The emperor made the unwillingness in Lu Yan's eyes clear. I couldn't help but feel resentment in my heart, "You rebel! ”

Lu Yan felt that he was very wronged, if he was a rebel, then the eldest son of his father and the emperor would not even be as good as him.

The emperor stretched out his hand and pushed Lu Yan to the wooden table, almost pushing Lu Yan to the ground, but he didn't pull Lu Yan. said angrily: "The woman who gave birth to you knows not to covet other people's sweethearts." But you rebel, at a young age, you don't learn well. It's not right to find anyone, what's even more wrong is that you shouldn't go to your second brother's favorite Bai Jiaojiao, which makes your second brother sad. You rebel, Rong is disappointing! ”

Lu Yan stood up straight, looked at the emperor with stubborn eyes, and said, "Father, you want to beat and scold your son, but your son has no complaints." But the sons implored their fathers and emperors not to count the queen mothers of the sons and daughters. The sons have never seen the appearance of the queen mother, and they have always remembered the teachings of their father, and do not hang the portrait of the queen mother in the study......"

"The son doesn't know what the queen mother did wrong before her death, so that many years after she passed away, she still displeased her father and still said that she was not."

As soon as Lu Yan mentioned his deceased mother, his heart was dripping blood. He was beaten by his father and reprimanded by his father, and he did not blame anyone.

But his mother has been dead for so many years, even when his mother was alive, she once made his father angry. But his mother had passed away after all, and it was too cruel for his father to hurt a deceased person like this.

"Smack!" The emperor was furious, after this rebel went to the north for a while, he not only dared to contradict his elders, but also dared to count him down.

I really don't know how the Empress Dowager Bai raised this child, she was able to raise him very well in her early years, why couldn't she teach his prince well?

The Emperor was annoyed. For a while, he almost said a word to Lu Yan: "Get out, get out." ”

But I endured and endured, and finally suppressed the anger in my heart. Even though this rebel son is not in a thousand ways, he is also his son, and for now, he is still his son-in-law.

The emperor didn't look at Lu Yan much, walked out of the cowhide tent, and returned to the small cabin that the prince of Jingbei had asked him to live in.

Sitting at the wooden table, the resentment in his eyes still did not dissipate.

A Ouchi guard walked in with a basin of water and placed it on the wooden table for the emperor. The frightened atmosphere did not dare to come out, and only after the emperor raised his hand and made a gesture to allow him to leave, did he dare to leave the cabin.

As soon as the emperor heard the sound of the door closing, he stretched out his right hand and looked carefully at the blood stains on the tip of his index finger with the light emitted by the lantern.

This is the blood stain on the corner of the lips of the Ten Princes on his fingertips after he beat his Ten Princes. At this moment, under the illumination of the light, it is extremely dazzling.

The emperor's heart ached faintly, and he thought: Hanhan, did he dream of you as a mother recently, or have you been looking for him since you left?

I don't believe in reincarnation, I only know that in this life, I must live well.

He shouldn't have said that yours was not, so what about you? You ask yourself, in the years you have been married to me, as my queen, have you fulfilled the most important obligation of being a wife?

Just as the emperor was pondering, a soft voice came from outside the door:

It turned out that the prince of Jingbei was here.

The Emperor quickly stopped some thoughts, stood up and opened the door to the hut.

When I opened the door, I saw that the prince of Jingbei had come to the door, and the man on his back was Lu Yan, the tenth prince. The emperor's eyes flashed with a complicated light, and he said, "Carry Yan'er into the house first, and I will ask someone to find the imperial doctor." ”

The prince of Jingbei answered, and walked into the wooden house with Lu Yan on his back, put Lu Yan on the bed I, and took off his muddy boots for Lu Yan.

Then he found a quaint little wooden box in the cabinet, took out a brown pill from the wooden box, and fed it to Lu Yan.

The emperor saw that the prince of Jingbei was so patient with Lu Yan, and a trace of embarrassment flashed in his eyes. Pointing to the small wooden box, he asked the prince of Jingbei: "Second brother, what ......is the pill you just fed to Huan'er?" ”

The prince of Jingbei poured a bowl of warm water and fed it to Lu Yan. When Lu Yan opened his eyes and looked at him, he told the emperor: "This medicine was given to her younger brother by the white girl after she came to the camp. ”

Smelling the faint fragrance of this pill, the emperor was a little curious, so he opened the small wooden box, took out a pill, and sniffed it.

The fragrance of this pill made the emperor feel refreshed after smelling it.

"Second brother, this pill is good, give a few pills to the imperial brother." The emperor enjoyed the small wooden box and said to the prince of Jingbei.

The prince of Jingbei said very generously: "Brother Huang, you think this pill is good, just take this box." This pill has the effect of treating bruises, so it is always beneficial to have some on hand. Yan'er was injured, so I took a pill and gave it to him, hoping to reduce Yan'er's pain and allow him to recover sooner. “

When the emperor heard this, he felt that the small wooden box in his hand had become very heavy. This pill, can he still either?

Lu Yan glanced at the emperor expressionlessly, and wanted to ask the emperor, there are so many imperial doctors in the palace, why do you still take away the pills that Jiaojiao gave to Uncle Jingbei?

But I remembered what the prince of Jingbei had said to him before he carried him, so he didn't ask.

Uncle Jingbei is right, although he is now a prince, but before he becomes the crown prince, he must be forbearing.

I was wronged and endured; I have been wronged, and I have to bear it; was beaten by his father, not only can I not have resentment, but I also have to reflect on myself, why did my father beat me? And none of my other brothers were beaten by their father?

The prince of Jingbei told Lu Yan: "Don't say that you were kicked by your father and your chest hurt, and you vomited blood, and your face was beaten by your father several times." You feel that you are very wronged, you hate him for treating you like this, and you feel that he is treating you unfairly. ”

"Actually, your father has treated you well. Think about it, when your imperial grandfather was alive, didn't he still marry your aunt to the Northern Ogi Kingdom and relatives, and not long after he went, he died of depression? ”

When Lu Yan heard this, his heart ached.

The prince of Jingbei paused for a few seconds, and said in a very soft voice: "Those things were done by your imperial grandfather, and I won't mention Uncle Wang." Uncle Wang, I will only talk about some of the things that your father has done, and I will tell you about them. Lu Yan nodded slightly, "Okay." ”

Jingbei Wang Ye said: "Your eldest brother went to Sheng County a few years ago to deal with floods and made great contributions. Your father's heart rejoiced, and in order to show that he cared deeply about the eldest son, he gave your eldest brother the title of king, King Sheng. As a result, your eldest brother went to occupy a county lord's land and expand some royal palace. ”

"When the county lord's father was alive, he followed your imperial grandfather to fight the country. When your imperial grandfather was alive, he was kind to that county lord. Let your biological imperial grandmother, as well as the Empress Dowager Bai, personally raise that county lord. ”

"You said, the land of the county lord was originally given to the county lord's father when your imperial grandfather was alive. Is that something that can be occupied? ”

When Lu Yan heard this, he asked very cautiously: "So, my eldest brother was sent back to the palace by my father, not because my father had important matters that he needed to help deal with, but because my father didn't want to reuse him anymore?" "In other words, is it his father, the emperor, who imprisoned the emperor's eldest son in the palace, and will not give the emperor's eldest son a chance to go out and make meritorious contributions?

The prince of Jingbei listened to it and did not reply for a long time.

Lu Yan saw that the prince of Jingbei was like this, and he already had an answer in his heart. He guessed that he should not be wrong.

After a long time, Lu Yan heard the prince of Jingbei say to him: "His mother is still alive, and his maternal grandfather is still the Taishou of Shengjun." The soldiers of the Jing army needed grain and grass, and the grandfather of the eldest son of the emperor was in the area of Sheng County, and he also actively helped the second prince prepare grain and grass, and made a lot of contributions. ”

"The eldest son and the second prince, their mothers and concubines are still alive, and there are also their maternal grandfathers and others, who are actively supporting them behind the scenes."

"Yan'er, you can't compare with them. Don't blame Uncle Wang for talking too much, you can live well, it's already very good. Then what is the matter of entering the East Palace, and the matter of helping your queen mother to avenge, don't think about it for the time being! ”

Lu Yan felt unconvinced in his heart.

His mother's death was unknown, and during these years, he could not ask, did not dare to ask. He's been holding back for so many years, and he's had enough.

He is the only child of his mother, and he has grown so big that he has never seen his mother, so he has not been able to call his mother "Queen Mother" in person. There is no way to be like Lu Yu and them, with their mother holding them and their father loving them.

When he could remember, he remembered that he often lived in the Jinhua Hall of the White Empress Dowager, and when he was older, he was taken out of the palace by his father and asked him to follow the Prime Minister and them to learn Wenzhi and martial arts.

It was then that he realized how much his father hated him and how much he didn't want to see him.

After so many years, his father still treats him like this. He didn't think he was at fault. If there is really something wrong, it may be that he should not have been born, so he will not become a thorn in the side of his father. Lu Yan thought so in his heart.

Lu Yan's ears heard the words of the prince of Jingbei: "Yan'er, listen to Uncle Wang's words, don't hate your father." You think, no matter how badly he treats you, he will always be your father. If you don't have him to protect you, you won't have enough strength to compete with your eldest brother and second brother. ”

"No father would not love his child> IL. Uncle Wang and your aunt are about to have their sixth child. Uncle Wang loves all of your cousins and sisters, and it's very rare. ”

"In the same way, your father, as a father, also loves you and loves you. Just because you are his prince, relatively speaking, his expectations of you will be higher than his expectations of your eldest brother. ”

"Because they have high expectations of you, they will beat you and reprimand you when you behave in a way that makes him feel unsatisfied. After all, your father is not your mother, and it is impossible for her to persuade you with gentle words like your mother. Don't blame your father, let alone him. ”

The prince of Jingbei said to Lu Yan: "Listen to Uncle Wang's words and forget all the unpleasant things today and in the past." You are a good prince of your father and a good nephew of Uncle Wang. ”

"Uncle Wang believes that you can prove your father and emperor with your own strength, and also show us all of us: you are the most outstanding prince of Dajingguo, the tenth emperor

Child! ”

Lu Yan listened to the words of the prince of Jingbei, and his eyes couldn't help but form a layer of mist. After he was wounded by his father, he vomited blood, he vomited blood, and he didn't feel this way.

But at this moment, he was lying on his back of Uncle Jingbei Wang, and he felt that Uncle Jingbei Wang was the elder who really cared for him.

Lu Yan's heart warmed up, and he said sincerely: "Uncle Jingbei Wang, don't worry." I will not resent my father, let alone hate him. He is the son of heaven of the Daejing Dynasty, and he is more demanding of his children, and he is also thinking about the future of the Daeyong Dynasty, and I can understand his thoughts. ”

King Jingbei smiled softly, "That's right." What you think in your heart doesn't have to be expressed. If you say it to others, as long as you let people listen to it, it doesn't feel hypocritical, and you can't find anything wrong. Even if people don't believe it after listening to it, it's okay. ”