Chapter 182: I'm More Afraid of You Than Rejoicing
I am willing to give everything I have to make your life safe, only to be happy!
For a moment, Su Yitong felt that the whole world suddenly stood still. She looked at Feng Feiyi in a daze, and there was more astonishment in her calm peach blossom eyes.
She never imagined that a person as distant as the wind and wings would one day say the most unpleasant love words in the world like the common secular men in the streets and alleys.
Somehow, a sentence that was obviously no more ordinary fell into Su Yitong's ears, but it became a different taste.
The man in front of her was the first person she met when she crossed into this strange world, from the beginning of being afraid of him, hating him, and just wanting to stay away from him, to now trusting and relying on him wholeheartedly, she has to admit that she actually has feelings for him.
It's just that... The feeling was too ethereal and ethereal for her to figure it out, because every time she saw him approaching her, she always subconsciously wanted to escape, as if that person was a poisonous snake and beast that suddenly appeared, which would kill her bones, so that she just wanted to hide far away.
Blinking his eyes that were a little sour, Su Yitong looked at Feng Feiyi, and said with a light expression: "Feng Feiyi, you should know, I can't stand your liking." ”
She is just a soul traveler from another world, and she may wear it back one day when the weather is good, but how dare she suffer for life for a moment of love. For her, it's good to be alive.
"What did you say?"
The air in the car seemed to freeze suddenly, and a sense of oppression suddenly surged from all directions, making it difficult to breathe.
"I ......" his heart beat faster, Su Yitong half-lowered his head, like a frightened bird, obviously scared to the extreme, but he still forced himself to calm down and did not let himself exclaim.
He actually had murderous intentions towards her.
"Say it again." His eyes were as black as ink as if they were filled with anger, Feng Feiyi reached out and grabbed Su Yitong's jaw with red eyes, and said in a cold and silent voice: "Say." ”
Trembling, Su Yitong reacted awkwardly that what was in front of her now was not a peerless and elegant son, but a regent with a bloodthirsty reputation and perverse and evil. The rumored indifferent and ruthless, murderous demon without blinking.
The fear gradually expanded, and Su Yitong's pupils suddenly contracted, as if her heart was about to jump out of her throat, which made her feel cold all over her body.
"Feng Feiyi," trembling lips gently called out his name, Su Yitong said, "Don't you still understand?" She reached out and pressed her chest to look at him and said word by word, "I fear you more than I like you." ”
It was a fear from the depths of her heart that could not be expressed in words, even if he protected him with his life, even if he begged her to like her, she did not dare to give up her heart easily.
"What?" At the moment when Su Yitong's words came out, Feng Feiyi felt as if the strength in his body had been suddenly taken away, and his hands fell weakly to his side, and he couldn't help but feel sad.
"I fear you more than I like you." Su Yitong repeated: "Moreover, you haven't even given me the most basic sense of security, so why do you ask me to like you?" ”
"Really?" Laughing at himself, Feng Feiyi lowered his eyebrows, and said to himself: "It turned out to be just my wishful thinking." ”
His self-righteous joy turned out to be just a one-man show for him. She didn't love him, even if they were born and died, even if he was willing to give everything for her, but she didn't love him.
Daylight came in through the gap in the car curtain, and Su Yitong half-opened his mouth and wanted to refute Feng Feiyi's words, but he hesitated for a long time and didn't say a word.
The bustle of the people at the gate of the capital lasted until noon.
Seeing that the sun above his head was getting hotter and hotter, the people who were waiting for Su Yitong's carriage to pass by at the city gate finally lost their temperament and left one after another.
It is a big deal for the emperor to go out of the city, and Jun Moyan, who is responsible for supervising the country, originally planned to call on the Manchu Dynasty civil and military to hold a farewell party for Su Yitong, but when he sent someone to invite someone, Su Yitong and Feng Feiyi had already quietly left the city.
"Damn," receiving the news that Su Yitong had left the city, Jun Mo was so angry that he jumped to his feet. "Why do you let him get a head start every time."
Knowing this, he stayed in the Jardine Hall last night and didn't leave.
Prime Minister's Office.
Mohe replied to Liuli with the latest news he received, and said, "Son, the emperor and the regent have left the city. ”
"Hmm." Liuli, who was buried in a pile of official duties, nodded expressionlessly, and suddenly hooked his lips and said, "It's faster than I imagined." ”
Su Yitong did not hesitate to stir up the capital in order to lure him out of the back this time. even used himself as erbium to lure him into the bait.
If he hadn't confessed to her many times, he was afraid that he would really be deceived by her.
Speaking of this, Su Yitong's style of acting was really beyond his expectations, and he just suppressed his actions in a strategic. Originally, the dark forces of the major powers in the capital were under his control, but after Su Yitong made such a fuss, those who were also hiding in the shadows and staring at every move in the palace of the capital were alerted.
In this way, all his restraints will be frustrated, and those people will definitely redeploy the forces planted in the capital, and the capital that he took a lot of effort to control was easily resolved by Su Yitong.
It's just a farce of play, and it has completely ruined the game he has set up for so many years.
"Childe, what should we do next?" Mohe asked.
"What else can I do?" A sneer flashed on his face, and Liuli's hand holding the pen became tighter and tighter, only to hear him say word by word: "Su Yitong is scaring the grass and the snake with great fanfare, isn't he just trying to lure me out." Now that she has made a decision, wouldn't this palace disappoint her if she didn't fulfill her wishes! ”
"What does Childe mean?" Mohe asked puzzled.
"This time Hongu will not give her another chance to live." Keeping such an opponent alive will only pose a greater threat to him. Instead of sitting back and waiting, it's better to strike first. "Give the order to go down, rob and kill along the road, see people in life, and see corpses in death."
"And the Regent?"
"It's good to kill Su Yitong, as for Feng Feiyi'......" Liuli muttered: "With his ability, our people don't have the ability to kill him." Since you can't kill him, then don't kill him. With a sneer, he said in a low voice: "As long as you kill Su Yitong, it's enough, don't worry about the rest." ”
"Yes." Mohe was ordered to retreat.
Suddenly there was only one person left in the empty room.
"Su Yitong," he muttered the name repeatedly, his dark eyes constantly flashing with bloodthirsty coldness.
He didn't want her to die, but she got in his way every time.
During the plague in Youzhou, he sent people to assassinate Su Yitong three times and twice, but in the end he returned in vain. Even if he went into battle himself, it only hurt her. But he suffered heavy losses, not only losing the lives of his imperial brother and sister-in-law, but also letting the most loyal courtiers die one by one.
Everything that seemed trivial to him could easily be destroyed. But in Su Yitong's hands, somehow, they suddenly became stronger.
Whether it is people's hearts or things, in the end, they all become her stepping stones.
He put so much effort into wanting her to lose people's hearts and minds, and after sitting on the name of the faint king, he stepped down from the dragon chair admired by thousands of people.
But after all, he didn't fight her in the end.
Therefore, when he was planning the Bianzhou flood, he relented.
Therefore, he persuaded his stepfather to put aside the idea of returning to the country for the time being, because he wanted to see what the real Su Yitong was like. Therefore, he traveled thousands of miles to Bianzhou, even if he made his road to recovery more difficult, he was not afraid. Until the half month when he got along with her day and night in Bianzhou, he watched her calmly make suggestions and put forward various strategies to solve the crisis. And that kind of Su Yitong seems to be shining all over his body, dazzling and dazzling, as if he is in a dream.
The weather was unpredictable, and the weather was fine in the morning, but in the afternoon it began to become gloomy. The sky was overcast, as if there was going to be heavy rain, and it was unpleasant.
Yunqing was injured in the head, and although he woke up, his movements were inconvenient. Therefore, the person who accompanied him for personal protection this time became Yun Du.
The carriage slowly drove out of the capital for a hundred miles, and seeing that the white in the sky gradually turned into dark clouds, Yun Jue asked with some concern: "Master, it seems to be raining this day?" ”
I don't know what happened to the two people in the car, it's been almost a day, and they haven't even said a word.
Yun Jue couldn't help but want to probe in to see the situation several times, but as soon as this idea came out, the master seemed to know what he was thinking, and before his hand could reach the curtain, he was stopped by his loud applause.
After going back and forth, the curiosity in his heart was almost piled up into a small mountain, but the two people inside never opened their mouths.
"Then let's find a place to stay."
The cold voice came out of the carriage unhurriedly, Yun Jue shivered in a hurry, and looked back, only to see the curtain shaking slightly, and still didn't see anything.
With a long sigh, Yun Jue looked at the sky speechlessly, and after a long while, he remembered his master's instructions.
Except for the secret guards who followed in secret, there were a total of 500 guards escorted by Mingli.
In order to avoid people's eyes and ears, everyone still walked the mountain road this time.
Yun Jue jumped out of the car, beckoned a guard to come and drive, and led people to find a place to stay.
There are few people in the deep mountains, and Yun Jue took the guards to look around the mountains, but he didn't even find a shadow.
I don't know when, a light rain has fallen in the sky, and a gust of mountain wind is blowing, and everyone feels that most of the dullness on their bodies has suddenly dissipated.
"Lord Yun, it's raining this day, and we haven't found a place to stay, what should we do?" A guard asked worriedly.
"Keep looking." Yun Jue said: "If you can't find a house, find a cave, and talk about it tonight." ”