In fact, it's not that people can't know, it's just that she Feng Xiyan doesn't want to use a fake identity to make a true wish, so she pretends to use the bell as an excuse to quickly fool around, she doesn't want to say too much about this.

"Is that so? Anyway, the slave and maid really don't understand, but the young lady naturally has the intention of doing this, and the slave and maid just ask casually, you don't have to take it to heart. ”

The bell waved her hand and quickly explained, she didn't know what was wrong with her, she had become less and less big in front of the young lady recently, and she didn't know if it was because the young lady who had changed and came back was approachable, or if she was getting more and more out of proportion.

"Ouch! Good bell, what do you say like this, young lady, I am the happiest, what I am most afraid of is that the people around me don't say anything, hide everything from me, and treat me like a fool, so that I will be unhappy. ”

Because of her work in her previous life, what she is most afraid of in this life is that the people around her have something to hide from her, hide herself in the dark, and then calculate herself behind her back.

That kind of grief and indignation, she really doesn't want to experience it, so what she is most afraid of is the betrayal of the people around her.

"No, young lady, slaves and maids should not be like this, you are the master, I am a subordinate, some words should not be opened indiscriminately without scruples, but please rest assured, the slave and maid's heart for you has never changed, it was before, it is now, and it will not change in the future."

Feng Xiyan stopped, looked at the bell in surprise, and asked puzzledly: "Bell, I remember that the Xianggong said on the day he brought you back, you are not the son of my Jiang Mansion, but I was sent to me by Mrs. Tang after I came to Rong'an Hall, there seems to be no intersection between us, why are you so heartfelt to me?" ”

Feng Xiyan was really curious about why the bell was so heartfelt about Jiang Lianrong? Judging from the degree of understanding she now has nothing to do with each other, it stands to reason that the bell will not be so heartfelt to Jiang Lianrong, even if there is really any master-servant affection, it should be just simple affection, and there will not be such deep feelings.

But judging from the degree of her understanding now, Bell seems to have a different kind of affection for Jiang Lianrong, and this affection is not a same-sex liking, or blind worship, but a faint kind of selfless maternal love in it.

Although the word maternal love is too exaggerated, Feng Xiyan does feel it this way, and it really feels like this.

The bell was stunned, no one had ever asked her that question.

Oh, yes! Why, exactly? She and Jiang Lianrong did not have a friendship that grew up, nor was she a child of the family she brought out of Jiang's mansion, seriously speaking, her days by her side were not a few days, not to mention anything else, she was once exiled by her.

Even after her accident, she was not picked up, until she lost her memory and came back, she was picked up by the young master and continued to serve by her side, but why after being treated like this by her, not only did she not get angry, but felt even more distressed about her? The whole heart is wishing her well?

Bell didn't understand why he was so committed to Jiang Lianrong?

"Slave maid...... Slaves...... Because...... Because....... ”

Bell, who couldn't understand these questions, was at a loss, and always felt that there was a reason, but this reason couldn't be said for a long time, because ...... Seem...... The reason for this didn't exist at all, so she couldn't say anything.

Seeing that the bell couldn't say anything, the more he explained, the more nervous he became, and even to the point of being at a loss, Feng Xiyan couldn't continue to ask, so he had to quickly ease the atmosphere.

"Okay, I'm not doubting you, I'm just curious, don't be nervous, I don't doubt your loyalty, by the way, what did you just wish? Is it the wish of Xu to find Ruyi Langjun as soon as possible? ”

Without saying a word, Feng Xiyan began to be serious again, and the teasing look on his face appeared again, and the gossip in his eyes could not be hidden.

"Young lady, you ...... How did you start again? ”

The bell that was seriously thinking about Feng Xiyan's problem in the last second was broken by her insincerity in the next second, and she could no longer be upright.

"Ouch! Don't blush, you are not too old now, some problems are time to face, tell the young lady me, is there a man who secretly admires? If there is, the young lady will call the shots for you and let you marry him in style. ”

The bell's face was flushed, and the tips of his ears were even more ashamed like dripping blood, and he didn't dare to look at Feng Xiyan's eyes shyly, half shy, half annoyed.

"Young lady...... The slave and the maid did not ...... Without such thoughts, the slave maid just wants to stay by your side and serve you for the rest of her life, and has never had the idea ......of getting married. ”

At this time, Feng Xiyan was completely surprised, if there was still reason to convince the bell to be loyal to Jiang Lianrong before, then the sincerity of the bell at this moment really made her doubt more than once.

It is good not to have a purpose, and it will make people wonder if there is any ulterior secret in it.

"Bell, I didn't want to doubt you, but I didn't treat you well in the past, so to speak, to the point of being harsh, and your words of advice were forgotten after hearing it, and I didn't take your words of advice to heart at all, but instead drove you away from me and sent you to a difficult place."

"Why are you so loyal to me under such circumstances?" Didn't you blame me? Isn't there unwillingness? And, as I said just now, although I lost my memory, but, from Xianggong, I didn't know what to do with us? Or is there any grudge entanglement or something? ”

"Why are you so nice to me? So good that it makes me feel horrified, and I have to wonder, what purpose must you have by my side? Don't you want to explain this? After all, we still have a long way to go, and if I have doubts about you, it will be very difficult for us to get along in the future. ”

Feng Xiyan is really afraid, she is most afraid that others will treat her well for no reason, because in this world, except for her parents, no one will treat herself so selflessly, including lovers and friends, and they can't do it.

So how could she believe that the bell would be desperate to stand on Jiang Lianrong's side regardless of her previous suspicions, and even be loyal to other masters and servants who grew up together.

Even the master and servant who grew up together have moments of centrifugation, but these seem to be invisible on the bell.