Chapter 360: Remorse

The moment he heard the news of Jia Yuhuan's fall last night, Bai Bait remembered Jialan, that simple and stubborn girl......

Jinlong Inn in and out like a stream, time slowly moves forward, everything seems to be calm, but it doesn't seem to be calm, in this huge capital, even this small inn, Jia Jinfeng died tragically, Diao's violent death, Jia Yuhuan fell from the building, all kinds of death shadows about Jiafu all the time, not in this huge capital, hovering in the sky, Jiafu or Jia Yuhuan, those stories are no longer secrets, but shocking news about Meihai, is people's fun talk after dinner.

On this afternoon, Boss Mei, who was already Guan Yingyu, came to Jinlong Inn for the third time, but this time he was still closed by Bai Bait.

In the room, the second child Ah Xiang was in a dilemma.

"That, white girl, Boss Mei is waiting for you downstairs, even if you don't want to go to Guan Yingyu, you can go downstairs to meet Boss Mei in person and tell you the situation in person, right?"

"Didn't you tell him the situation very clearly, so be it, please ask him to go back, I won't go anywhere for the time being, and I won't see anyone."

Yes, no one was seen, and even when he entered the room, she had her back to her.

Thinking about it, since he is entrusted to Boss Mei, he can't live up to him, what should be said still has to be said, and if the white girl is like this for a long time, it will not be good for herself.

Ah Xiang pursed the corners of his lips and couldn't help but say: "That, white girl, you see, you had an appointment with Boss Mei before, and when the seven-day period expired, the two sides also chose to continue to cooperate, and it is really a bit bad for you not to go now." Of course, there is a reason for everything, and everything can be accommodating, Boss Mei knows your situation and agrees to give you time to adjust, but what do you think yourself, you have to give others a response, a reply, otherwise, Boss Mei is also anxious about this matter every day, after all, such a big song building, right? Don't think I'm too talkative, I'm talking so much, in fact, I just want to say, give everyone an answer, don't worry too much. ”

Ah Xiang was silent for a moment, then got up and went out, "I have said everything that should be said, I will leave first, and I will be called if there is something." ”

With a squeak, he closed two doors, he was about to go downstairs, the door was suddenly opened, and when he turned around, he heard her say, "You and Boss Mei said, I'll go back to Guan Yingyu later!" ”

He was stunned for a long time before he reacted, and hurriedly responded.

When Ah Xiang came to persuade her, she suddenly thought that Li Xiangyu's things were still in Guan Yingyu, and she had to help him clean up.

Perhaps, this is the only opportunity she can think of to persuade herself to get out of the Jinlong Inn, and at the same time give Guan Yingyu and Boss Mei a chance to explain.

Soon, the first floor of the inn.

Tilting his neck, seeing her slowly walking down the stairs, Ah Xiang greeted energetically: "Miss Bai, is this going to the song building?" ”

She nodded yes.

Ah Xiang reminded with a smile: "Then the white girl remember to come back earlier!" ”

"Okay."

Seeing her out of the inn door, Ah Xiang buried his head and smiled, and began to praise himself, it seems that his persuasion is quite effective......

Huh! Wrong!

Something suddenly occurred to him!

"White Maiden! You wait! ”

Ah Xiang hurriedly rushed out.

Outside the inn, Ah Xiang seriously reminded: "White girl, don't take the road that will pass through Wangsun Road when you go to the song tower later!" ”

“?” She stared at Ah Xiang suspiciously, thinking that she usually took that road, after all, it was the closest road.

Ah Xiang thought about it, but still felt palpitations, and said, "Anyway, you just don't go over there these days." ”

"Why do you want to avoid Wangsun Road?" She couldn't help but ask.

Ah Xiang reluctantly spoke, "There's a funeral over there, I'm afraid of you...... When I see this, I can't help but think of ......"

"Funeral?" Bai Bait paused, and couldn't help asking, "Wang Sunlu, has anyone passed away?" ”

Ah Xiang sighed lightly and said, "Bai Mansion, Miss Bai." ”

Listen, Bai Fu, Miss Bai!

There was a bang in her head, and she stared at Ah Xiang in a daze, looking full of disbelief.

Thinking that she didn't know, Ah Xiang explained: "Miss Bai Baihualien, I remember that there was a maid who came out of Baifu last time, and it seems that she came to the door of the inn to find you once, do you still have an impression?" That's it! ”

"When? Why so suddenly? Bai Bait couldn't help but ask after all.

"It happened yesterday morning." Ah Xiang said with a little regret: "I heard that it seems that this white flower lotus suddenly stopped going crazy a few days ago, and suddenly remembered the past, and then he couldn't think about it, took poison, and committed suicide." Oh yes, you may not know about Baihualien, it happened a few years ago, in the final analysis, it was trapped by love, and I can't get out of what happened back then......"

As he spoke, he saw her turn around slowly, bowed her head and left, as if she had been struck by lightning, he wanted to call her, but he stopped talking.

I couldn't help but wonder if I shouldn't have told her this? It's easy

Standing at the gate helplessly, he sighed lightly: "Hey, what's wrong with Meihai these days?" Constantly dying? Birth, old age, sickness and death are normal things, but this one by one, is it not so normal? Hey......"

Walking on the way to Jian Guan Yingyu, she still didn't dare to accept the fact that Bai Hualien committed suicide, until she stopped at the intersection of Wangsun Road and saw the gate of Baifu full of white flags from a distance......

There were a lot of people gathered in front of the white house, I heard that Bai Hualien looked very miserable when she left, she locked herself in the room and didn't let anyone disturb her, when the maids broke in, Bai Hualien was lying on the ground, her body was already cold, and she was still holding a bottle of poison in her hand......

Bai Bait locked himself in the Yunshui Pavilion, lying on the ground alone, curled up, and kept imagining what Bai Hualien looked like before she died.

Pain, torment, torment, and so on......

She didn't understand why things were like this, when the whole Baifu was celebrating, Bai Hualien regained her memory, she was not crazy, she was not stupid, everyone didn't have to accompany her to act anymore, no one knew, Bai Hualien's pain was unbearable.

She didn't understand why Bai Hualien wanted to commit suicide, she thought about wanting to commit suicide a little further, and she remembered the last time she saw Bai Hualien in the teahouse!

When she sorted out Li Xiangyu's relics, walked in the middle of Guan Yingyu, looked at the busy song building, and listened to the twists and turns of the rhythm, everything was obviously so familiar, and nothing had changed, but the loneliness and fear were like a storm, uncontrollable, tightly surrounding her, and what she could do was to lean on the railing of every person who had leaned on Li Xiangyu, sit in every place where she had sat with Li Xiang, curl up, and keep fighting with memories.

"You? Singer on stage? I may not believe you when you say that you are a singer, but you are still a singer? ”

"I'm also a witness to what you do! You think, all of a sudden, you've done something so great! There must be joy in the heart, so how do you express joy? Naturally, I want to find someone to say it! So, at this time, I, Li Xiang, happened to be by your side and listened carefully to you sharing this great thing! Joy – your joy! Success – your success! ”

……

She smiled, like a victor in a successful struggle.

"You're going to die! Before going on stage, didn't it make you remember to close it? ”

"I was in a hurry to do something else, and I forgot! Don't worry......"

"I'm telling you, I don't have time to fight with you! If I miss the next one! You're done too! ”

……

"Then let's go and put out the lanterns together on the night of Shangyuan!"

"What if I say, I don't want to?"

"Then I'll be so sad, so sad and so sad that I can't sleep well all night!"

"What if I do?"

"Then I'll be very happy, very happy, super happy, so happy that I jump!"

"Good! Then you jump up! ”

……

After all, she couldn't hold back her tears.

The gongs and drums have been beaten, the curtain of the fifth performance has been slowly opened, the applause under the stage is like thunder, at the same time, the chimney of the fireworks courtyard has been floating white smoke, and the short-term workers in the yard are also busy, all preparing for the moment when the performance ends, and the singers in the training hall are still sweating and practicing for the evening performance.

At that time, whether it was the wind, the flowers, or the people, she was alone, crying bitterly in this already empty place.

In front of the gate of Guan Yingyu, she didn't say goodbye to anyone, nor did she wait for anyone, and set foot on the road to Wanhua Forest alone, these relics belonged to Li Xiangyu, they belonged to the small bamboo house, belonged to the children, and it seemed natural for her to send them back.

But standing on the sheep intestine path leading to the bamboo fence courtyard, she hesitated.

The children have already started to divide the work to make dinner, and there is no smile on their faces, but their lives are going on like drinking water, maybe this is the best appearance!

But isn't that what it was meant to be?

"It's all because of you that the fifth brother will die! You killed the fifth brother! ”

When the voice of abomination echoed again, it was as if a hole had been torn open in her heart, just as it had been when she first heard it.

But unlike then, she sat on her knees, thirsting for pain a little more intensely, and she asked herself, isn't everything deserved? But this sin is destined to be overwhelmed! She can't redeem her in this life!

It was a mistake from the start.

promised to leave everything after coming to Meihai, but he couldn't let go of the past.

On the night of her encounter with Li, she told the truth about the guillotine over and over again in her ears, but she believed in the legend, constantly deceived herself, and became entangled with Li.

She hated it so much, on the day when Bai Hualien opened her heart to her, the Bai Hualien sitting opposite was herself, but she didn't dare to look directly, and finally ran away humbly; She hated it so much, she didn't dare to tell Bai Hualien, she was the same as her, she was walking the same road, Bai Hualien's dream woke up, but she still chose to immerse herself in the dream.