Chapter 136: Huai Bingce 6
After entering Ansai City, Ming Huaibing put a lot of thought into entering the city, and finally got in, It was getting late, and they found an inn to stay. Had dinner and had a good night's sleep.
On the second day, Gao Yang was about to fall asleep, when Ming Huaibing suddenly pushed open her door, didn't bother to come in, pulled Gao Yang and said that he would take her to a place. Although Ah Zhao did not stop him, he insisted on going with him.
Gao Yang crossed his waist, and saw how Ming Huaibing successfully persuaded Ah Zhao with his three-inch tongue, and sure enough, Ah Zhao didn't listen to it at all, Ming Huaibing stopped talking nonsense, he made a gesture with his right hand, and Xu You behind him knocked Ah Zhao unconscious. After putting Ah Zhao on Gao Yang's bed, Ming Huaibing hurriedly wanted to take Gao Yang away.
was dragged down the stairs by Ming Huaibing, and the guests who were eating downstairs looked at them with surprised eyes, as if to say, this is the family kidnapping the girl so openly.
After getting into the carriage, Gao Yang asked, "I don't understand, Ah Zhao's martial arts should be quite powerful, is it so easy for Xu You to knock her out?" ”
This time, Ming Huaibing didn't ride a horse, and sat directly in the same carriage with Gao Yang, "You really want to know?" Ah Zhao was deliberately knocked out by us, she is Mu Zhefeng's person after all, she can't let you go so swaggeringly and get out of her surveillance. ”
"How did you persuade her?"
"Secret!"
The night market here is not as good as the capital, but it is also brightly lit, quite prosperous, the bright and bright lights, enough to illuminate the sky, can be dozens of miles long Mahang Street as if it is daytime.
Ming Huaibing took Gao Yang to a famous local flower building, chartered a small boat, the boat drove in the lake for a while, and after a while, Ming Huaibing brought in a man, this person was wearing a silver mask, but Gao Yang recognized the person as Bai Yan at a glance.
She hurriedly got up to greet her, "Cousin, is that you?" ”
Bai Yan took off the mask on his face, "It's me!" ”
He was dressed in white, his face was as white as jade, his black eyebrows were like a sword, his eyes were full of nobility and softness, a green jade ribbon, and a gold crown with delicate vine patterns on his head. In the past, Gao Yang didn't think that this face looked like Gao Qiye, but since the ghost shadow said the relationship between the three of them, she looked at Bai Yan's facial features, and the more she looked at it, the more she looked like Gao Qiye.
Gao Yang burst into tears for a moment, although Bai Yan was her cousin, but because she had less contact, she was not familiar with this cousin, she was surprised, and she didn't dare to show it too much, "You scared me to death, I thought you had an accident, you have been missing for so long, do you know, Sister Lu, she is very worried." ”
"I know!"
What about my aunt? Where is she now? ”
"In the Quang Binh Palace!"
"So you voted for him......"
It turned out that Bai Yan and Qiao Nuo, who had been missing for so long, actually came to Shaanxi to join Gao Zhanxun.
Gao Yang asked again: "Brother Qiye rescued me back to the palace at that time, were you there at that time?" ”
"In Shaanxi, but not in the Guangping Palace, I went to see you, and you were not conscious at that time."
"You've come to me now ......"
Ming Huaibing said, "Thanks to the help of the little grandfather, otherwise we wouldn't have come in Ansai so smoothly." ”
"Where is Brother Qiye now?"
"In the palace."
Bai Yan just sat down and looked at Gao Yang's whole body with a strange and complicated look, "Gao Yang, I have to tell you something, I don't know ..... you"
"What?"
"Ming Dailing is also in Yan'an, do you want to see him?"
"Nope!" Gao Yang's words were extremely decisive.
The three of them sat down to drink tea, Gao Yang and Bai Yan told each other about their recent experiences, Gao Yang always felt that Bai Yan had something to say to herself, but she waited for a long time, and several people kept chatting, Ming Huaibing also said that there was nothing to do today, just an appointment with the old people.
Gao Yang didn't believe this, seeing Bai Yan and Gao Yang talking strangely, Ming Huaibing found a reason for himself, saying that he hadn't seen the night view of Ansai, so he went outside the boat.
As soon as Ming Huaibing left, only Gao Yang and Bai Yan were left, Gao Yang asked, "Don't the people of Ansai know that their prince is going to fight with the imperial court, such a prosperous appearance does not seem to affect at all." ”
Bai Yan took out a jade flute from his arms, "Do you remember this?" ”
Gao Yang Huo Di stood up, her face changed drastically, "How can this flute be here with you?" ”
Of course she knows this flute, this flute is the culprit of the Gaoyang tragedy, if it weren't for this flute, Zhang Qingpo would not have decided that she was the reincarnation of Princess Yu.
"I told you, when you were young, you met the brother in white who gave you this flute, and the brother in white was me, so ..... A large part of the responsibility for your tragedy lies with me. ”
She sat down, and the past came back to her mind over and over again, if it weren't for the flute, there would be no pain and tragedy behind.
Bai Yan added, "Back then, Zhang Qingpo was crazy looking for Bing'er's reincarnation, and at that time, the world thought he was crazy, and even the emperor gave up on him. Once, I had a strange disease, there is no doctor in the world to save, my father was unwilling, so he went to ask the ghost doctor Zhang Qingpo, but I didn't expect the crazy Zhang Qingpo to suddenly return to normal, promised to save me, he said that when Princess Yu was tortured, the Manchu Dynasty only his father objected, this kindness he will always remember, it is because of this, he is willing to save me. ”
Bai Yan told the origin of the flute in his hand, Zhang Qingpo cured Bai Yan's illness, after Bai Yan woke up, Zhang Qingpo left, he continued to be crazy, ignoring the world, by mistake, once Bai Yan came to Yu Wangfu to see Zhang Qingpo, he accidentally overheard Zhang Qingpo's secret.
Zhang Qingpo's so-called deep love secret, not so much his deep love for Princess Yu, but the guilt and redemption that cannot be saved, he knew from the beginning that Princess Yu was not a goddess, and he also knew that the ginseng soup that Princess Yu gave him at the beginning was a drug, and his so-called deep love was just a fear of the emperor who was high above.
After Bai Yan knew, he said something shocking and scolded Zhang Qingpo to wake him up, he persuaded him not to believe the ridiculous reincarnation theory, which would only be more ridiculous and pitiful, if he really wanted to atone for his sins, he should do more good deeds for Princess Yu, in short, after Bai Yan's clever words and persuasion.
Zhang Qingpo gave the flute to Bai Yan, and he announced to the world that the conditions for the reincarnation of Princess Yu are: a woman born on the second day of the second month of February, and second; There is a red bird birthmark on the shoulder, and the third: the flute that did the ritual in front of Princess Yu's coffin, who is in his hand.
Zhang Qingpo's intention of throwing the flute to Bai Yan was to show that he had completely given up the pursuit of reincarnation.
It's just that by mistake, the flute was given to Xiao Gaoyang by Bai Yan, and Zhang Qingpo's subordinates accidentally found the flute on Gao Yang, he had completely given up at that time, but he didn't want to, Zhang Qingpo's spy told him that Xiao Gaoyang also had a vermilion bird pattern birthmark, as soon as these words came out, Zhang Qingpo immediately froze, why is there such a coincidence in the world, does the saying of reincarnation really exist?
After that, Zhang Qingpo frantically investigated Gao Yang's whole body, and all of Gao Yang's conditions met the requirements for reincarnation, which made Zhang Qingpo's already dead heart resurgence.
He has already determined that Gao Yang is the reincarnation of Princess Yu.
If it weren't for that, this ridiculous reincarnation theory would not have been used by Ghost Shadow and Qiao Sui, and Gao Yang would not have been tortured like that.
Indeed, if you trace back to the source, Bai Yan is indeed the culprit.
But after Gao Yang heard all this, he didn't mean to blame Bai Yan, "Maybe it's providence, I don't blame you!" ”
For Gao Yang's not to blame, Bai Yan's throat moved slightly, and he seemed to be redeemed and relieved in an instant, "I heard that no matter where you go, you have to take Brother Xu's spiritual position with you, and pay tribute from time to time, you feel guilty about him, and you want to redeem him." I do the same for you, I can't make up for your pain, in this life, I just want to redeem well, even if I die, I have to protect you! ”
"Cousin, thank you, you don't have to do this!"
"Although I defected to Gao Zhan Xun, I know very well that Gao Zhan Xun is hopeless, and Qi Ye, I don't know what he is thinking, it is not like saying that he helped Gao Zhan Xun, and it is not like saying that he is calculating Gao Zhan Xun, I can't guess what attention he is fighting, how is he going to deal with this war?"
"Cousin, do you know what I'm doing here?"
"Ming Huai and Bing have said, you have to persuade Qi to surrender to the night, so far, it may not be a good way, at least if Gao Qi falls at night, Gao Zhan Xun loses its pillars, the war can end as soon as possible, and the plague can be driven away as soon as possible."
"Speaking of the plague, I didn't see any epidemics along the way, except that the people who entered the city were more strictly checked than usual."
"This area is controlled by Gao Zhanxun, the epidemic is not very serious, the market is still prosperous as usual, and you marched over, they are all deserted suburbs, Mu Zheqing with so many people, and will deliberately avoid the city where the epidemic is serious, you didn't find that this time your journey has been more than a month. The two sides did not dare to fight easily, Mu Zhiqing waited for the result of your persuasion to surrender Gao Qiye, and although Gao Zhanxun was a madman, it was not a trivial matter to start a war, and Shaanxi's troops could not compare to the imperial court at all, so they needed to be cautious. ”
"Can you do me a favor, I'm looking for Brother Qiye, Ming Huaibing should have told you about this."
"I said, I feel guilty about you, my sins against you, I should pay for it for the rest of my life, and I will do my best to do whatever you want. ”
"You really don't have to ...... like that"
"Cousin, it's inconvenient for me to stay here, I'll leave first, you will wait for news at the inn for the next two days, and I will arrange it with you for the night."
Bai Yan picked up the flute on the table and looked at Gao Yang's whole body again, it was a kind of look that Gao Yang had never seen before, his eyes seemed to have fire, the fire of hope for liberation and redemption, and it was like ice, it was a kind of helplessness and sadness that declared that he needed redemption.
The Yuedan Review is the end of the Eastern Han Dynasty, presided over by Xu Shao brothers, a native of Runan County, to evaluate the characters or poems, words and paintings, etc., and praise and disparage, often published on the first day of each month, although the Yuedan Review is popular for a while, but the duration is not too long.
Gao Qiye's talent is the world's master, well-known all over the world, can not withstand the insistence of Shaanxi officials to invite, one year finally held a success, this month's Dan comment, Gao Zhan Xun agreed, but also to recruit the world's talents.
On one occasion, the theme of the Yuedan review was "Redemption". That time, Gao Yang listened very carefully, although she didn't understand.
One is the one who bears calamity and suffering; One is the person who causes the suffering and has a clear conscience for salvation, asking, which of the two people is more painful?
Everyone said that it was the suffering of those who suffered, and they thought that this debate would be like this, and that no disagreement had been reached, when a man stood up and said in a deep voice, "The redeemer suffers even more!" ”
Those who suffer can vent, resent, and take revenge openly; And the redeemer must not only be full of reproach and accusations from everyone, but there is no way to redeem.
The guilt and pain in his heart turned into Gu worms, gnawing at his organs every day, causing him to tear his heart and lungs, break his liver and intestines, and over time, even torture people to madness.
At that time, Gao Yang didn't understand that sentence.
Now she finally understands that just like Zhang Qingpo, Zhang Qingpo has become like this because she can't redeem Princess Yu, and she has suffered inner torture every day for 20 years, and she has become so crazy as a good prison lord.
And also...... And herself......
How should she redeem the second sister and Brother Xu, who have two lives.
Those people have died, dying for her, but the world is so big, and there is no way to redeem them
Interestingly, in this world, there are still people who redeem her.
The weight of guilt and redemption is completely different, guilt is a favor, a kindness, and it can be repaid, even if it is not on it, except for the occasional guilt that comes to mind, it is not a big deal!
This salvation is like poison, like a Gu worm, like a curse, no one in the world can save it, no one can solve it, it will imprint the pain in the human body forever, and it will never die!
Gao Yang relieved herself, she remembered another thing, while Bai Yan was still looking at her and had not left, she asked, "You..... Do you know who the ghost is? ”
Bai Yan was stunned for a moment, the expression on his face didn't seem to change, but those eyes finally showed an abnormality, he was a smart person, he grew up in the Guogong Mansion since he was a child, and last time the ghost said that he had been secretly protecting Bai Yan, even if Bai Yan didn't know that life experience, he must have guessed his unusual relationship with the ghost.
He asked softly, "What do you know?" ”
"I don't know if I should tell you or not!"
"Say it!"
Gao Yang was silent for a long time, and finally said that sentence: "The ghost shadow said that he and you and Brother Qiye are three brothers!" ”