"It's because you're my most important person that I don't want to drag you into this whirlpool, it's because I want to protect you well, I can't take you away, I just want to protect you, I want to protect you, I can't take you away, I'm going to the end ......of the world, follow me, I can't even save my life."

"But these are your own thoughts, and you never asked, what do I think? What exactly do I want? You never asked, you only put on me what you think is good for me, but never ask me what I want? ”

Feng Xiyan was completely stunned, she had always treated her as a child, giving him what she thought was good, and planning everything for him, just like he said, but never asked him what he really wanted?

"However, I just want you to live a different life, have a good future, have ideals and ambitions, and become a person at the top, instead of mixing with us all day long, you should be a person above ......the clouds."

"It's all your wishful thinking, I have never had any ideals and ambitions, and I don't want to be a person at the top, let alone any future, what I want is to stay by your side and protect the people I care about the most, it's as simple as that, and I don't want anything else."

Feng Xiyan was completely stunned, looked at Ying Wei blankly, his eyes were extremely complicated, and then lowered his eyes and smiled bitterly.

"You're too young to understand what it means, I know the sudden change makes it hard for you to accept it for a while, but it's all for your good, and now you don't understand anything, I don't want you to regret it in the future, and I don't want to ruin this hard-won opportunity because of impulse."

It should be that his face is extremely ugly, and his brows are tightly frowned.

"I've grown up, why don't you believe me? Why do you always think I'm young? Why don't you try to rely on me for a while? Why don't you treat me as one of your own? Why not respect my own decision once? ”

"What you said is your own opinion, in my heart, protect the people you care about, let the people around you be safe and happy, this is my greatest wish, and what I want the most, I just want to live an ordinary life, I just want to be with you ......."

The pleading words made Feng Xiyan confused, and he began to wonder whether the choice he had made was right or wrong.

With tears in her eyes, she tilted her head slightly and bit the corners of her mouth fiercely, stubbornly not wanting the tears in her eyes to slide down.

In my heart, I once again scolded Shangguan Candle for a bloody dog, blaming this damn Shangguan Candle, if it weren't for him, all this would not have become like this, she didn't have to be uncertain about life and death, she didn't have to give up her good future, and Mo Lan didn't have to follow her to the end of the world.

Although Feng Xiyan tried her best to hide it, Ying Wei, who had been paying attention to her every move, still caught her tears.

"I've thought about it for a long time and I haven't figured out why I'm trying my best to show my abilities in front of you, why don't you still believe me? Why are you still reluctant to rely on me? ”

"I'm a helpless orphan, and I've been stared down on and bullied since I can remember, and I don't care about that, because those people were all taught a hard lesson by me in the end."

"However, no one has ever been kind to me, you are the first, give me a home, send me to school, recognize me as a younger brother, and do your best to be good to me, since I have experienced warmth, why do you want to take it back?"

It should be that there is grievance in the tone, as well as the trembling and choking brought out by the extreme anger, the Adam's apple moves slightly, going up and down like drinking, but there is not much emotion on the face, as if it is frozen in cold weather.

Only a pair of eyes were shining with tears, which Feng Xiyan had never seen.

Feng Xiyan's heart was sullen, he lowered his eyes, and slowly spoke in the calmest and sober voice.

"Don't you keep saying you're an adult? Okay, then let me tell you, in the adult world, there is never reluctance and separation, when parting, I want to send it with joy, and when I get together, I open my heart to greet it, no one will always be together for a lifetime. ”

As he spoke, Feng Xiyan endured the tears in his eyes, raised his extremely calm face and continued to speak.

"This is the first lesson I taught you, don't you want to protect me? Okay, then I'll tell you my identity, I'm the emperor of the Daning Dynasty, the emperor who was supposed to stay in the palace, because I couldn't stand being treated as a puppet, I fled several times, the purpose was not to be controlled by others. ”

"Didn't you say you wanted to protect me? Don't you want to solve my problems? Don't you want to die with me? However, you can't even protect yourself, how can you protect me? With you, it's just going to drag me down. ”

Feng Xiyan's words were beady, every word was like a sharp sword piercing Ying Wei's heart, compared to the fact that she was the emperor, except for a little surprise, there was no other big reaction.

The only sad thing is the fact that Feng Xiyan said, how smart is he, or can't help her, as she said, taking him is just dragging her down, he can't help anything, he can't even protect himself.

Even if he had the talent of the world? Now he can only live by her, what ability does he have to resist the power of a country?

From the moment he knew his life experience, he should be resentful of his life experience, why should he put such shackles on him?

However, he didn't think like this anymore, and he was faintly glad that he was like this, because in this way, he had the opportunity to stand at the top as she said, so that he could protect her and protect her under his wings.

It's just that now he doesn't do anything, he can only let those hurtful words stab him all over his body.

Ying Wei, who had never been afraid of anything, was shivering all over, his body was cold, and his clothes were cold.

Feng Xiyan suddenly wanted to hug him, passed on the temperature on his body to him, and wanted to touch his head like before, and then said with a smile: "Don't worry, everything is with the eldest brother, and the eldest brother will settle all this." ”

However, now it is not possible, she can't be soft-hearted, let alone give him any hope, in the further is to break his bones, it is better to retreat, retreat far away, at least to ensure his safety.

Looking at Ying Wei, who lowered his eyes and clenched his hands into fists, his whole body revealed a black and oppressive aura, the whole person was so low that he couldn't do it, and a tear slowly fell from the corner of his eyes.