulu's attitude towards her, it is not certain whether she can have a second biological flesh and blood in this life.

The husband's heart belongs, the in-laws' hearts are eager for their grandchildren, the family's attachment, and the love rival's is thriving...... None of this is more important for the child who didn't understand anything in his swaddling clothes.

So even though Qi Jiulu said that she could reconcile with her, she would never leave, she was still so young, she was talented, she had a rich dowry, and she had done things for Chunjia, and she married an ordinary rich child, with her means, she didn't say anything like glue, but it was definitely more comfortable than being by Qi Jiulu's side.

But what about her daughter?

The Qi family is a big family, and the heirs are scarce, even if it is a concubine, it is impossible for her to take it away.

Even if she manages to take it away, how will she be placed? She is not the kind of person who will be sincere to other people's children, and she does not trust others to be sincere to her children. Do you want this child to tremble and send people under the fence before she is governor, and she is not as good as herself?

Staying in the Qi family, she is a grave woman, no matter how cold Qi Jiulu is, their daughters are all rightful eldest ladies.

Even if the in-laws want a male grandchild, the Qi family can't afford to raise a girl, and they won't treat their granddaughter lightly.

Chao Jingyou bit her lip and said with tears in her eyes: "That's it, we have been married for a short time, after all, he and that person have been in love for more than ten years, and they can't let go of it for a while, so they can't let it go." The children are still young. Wait a few years...... After a few years, maybe he will want to open it. ”

Her nurse choked up and said, "I'm afraid that he is a lover and can't let go of it in this life, so what are you going to do with the young lady!" ”

“…… He'll want to open it. Chao Jingyou sniffed and said firmly, "You must also think about it." ”

If Qi Jiulu really can't think about it, then she will help him think about it - anyway, Qi Jiulu doesn't care about his daughter, and it is of course best to keep the identity of the son and daughter of the sect for her daughter, but it really can't be done, being an ordinary concubine of the Qi family, with her makeup, she can also raise her daughter with fine clothes and food.

Of course, this is only the worst possible outcome.

Chao Jingyou calmed down, and asked the nurse: "Send a share."

When he went to Xie Mansion, he said that I wanted to meet Concubine Xian. ”

She couldn't persuade Qi Jiulu, so she could only try, and ask someone who could make Qi Jiulu obedient come out.

The nurse was a little worried: "If Concubine Xian doesn't want to see ......"

"She'll do it." Chao Jingyou sneered and said, "It's the people of Xie Mansion who may stop it." If so, tell them that I would love to go back to the Northlands as a family of three. But Qi Jiulu's injuries were not complete, but he planned to stay in the imperial capital for a few more days...... The Xie family should not dare not tell Concubine Xian to call the shots. ”

After all, the matter between Qi Jiulu and Yun Fenghuan is very clear to the Xie family.

At this time, Qi Jiulu didn't want to leave to go back to the Northland, even if there was a legitimate reason to recuperate from his injuries, it was difficult for the Xie family not to be suspicious.

Concubine Xian is not Queen Ji, her current status does not depend on the family, but the family does not rely on her, and for a long time, it will continue to rely on her...... Her matter, even if the Xie family is elders, does not dare to give her a word.

can only tell the ins and outs and let her decide for herself.

If the Jiang family is here, they may still be able to take charge of the situation, but who told the Xie family that they can't do without the Jiang family to preside over the overall situation?

If Concubine Xian's mother is not there, no one will dare to disobey her.

Thinking of this, Chao Jingyou couldn't help but sigh faintly, this is the benefit of being valued by the family since childhood, and even the elders dare not rely on the old and sell the old.

Like Chao Jingyou, he has never felt such treatment in the clan.

Not to mention before, even now, even if she has shown her face in front of the palace, there are not one or two elders in the clan who are on the shelf with her.

After all, she has been well-behaved and quiet since she was a child, so that those who watched her grow up suddenly treated her respectfully...... Where do they adapt?

She subconsciously glanced at the inner room, where her daughter was lying.

What kind of situation will this child grow up in the future, it seems that she can only rely on her mother-in-law.

So she can't be weak.

(End of chapter)