Ji Hongye looked at Nalan Jinxiu from the side, she looked like she was going to be isolated from the world, and she had left everything that had nothing to do with herself outside. She seems to trust only herself, and no one else has anything to do with her.

Ji Hongye found that he didn't know what to say to her, and the words of comfort would be very pale at this time. But if he doesn't do anything, will he let her keep crying?

"Ah Jin, is that person really that important in your heart?" Ji Hongye was stunned for a moment after he asked.

Nalan Jinxiu still didn't look up, and she even ignored this sentence directly. It's not that she doesn't want to answer, it's that she doesn't know how to answer. It's hard to ask her to tell the truth, saying that she cares a lot.

She never dared to dissect her heart, and she didn't want to think about what kind of existence Mu Li was in her heart? Even so, she could clearly know that Mu Li was a very important person to her.

She couldn't describe how important it was, and she didn't even know what it meant. Mi Xin once asked her if she was moved by Mu Li? She chose to avoid answering, in fact, her heart was clear, she had been moved, and more than once.

She had suffered in her previous life, and she had left unhealable scars on her heart, but she also knew that she was at that time, and there was only one Zong Xuanyi in her heart.

In her consciousness, love should be the only one, she can only love one person, and her husband should be the only one in his heart.

Therefore, when she had another idea about Mu Li, it made her feel very ashamed. Her heart will struggle, she will subconsciously reject, and she will keep telling herself that it is not right to go on like this.

She is confident in herself, she will not have any relationship with Mu Li. However, what the soul bound by the ritual religion wants, she never dares to admit.

She suddenly felt extremely frightened in her heart, and she felt that she was really bad at being a person. For the third brother, has she become the one who is unfaithful? For Yu Muli, has she become a negative person again?

The lack of an answer seemed to be expected by Ji Hongye, and he looked at Nalan Jinxiu silently, with a struggle in his eyes. This struggle stems from the tangle in his heart and the jealousy he never dares to admit.

He should be a generous person when it comes to feelings, but this generosity just doesn't particularly care. From the time he started to study and was enlightened by his husband, he knew that it was impossible for him to be an ordinary person.

The family and the country are all over the world, and the people are alive, all of which are to put personal feelings last. He once thought about what his future wife should look like, he thought that she should have a good background, a dignified character, and be able to respect him like a guest, and it was enough to raise her eyebrows.

He doesn't need to give too much in the relationship between husband and wife, he just needs to do his own thing. But what is the reality? Ah Jin is a very good woman, with the world in her heart, she is honest and kind, and she has a heart to help the world.

It was precisely because she was so good that he gradually began to feel that the woman he liked should be treated wholeheartedly. Even if she is unreasonable, even if she wants the stars in the sky, he will not feel excessive, but will indulge.

He had only one woman in his heart from beginning to end, including the years when she was not around, and he had never had another woman. At that time, he didn't remember it completely, not because of his long-term affection, but it was undeniable that there was always a shadow in his heart, so that he could wait forever.

He thinks that the affection he gives is sincere enough. He didn't think that Mu Li could really match himself. is such a person, how did he get into Ah Jin's heart?

The more Ji Hongye thought about it, the more angry he became, but he knew that he couldn't show it now. First, because she is pregnant and can't withstand emotional ups and downs, and secondly, because whenever she says this, there will always be a crack in the relationship between husband and wife.

He has always been decisive in people and things, and he has never hesitated. But this time, he really couldn't advance or retreat. In the final analysis, he is still affectionate, and now he has suffered from love words.

"No matter what you're thinking about right now, I want you to remember that you're pregnant, and that you have to think about the baby in your womb, even if you don't think about yourself. ”

Ji Hongye's voice is very calm, just like the feeling he gives to others, as gentle as ever, it can even be said to be cold. If it weren't for the coldness, how could there be no ups and downs in the mood at all?

Nalan Jinxiu gradually came to her senses, she raised her cheeks, and her face was really pear blossoms with rain. She wiped her tears with her sleeve and said in a dumb voice: "Third brother, I want to be alone for a while." ”

Ji Hongye knew that they should be separated now, otherwise it would be easy to get into a dispute. But he also knew that he couldn't go, otherwise she would be emotional, and she couldn't control it for a while, what if she hurt herself?

He could only be patient, suppressing the anger in his heart, and letting his voice still be very gentle: "If you have something to say, you have to say it, and it hurts your body in your heart." ”

Nalan Jinxiu didn't dodge, she looked at him quietly and said, "Third brother, do you really want to listen to what I have to say?"

Ji Hongye didn't speak, just looked at her quietly. The two of them looked at each other, and no one broke the silence for a long time.

Nalan Jinxiu suddenly felt that she was too hypocritical, since she dared to think in her heart, why didn't she dare to tell the third brother? So she tried hard a few times, and was about to speak, but was interrupted by Ji Hongye.

"There should be plenty of space for everyone, even couples, to completely expose themselves to each other. ”

The courage that Nalan Jinxiu had just accumulated became invisible in an instant because of this sentence. She was silent, and then thought of Mu Li again, and infinite sadness spread in her heart.

That's a very good person, and many times the heart is pure like a child. He always enveloped himself in a cold shell, which was intimidating. Only those who are close to him can see the real him.

Don't say that she has feelings for him in her heart, even out of friends, out of righteousness, she can't watch him die. Her heart was full of powerlessness and great pain, which made her look bad.

Ji Hongye couldn't be silent anymore, he stepped forward and reached out to hold her into his arms, so that she couldn't struggle. Then he gritted his teeth and said, "Nalan Jinxiu, you can cry, but you are only allowed to cry this time." You are my wife, you can't cry for other men in the future, you don't understand!"

Nalan Jinxiu leaned on his shoulder, and he could feel that he was very aggrieved. This emotion has been suppressed, and once vented, there is an irresistible tendency.

She went from the silent cry before, to the soft sobbing, to the last howl. She clenched her fists tightly, slammed it on Ji Hongye's back, and shouted heartbreakingly:

"You know that I can't give him anything, you know that I feel guilty about him, as long as he can live well, I can feel better in my heart. But why did you kill him? Why did you kill him?"

Ji Hongye's eyes were full of ink, and he controlled the strength in his hands, which could force her without hurting her. The voice was still calm: "Didn't I tell you, everyone has his own life, and the people he protects will implicate him sooner or later." The person who killed him was not me, it was Mishin. ”

Nalan Jinxiu also threw his usual dignity out of the clouds at this time. She had forgotten what it was like to be willful for years, but at this moment she didn't want to continue to suppress it. Because she knew that if she was silent any longer, she would definitely break down.

"Don't make excuses for yourself, don't try to shirk responsibility, and don't think that I will forgive you!"

Ji Hongye held her shoulders tightly with both hands and made her look at him. Then he saw him straight in his eyes and said coldly: "There are executioners cutting off the heads of criminals every day at the entrance of the vegetable market, do you want to accuse them of being murderers?"

"It's different, the executioner kills all the criminals, and you don't. Mu Li will never be able to do bad things, I can be sure of that. ”

"Mu Li will not, what about Mi Xin? Do you know who he is? Do you know what he did? Mu Li protected him, this is his mistake. ”

Nalan Jinxiu didn't know what Mi Xin had done, but she believed Mu Li. Mu Li will not distinguish between right and wrong, will not blindly protect Mi Xin, and will not help abuse.

Ji Hongye met her eyes, knowing that she still chose not to believe him. He suddenly felt extremely tired, she was a stubborn character, and what she thought was right would be carried out unswervingly.

He wasn't confident he could convince her, and he didn't want to do that. Seriously, he felt a little chilled, after all, it was his wife, but he would rather trust outsiders than believe him.

He let go of Nalan Jinxiu, his eyes were solemn, and his voice was cold and almost out of temperature: "I have already killed people, what you think is your business." It's okay if you forgive me, if you don't forgive me, we are husband and wife after all, and we have to get along day and night after all. ”

Ji Hongye's words were like a thunderbolt exploding above Nalan Jinxiu's head. She was still confused before, and she couldn't figure out why she was so entangled.

But at this moment, she suddenly became extremely clear. She thinks that Mu Li doesn't deserve to die, so she should use her own ability to protect it.

She can't protect it, but blames others for why they want to kill him, isn't it a little ridiculous to think about it? Just because this person is the third brother, she wants to impose her will on him, which should also be unfair to him!

Nalan Jinxiu seemed to have finally figured it out, she stopped crying, and her whole mood stabilized. She wiped away her tears with her hands, then looked at Ji Hongye and said, "I shouldn't blame you for being a killer, I should blame myself for not being capable, I can't protect him, and I can't repay him for saving his life......"