Chapter 345: Unbearable
Shen Lian raised her eyes and glanced at Ning Qingming, whose face was already a little pale, with some unbearability in her eyes, but in the end, she nodded lightly and said in an almost inaudible voice, "Yes." ”
She knew what a huge blow this simple word would have on the man in front of her and her dearest senior brother.
It's just that she can't bear to deceive him.
This is her senior brother, the senior brother who has loved her since she was a child, cared for her, and always protected her.
She knows better than anyone else in this world how good her senior brother is.
If she could, she wouldn't want to hurt him in the slightest.
It's just feelings, how can she give it if she wants to.
Her heart had already been left behind on another man unconsciously.
Shen Lian's word was so light that it was almost impossible to hear, but it was like a hammer that smashed heavily into Ning Qingming's heart.
His expression darkened instantly, and a bitter smile appeared on his lips, "Sure enough." ”
His voice was full of self-deprecation and disappointment, and his tone was full of grief, which made people feel sad when they heard it.
He has looked at the junior sister who grew up since he was a child, and he loves the junior sister to the core, and it turns out that he has already unconsciously liked someone else.
It was as if there was a knife stirring in my heart, and my heart was about to burst.
He nodded at Shen Lian, as if he had lost all his strength, and said in a fluttering voice, "Since that's the case, I won't bother my junior sister." ”
He himself walked out, and his originally upright posture looked full of loneliness at this time.
When he opened the door and walked into the courtyard, Shen Lian couldn't help but call, "Senior brother! Her senior brother has always been high-spirited, He Zeng lost his luster like now, and all this was caused by her, Shen Lian's heart was full of pain.
Ning Qingming suddenly stopped, turned to look at Shen Lian, his eyes were full of expectation, "Senior sister, is there something wrong?" In his heart, he shouted frantically, those who lied to me lied to me.
Senior sister, tell me, you lied to me just now, and it wasn't Yin Chen who liked me, but me.
Shen Lian looked at Ning Qingming's expectant gaze, and her heart hurt again, she gritted her teeth, and said with difficulty, "Senior brother, Qin Xue is a good girl...... Although she knew that now was not the time to say this, she couldn't bear to see Qin Xue sad, and she didn't want her senior brother to be killed because of disobeying the holy will.
Hearing Shen Lian's words, Ning Qingming's gaze instantly dimmed, and the whole person seemed to have lost his spirit, but he showed a faint smile at Shen Lian, "Senior sister, don't worry, I will agree to be a colt." ”
With that, he turned and left, this time with a much quicker pace.
If he can't marry her, then it doesn't matter to him who he marries.
Shen Lian looked at Ning Qingming's bleak back, tears continued to flow, until the moment when Ning Qingming was about to walk out of the courtyard, she ran out of the room suddenly, her voice was full of fear, "Senior brother, am I still your junior sister?" Looking at her senior brother's back, she actually felt like she was going to lose him forever.
Hearing Shen Lian's crying voice, Ning Qingming's footsteps paused slightly, but only for a moment.
His lips twitched slightly, and a pained expression appeared on his face, but in the end, he didn't say anything, and he quickened his pace and left quickly.
"Senior brother!" Tears had already blurred his vision, Shen Lian looked at the door of the courtyard where Ning Qingming's figure had been lost, and called out again in a somewhat hoarse voice, and then the whole person fell to the ground softly.
That's the senior brother who has always responded to her needs, but now he doesn't even want to talk to her, is she really losing her senior brother like this? It's just that her body has just softened, and a figure firmly supports her from the side, so that she won't really fall.
Shen Lian turned around and threw herself into Yin Chen's arms, tears still flowed uncontrollably, and her voice was full of fear, "What should I do?" Yin Chen, what should I do? Senior brother, he doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore. ”
The senior brother who spent the most time with her besides Feifei, the senior brother she treated as a relative, didn't want her anymore.
She was like a child abandoned by her family, her heart was full of fear and insecurity.
"No, stupid girl won't."
Yin Chen grabbed her waist with one hand, patted her gently on the back with the other, and comforted her with a gentle voice in his mouth, "Your senior brother loves you so much, how can he not want you?" He just can't accept it for a while, give him a while, and when he calms down, he will naturally come looking for you. ”
Crying, this girl actually cried, this girl who has always been bold and reckless actually cried.
Feeling that the clothes on his chest had been penetrated by her tears, Yin Chen couldn't help but feel a little distressed.
Although he knew that this represented her concern for Ning Qingming, this time, there was no jealousy in his heart, and he was full of pity for her.
"Really? Senior brother, he really won't want me? As if a drowning person had grasped the last straw, Shen Lian raised his head, looked at Yin Chen with a longing gaze, and asked eagerly.
The impact of his brother's sudden confession, the heartache caused by his lonely mood, and the panic brought by his departure made her lose any reason at this time.
What she desperately wanted at this time was just a guarantee that would put her at ease.
"Really, really."
Yin Chen looked at Shen Lian's beautiful face full of tears, and said in a somewhat sighing tone, "Your senior brother will never want you, silly girl, you can rest assured." ”
Although he always hoped that she could be separated from Ning Qingming and never see each other again, but when he saw her crying, he would rather she and Ning Qingming chat and laugh as before.
What's wrong with being intimate? Anyway, all she likes is him, and he is the one she wants to marry, as long as she can stop crying, no matter what he asks him to do, he is willing.
"You promise?" Shen Lian grabbed Yin Chen's clothes tightly with both hands, and asked eagerly in her voice.
Senior brother will never pay attention to her again, just thinking about this situation, her heart can't help but panic, she definitely can't bear this kind of thing happening.
"I promise."
Yin Chen nodded and said in a resolute tone.
Then he raised his hand, gently wiped the tears from Shen Lian's face, and then hugged her firmly in his arms, and said comfortingly, "It's okay, the girl is okay, with me, nothing will happen." ”
He came over just to ask her about Qin Xue, but he didn't expect to hear Ning Qingming's confession to her and see her crying.
Shen Lian let him hug him tightly, buried his face tightly in his chest, sniffing the familiar smell on his body, a heart that was originally flustered and restless, and then slowly settled down.
yes, luckily he's still there.
Prime Minister's Office.
"Mother, you slow down, be careful not to fall."
Ye Feihua followed Lin Ningxiu's side and said a little nervously.
Lin Ningxiu had some sorrow on her face, but her steps were fast, and she said, "How can I slow down, I am such a daughter as Qiong'er, if something happens to her, won't she want my life!" Shen Lian is the meat of her heart, how can she rest assured.
Ye Feihua knew that her advice was useless, so she didn't say anything, followed Lin Ningxiu's side closely, and came to Yuqiong Courtyard together.
As soon as they entered the door, Lin Ningxiu and Ye Feihua saw Shen Lian sitting at the stone table under the tree, and they couldn't help frowning.
Ye Feihua beckoned to Yun'er, who was watering the flowers in the courtyard, and asked Yun'er in a low voice, "How is your young lady?" Yun'er also lowered her voice, with a little distress in her voice, "It's still like that, I'm stunned all day long, I don't talk or laugh, I eat when I let her eat, she sleeps when she sleeps, and I sit there in a daze at other times." ”
Since that day when Young Master Ning left, the young lady's whole person seemed to have lost her soul, and she no longer had the spirit she had before.