When the green shirt first entered the nine-fold city, the purple sky was dawning and the red clouds opened. Chapter Sixty-Nine: I'm not afraid of the inside, I'm only afraid of the clouds
"There's no way I'm going to go with you." Yun Fenghuang did not hesitate at all, and said exactly the same words as three years ago, "My sister Hongxing has already brought huge trouble to the family when she goes out of the wall, if I also elope with you, and the two young ladies do not abide by the women's way one after another, will there be a place for my Xie daughter in the north?" ”
"Not only the Xie family, but I was raised by my sister with the same mother, and even my foreign family, the Jiang family, will lose face and be criticized...... If it weren't for the outsiders who spoke for me this time, the Xie family wouldn't have given me the opportunity to leave the imperial capital at all! ”
"Because I am a concubine, and I have been married to you since childhood, I have a superior status in the clan, and I have always been favored and valued by my father and brother. Family discussions, not so motivated cousins and cousins are not heard, but I have been taken by my father since I was seven or eight years old...... The family has done everything to raise me and raise me, and I have not repaid half a cent so far, how can I make the clan worse because of my own selfishness? ”
"Besides, as a son of the sect, you were supported and taught by a clan, and you left for me, leaving your parents and blood relatives of the clan? The fate of you and me is over, it's better not to force it, say goodbye, never see you again! ”
Qi Jiulu listened motionlessly, and only then whispered, "Actually, I guess this is the answer, but in the end, there is still a glimmer of hope, that is, you are willing to deceive me now." ”
Yun Fenghuang sighed and said, "You are a person...... I used to lie to you a lot, and you always believed it. Now I don't want to keep you in the dark anymore, and to tell you the truth, you won't believe you. I told you not to come, why didn't you listen? ”
"Maybe it's because you were by my side before, and you were within reach, so I don't want to think much about what you say or do." Qi Jiulu said softly, "As long as you are happy." But now that you and I are having a hard time getting along, I just want to hear something nice. ”
"Of course I'll say sweet words, but now I'm telling you, it's just harming you." Yun Fenghuang shook his head and said, "The reason why I refused to go with you back then was that the so-called consideration for the sake of the two families was just high-sounding words...... In the final analysis, I can't believe you, I came to Dijing with my mother's arrangement, although I was sent under the fence of my aunt's house, but I had a lot of makeup to go out of the pavilion, even if the person I married was not as good as you, but I was marrying a good media, and I had the protection of the world. ”
But if you just let go of everything and go with Qi Jiulu, Qi Jiulu was only fifteen at the time, even if the family carefully cultivated, he never grew up. He himself still needs the family's shelter from the wind and rain, let alone to protect her?
She didn't believe in Qi Jiulu's ability, or she couldn't believe that Qi Jiulu at that time had the ability to take her away and settle her well. And I don't believe that after Qi Jiulu gave up so much for her, he would never regret it.
Yun Fenghuang said calmly, "I didn't have a good heart when I said that. Because I know that the more I blame the family for not going with you, the more you hate the Xie family, and even more hatred the Qi family. After all, it was only after the Qi family proposed to withdraw from the family that the family decided to send us sisters to the family temple to the family temple and marry far away, and I got the promise to send it to the imperial capital after my father's struggle...... After you become the master of the house, you will definitely not let go of those people who caused me to leave the country! ”
Not only that, "It's hard for you to forget me, no matter who you marry in the future, you can't help but compare it to me." I am a childhood sweetheart with you, and I was forced to separate from you when the relationship was the most harmonious and I was looking forward to the future of the two, you must only remember my goodness, and in your mind in the future, no one can compare to me! No matter how gentle and virtuous your wife is, and how understanding she is, she will always seem uneasy to you, then the person who takes my place will not be too happy, so that even if I never see you again, my heart will be much more comfortable. ”
She tilted her head slightly and looked at the silent man not far away, "Look, I'm actually not as good as you think, it's just that we were young at the time, and the relationship was just right, you can't see these things clearly, and I won't tell you the facts." ”
“…… So what? Qi Jiulu raised his voice and said softly, "Let's grow up together, you have a lot of thoughts, don't you really know?" You also said, as a son of the sect, I have been raised by a family of offerings, no matter how close I am to you, how can I be ignorant of your temperament? You don't like Chao Jingyou, so not only do you not allow me to talk to Chao Jingyou, but I even lose my temper when I greet Chao Jingyou's children...... At that time, some people in the clan privately discussed, saying that you have a domineering and jealous temperament, and you are not a person who can be a grave woman. But I don't care, it's me who marries a wife, the Chao family can't compare with you at all in my eyes, if you don't like them, then you don't like them. I myself am reluctant to wronged you, why do those people ask you to wronged yourself for me?! ”
It's not that he doesn't know that Yun Fenghuan is not a virtuous lady recognized by the world, and those good reputations are probably spread and operated by the family.
But he just liked her.
"The clansmen were very worried for a while, thinking that I was naturally afraid of guilt, and I was afraid that it would be difficult for me to become a qualified head of the family in the future." Qi Jiulu smiled self-deprecatingly, "But this view is not right, because I am not afraid of guilt, I am just willing to follow you." ”
He is not afraid of the inside, but only of the clouds.
As long as it's cloudy, you can do anything, whether it's willful or domineering, selfish or hypocritical...... All are lovely in his opinion.
In addition, all the virtuous, virtuous, virtuous, and virtuous and virtuous talents recognized by the world were boring to him.
The only vivid color in this world is only in the clouds.
Qi Jiulu didn't want to hear all the opposing voices.
"You see, that's why I don't want to lie to you anymore." Yun Fenghuang sighed, "You don't owe me anything in the first place, so there's no need to do so much for me...... Today's imperial capital is a whirlpool, and I'm already in it, so why drag you into the water? You go back to the north, the Qi family's heirs are thin, and Qi Jiuzhang's qualifications are not as good as yours, but now that you are in a hurry, what can you do? It took a lot of thought to get them to agree to you coming over in the future. But how many possibilities do we have in the future? ”
Seeing what Qi Jiulu was going to say, she shook her head slightly, motioning for him to listen to herself, "There is no precedent for the return of concubines in the country, and since I entered the palace, I have intentionally or unintentionally blocked the way of many people, and many people have been blocked. Even if the regent succeeds, you also know that the son's biological mother died early, and the power of the foreign family is not as powerful as the Qingping Marquis Mansion, and that position is still far away from him. Even if he can get away with it in the future...... How many years later? The world is unpredictable, maybe you and I were already old at that time, and we no longer have the mind of a teenager. ”
"Go back to the Northlands."
She persuaded again, "Since I entered the palace, I haven't thought about how to spend tomorrow." You're here, both distracting me and making me feel sorry. It's not good for me or for you. ”
“…… Qi needs me, what about you? You're not going to need me anymore? Qi Jiulu looked at her and said lightly, "Or have you already decided that you don't want anything?" ”
Yun Fenghuang frowned slightly, and was about to speak, he had already flicked his sleeves and said in a deep voice, "From childhood to adulthood, I will listen to you for everything." Even if I had thousands of arrows on the Peacock Slope back then, I still got out of the way to the imperial capital as you wished...... You say I don't owe you anything, but what about you? Don't you think you owe me? I don't want to hear from you anymore...... I often think that if I hadn't been so obedient to you, if I had insisted a little longer, if I had forcibly taken you away...... Maybe you won't even enter the palace! Maybe it's you who carried the sedan chair into my Qi family door on the eighth day of the new year! ”
"......" Yun Fenghuang was a little speechless.
Qi Jiulu continued, "And do you think it's good for me to tell me these so-called truths now and drive me back to the Northland?" Why don't you want to think about our father's mother's clan back then, hysterically not allowing us to be together, but also thinking it was good for us? The honey of A and the arsenic of B, it's not that the choice they think is good is good, and it's not the choice you think is good, it's good for me. Now I don't want to listen to anyone's advice, I just want to do what I think. ”
Yun Fenghuang was silent for a long time, and said, "Last time...... I forgot to ask you, who is behind the Chao family? If it is the Wing Kingdom Mansion, why did you come to the Imperial Capital but go to the Regent's Mansion? ”
"......" Qi Jiulu looked at her, with some disappointment in his eyes, he didn't expect her to divert the topic so clearly, but he still replied slowly, "The Chao family refused to reveal it, only said that it was a certain big man in the imperial capital." My family repeatedly probed and suspected that it was the Marquis of Qingping. But you entered the palace so abruptly, but you took the path of the Yiguo Mansion, and now you are a little afraid to confirm it. ”
"The Marquis of Qingping......" Yun Fenghuang groaned, "The little prince of the Regent's Mansion is still young, and unless the regent is dizzy, it is impossible to tolerate the dispute between the princes in the palace at this time. They should not do this to target Gong Xiangxiao, at least not for the time being. So, the regent has come to his senses? ”
As the territory of the Dingbei Army, the northern land is closely related to the regent Yuan.
The big clans in the Xie clan and the Qi clan don't want to mix with the temple, and it's not a day or two.
The regent never meant to persecute him, and at this moment, the regent's current father-in-law suddenly intervened, saying how could it be possible on a whim?
There must be a picture.
In Yun Fenghuang's view, the Xie family and the Qi family are admittedly intertwined and powerful in the local area. But for the temple, it has no influence at all, and it can even be said that it is unknown.
The Marquis of Qingping did not hesitate to instruct the Chao family to destroy the marriage between the two families of Xie Qi, and also to pull people into the water, what did he want?
It's nothing more than trying to get their local power and the furniture they have accumulated over the years.
And the regent has a climate, even if he is short for a while, why is he so ugly?
Probably...... There is something big to do.
As for what the big deal is, combined with the fact that the temple's control over the Dingbei Army is to tighten the supply of baggage, it is difficult not to guess in places like military advice......
The Dingbei Army has been fighting against foreigners for many years, and it is the most elite army of the dynasty, and the treatment is also the best.
However, the regent was ordered by Xiaozong to go to the training and collect the hearts of the Dingbei army, and Ji, Zheng Gu and others joined forces to control it.
So much so that although this army has the strength to be under the imperial capital, it has been burdened for many years, and it is difficult to leave the garrison for a long time.
Qi Jiulu's tone was cold, "Of course, this prince seems to be strong, but in fact, he is not without indecision, if it were me, I did it as early as when Chunjia had not yet arrived in the imperial capital!" Now Chunjia has been in power for eight years, but there is no merit but no fault, there is no good excuse, rashly raising troops, no matter whether it succeeds afterwards or not, it is inevitable that he will be punished by the Spring and Autumn Period! It's better to not do it back then, if it happens, everything will be blamed on Ji and others. ”
He also said, "Although Emperor Xiaozong is not the opponent of the Ji family, he is quite popular with the people because of his light conscription and thin taxes. The regent was bequeathed by this former emperor, and he didn't use it at the time, but now that the times have changed, the people are forgetful, and they don't rely on the advantages of the soldiers, and they want to usurp the throne by relying on the temple's wrists, where is it so easy? ”
Yun Fenghuang knew that he said this, in the final analysis, he was still a farewell to the Peacock Slope back then, so that now they are married, and they seem to be ridiculing the regent, and they are not without self-pity. She sighed in her heart, and only said on her face, "It's a big matter, if you refuse to go back to the Northland, be careful." ”
However, he felt that saying this was the same as not saying it, so he was silent for a while, and replied, "Chao's insidious, you have been far away from Chao Jingyou, they will definitely not trust you, and even be suspicious." Occasionally...... Occasionally, you can also get close to Chao Jingyu, so that she thinks that you can't forget me for a while, as long as she is wholeheartedly devoted to you, one day, you will be moved by her. ”
That has always regarded Qi Jiulu as a knot, even if she doesn't sincerely love Qi Jiulu, she may not be unwilling to spend a lot of effort to win Qi Jiulu's sincerity.
It's just that when he suggested this, Yun Fenghuan was in a slight trance, remembering that when he was young, he was hugged by the Jiang family on his knee and told him sentence by sentence how to win Qi Jiulu's favor and how to use Qi Jiulu to deal with the Chen family...... The most important thing is not to fall in love with Qi Jiulu too much.
At that time, Jiang looked at his daughter gently, "My son, remember, at any time, what you should care about most is yourself, not your husband." ”
At that time, Yun Fenghuang naively assured her mother that she would always put her own interests first, what is Qi Jiulu? She must be obedient to this person, so that the Chen family will dare not speak out in this life.
Later, she really obeyed Qi Jiulu's subordination, and now this person is dead set on her.
But unconsciously, she also had a heart for this person......
So now let Qi Jiulu marry Chao Jingyu and the snake, after a long time, he ...... Can you really stay indifferent to that all the time?