Chapter 45: Don't Call Cai Weidong to Return to Himself (9)
Lu Tan was slightly stunned and shook his head.
Yan Shen smiled and said, "So naturally you don't understand what it's like to go from spring to summer, from drought to rain." ”
Lu Tanwei didn't answer, and Yan Shen continued: "We have been cultivating letters for a long time, giving each other gifts, and we have been going through ups and downs together for several years. He used the most sincere tone, to the emperor and the queen of earth, how many oaths, I once thought that I was the happiest girl in Nazhou, my father loved my mother, and I had a good husband. ”
Lu Tanwei's heart inevitably softened, and said, "No matter how good it is, it's also cloudy." ”
Yan Shen's tears filled his eyes unconsciously, and he said: "I forgave him, and promised him to raise the child with him as his own, as long as he doesn't marry that girl back, it doesn't matter." ”
Lu Tan sighed slightly, smacking his lips in disgust.
Yan Shen glanced at him, and his voice unconsciously became louder: "Do you think, I'm very stupid." ”
Lu Tanwei said: "Yes, you are too stupid. ”
Yan Shen said firmly: "You must have never loved anyone." ”
Lu Tan frowned slightly, and she continued: "If you had loved, your heart would not be so cold. You can understand that when a person truly loves another person, he is willing to put his heart and his affairs before himself. What he did was wrong, but we grew up together, what kind of person he is, and who knows better than me? After so many years of companionship and time, how can it be said that you can lose it? I thought, what does a child have, his heart is mine. If I raise him and other people's children well, he will feel guilty and will treat me better in the future. ”
Her tears fell, Lu Tanwei handed his handkerchief to others for the first time, he thought, he could understand so much, he asked again: "Does he treat you better?" ”
Yan Shen wiped away his tears and replied: "Yes at first, later, when our wedding date was approaching, my father's business suddenly suffered a disaster. My father's health has deteriorated a little bit. I wanted to ask him for help, and when I entered his house, I saw a family of three, drinking porridge happily. ”
Yan Shen sneered a few times, the tears in her eyes continued to fall, and she continued to say regardless of it: "Since then, I have understood that people's hearts cannot be tolerated, and human feelings are not valued. ”
Lu Tanwei poured her a cup of tea, and his tone was a little lighter: "Is this why you want a lot of gold?" ”
When Yan Shen heard him say "gold", she suddenly seemed to wake up from something, looking at Lu Tanwei's eyes, she hung her neck sadly and stopped making a sound.
When he saw it, he said, "It's just a stupid child." ”
The little rabbit's eyes were red and he said, "She's so pitiful." ”
Si Ming said: "Indeed, if you are ruthless, it will be much better." ”
The little rabbit said: "Why is the relationship between people so complicated, Liuyue has always told me to believe in other gods and believe in you, but when it comes to them, why will they be hurt because of believing?" ”
Si Ming sighed and said, "Maybe it's because there are few gods and many people." ”
Liuyue touched the rabbit's head and said, "That's not the case. Don't listen to her nonsense. ”
Si Ming twisted his mouth and said, "Then you can tell me why it's good." ”
Liuyue looked at the reciprocating mirror, conjured a big tree out of thin air, and waved his sleeves again, so that a hanging of red fruits appeared on the tree, and then waved his hand, a row of insects appeared on the trunk, and the insects crawled little by little, to gnaw a lot of fruits, some fruits were hollowed out by insects, some fruits left black holes on the skin, and some fruits directly changed color and fell, rotten to the ground, mixed with soil smell, and some fruits were still hanging on the tree.
The little rabbit didn't understand and asked Liuyue what this meant.
With a move of Liuyue's fingers, the two red fruits on the tree flew to his hands, both of which were bitten by insects, one bit hard, the cores were hollowed, and the other only stained a small half. He asked the rabbit, "If you had to eat one, which one would you choose?" ”
The little rabbit hesitated and chose the one that was bitten in half.
Liuyue said: "Now I want you to eat it, how can you eat it." ”
The little rabbit replied aggrievedly: "Can you not eat it?" ”
Liuyue shook her head.
The little rabbit stretched out its paws in disgust, and with its paws broke the red fruit, throwing away the part with the worms.
Liuyue smiled and wisped its hair, took the remaining half of the red fruit, and said, "No need to eat it." ”
The little rabbit happily closed his teeth, and Liuyue said: "The world is a big tree, mortals are like tree fruits, the four seasons are reincarnated, ripe and falling, accompanied by nature. We moved the sun out of the storehouse and let it work, and it was lazy, so it was really fateful to let the light of each fruit be uneven, first red and then red. Life can be changed, although it is difficult to change, but life is not up to it, so there is no blame. But insects are different, but anything that is sweet will be targeted by it. The fruit of this tree has been eaten by worms. ”
Si Ming interrupted him and said, "Don't tell me that some fruit falls because it is not firm in itself; Some fruit does not fall because it can resist on its own. You have to know that ripe fruits and unripe ones, shade and yang sides, low branches and high branches, first bite and then bite, one is different, but each piece is different. ”
Liuyue said: "You write your life every day, but you can't understand it after all." ”
Si Ming stood up and asked him: "What do you want me to understand, do you think I love to write books, if it is not for the endowment that is not as good as you, why should I taste the joys and sorrows of others every day, and finally dare not come out of this virtual realm?" ”
Liuyue said: "You don't believe in people, naturally, and you don't dare to believe in yourself." ”
Si Ming sneered and said, "Letter? What a letter. You were born with the power to control the moon, and since you were a child, you have nurtured spiritual power in the divine fire, academic law, you have studied my work for three years in three days, what is this, is this power, or fate? ”
Liuyue said: "God has to go to the world to experience once in a hundred years, do you know why? ”
Si Ming replied: "It is said that it is for you to experience the Three Realms and better be equal, but some things are inherently unfair, what do you say to be equal?" ”
Liuyue sighed and said, "You are often too fierce and too urgent. ”
Si Ming turned around and wanted to leave, but Liuyue tied her in place with a bundle of immortal ropes and said, "Si Ming, you heard my next words clearly." ”
"It's in our nature to be unfair. The nature of all things is to ask all things to do their own things. No matter how savvy I am, I can't write your story, and in the same way, no matter how well you write your story, I can't manage my moon. If you are unfair, it shouldn't be me who is in charge of the moon, and you are in charge of the world. It's not even the difference in power between us that comes from this, it's me who abuses my power, makes you feel oppressed, and I seem to be more relaxed than you. But Si Ming, you and I know very well that I will not abuse my power, even if I want to, the two of them will not tolerate this. ”
Si Ming sneered: "The three of you are gods, lovers, and friends, what do you say is partial or not." ”
Liuyue said: "You can't disbelieve because your territory is full of people, there are gods in the Three Realms, you don't believe that people can have divinity." ”
He said, "What is divinity? ”
Liuyue Hui: "There is no red fruit on the tree that is not bitten by insects, only the difference between morning and evening." No matter how big the difference between morning and evening is, it will not be greater than the difference between weak and strong. The strong insect will be afraid, the weak bear to gnaw, at this time, people are fruits, reason is the principle of heaven, all things are there to do and stop, there are good and bad, clean can not, do not complain about yourself. God eats fruit and knows how to cut off the bad one, not to mention, God does not only have fruit to eat, at this time, man is God. Man believes in man, just as God believes in all things, and at this time, man is God. ”
Now, Si Ming just didn't want to lose, so he continued to ask: "Well, take this Yan Shen as an example, she believes in people, and then, she is injured, a mess, sporadic and invincible, her life is very miserable, don't think that if you meet a Lu Tanwei, you can change your life another day." ”
Liuyue said: "She is as stupid as you are, believe in everything, and abandon everything." ”
Si Ming stopped struggling, lowered his head, covered his eyes with a chaotic caracal, and said to him, "You let me go." ”
Liuyue collected the rope, Si Ming changed hands and threw a large array to him, Liuyue left the rabbit in place and entered the battle with her.
In the middle of the formation, Si Ming stood outside the circle, looked at him indifferently, and said, "You look down, what do you know, she believed it later, but is it useful?" ”
Liuyue said: "Lu Tanwei, there is someone else in her heart early in the morning, is this the person she should believe?" ”
Si ordered another formula, aggressive: "Yan Shen is not a god, how can she tell the difference, how can she know in the morning, what to believe and what not to believe?" ”
Liuyue said: "God can't predict either, but after believing wrongly, isn't it good to give people and things a certain amount of time and observe them slowly?" ”
Si Ming said: "Don't you know, people's hearts can't wait, people's hearts are fragile, and do you know what coincidences are, and what is fate intertwined?" ”
Liuyue said: "If one person loves another, he will suddenly understand what coincidences are and what fate is, and the most feared thing will be to miss out." When he doesn't love and is not brave, he will be afraid to give and will retreat. In the face of love, no matter how many times, the strong will be brave, and no matter how many times, the weak will retreat. ”
Si Ming said: "The two have different experiences, and they can naturally understand if they are weaker. ”
Liuyue explained the trick, suddenly smiled, and said: "Si Ming, you don't dare to leave the country, it's not that you are haunted by stories and invaded by the cold, it is precisely you who treat the world too well and all things too kind." ”
Si Ming turned his head and replied: "Don't talk to yourself, I don't understand." ”
Liuyue replied: "Like kindness, selfishness, fear, and cowardice, it is also human nature to be brave. Human nature is inherently complex, and which side it shows in the end is a choice. ”
Si Ming was silent, Liuyue untied all the formations, and when the smoke and fog disappeared, Liuyue bent down, gently straightened the soft mat on Si Ming's chair, smoothed the hair, picked up the rabbit again, and sat next to her chair.
Liuyue's tone was rare and gentle: "Si Ming, give yourself a little time, come and watch slowly." ”