460 Xu Zilin's confusion
The military hospital is not far from Xiaoniu Village, only a few dozen miles away.
Xu Zilin rode a horse and galloped all the way, this time she didn't even bring the guard Erya, and went alone.
Fortunately, the vicinity of the military hospital was already the hinterland of the base area, and Han Feng was not particularly worried about Xu Zilin.
At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Zilin rushed to the military hospital.
Nurse Tian Yu was bandaging the wounds of the wounded at the time, and heard that a political commissar came to the New Third Regiment, while disappointed that it was not Han Feng, she went to the ward of the soldiers of the New Third Regiment who were about to recover after quickly finishing the work at hand, and she still had a trace of hope in her heart, hoping that Xu Zilin's arrival could bring her some news of Han Feng!
When the two met in the ward, Tian Yu was a little surprised, and Political Commissar Xu's attitude towards him this time seemed to be extraordinarily close.
Tian Yu poured a glass of boiling water for Xu Zilin, because she had been in the Xinsan Group for a while, so she and the political commissar Xu Zilin were not outside, she smiled and said: "Political commissar, drink water." ”
Seeing Tian Yu again, Xu Zilin also had to sigh in her heart, this girl in the show of wisdom is beautiful and lovely, she should be a man who likes it!
But who can decide the arrangement of fate? Xu Zilin smiled bitterly in her heart for a while, and then made up her mind.
"Xiao Tian'er, I see that the seriously injured comrades in my regiment will basically recover, and I am really grateful to you for taking care of them during this time."
Tian Yu said: "Whatever the political commissar says, they are all revolutionary comrades, and they are all right. ”
Xu Zilin got up, "Winter has just passed, the sun is good outside, let's go out to bask in the sun, I have something to say to you." ”
Tian Yuying said: "Okay! ”
The two walked to the small courtyard of the military hospital, there are vegetable fields on both sides of the small courtyard, and I don't know which leader in the hospital came up with a good idea, most of these wounded people came down from the front line, one by one left the war, and they couldn't sit still at all, so they simply had these vegetable fields, if they really couldn't sit still, and their injuries were not healed and they couldn't be discharged from the hospital, then they did farm work here, planted fields or something, and passed the time.
This season has passed, and the ground has already been planted with seeds by some wounded people who can't sit still, and when the vegetables or something grow, the comrades of the cooking class in the hospital will make the vegetables delicious, and give back to the wounded in the end.
It's just that at this time, the vegetable field is still desolate, and the only bit of greenery is still some weeds that have emerged in advance.
Xu Zilin and Tian Yu sat down on the corridor platform of the small courtyard.
Xu Zilin looked at Tian Yu, who wanted to speak a few times, and took the lead in breaking the silence and said with a smile: "Xiao Tian, do you have something you want to ask me?" ”
Tian Yu nodded and said: "I have been in the hospital, and I don't know the situation on the front line, but I heard from a few wounded people who retreated that the situation on the front line is very bad, and the Japanese army has been sweeping continuously this year, and many of our comrades have died in the Japanese sweep."
Regiment...... How is the new third regiment? ”
"Don't worry, the new three regiments have been reduced to zero, and the comrades have gone to various mountainous areas to fight guerrillas, and the little devils can't find us if they want to."
"That's good, that's good!"
Xu Zilin smiled and said, "You don't want to ask about the head of the regiment?" ”
Tian Yu raised his head sharply and said, "How is the head of the regiment?" ”
Xu Zilin sighed faintly in her heart and said, "Don't worry, the head of the regiment is fine!" ”
"That's right, the head of the regiment has such great ability, the little devil can't hurt him at all." Tian Yu smiled brightly.
Looking at Tian Yu's smile, the words choked in his throat couldn't be spoken, Xu Zilin took out a book from his arms and handed it to Tian Yu.
Tian Yu was puzzled.
Xu Zilin said: "This book is what I have treasured for a long time, it has no name for the time being, it is composed of a true story, which is very suitable for women to read, I give it to you, as a gift for you to take care of the wounded of the New Third Regiment during this time!" ”
If there were other gifts, Tian Yu would definitely refuse, but only books, especially books that he had not read, for a person like Tian Yu who was full of poetry and books, it was like a hungry person facing bread and had little resistance.
Tian Yu happily accepted, "I have heard that the political commissar is a top student who graduated from Yenching University, and the book that the political commissar can recommend to me must be an excellent book, and I will definitely read it with my heart." ”
Xu Zilin smiled: "It's not in the way, I just have some things to stay for one more day, you just take your time, maybe before I leave, we can also discuss some of the spirit and themes expressed in this book." ”
"Hmm!"
The two chatted about some things again, but it was obvious that apart from Han Feng, Tian Yu didn't have much interest in other things.
After leaving, Tian Yu couldn't wait to open the book Xu Zilin gave her.
The first sentence of the opening chapter attracted her deeply - "The existence of women is not subordinate to men, but should also act independently and live their own wonderful ......"
Immediately after three or two pages, the second story is about a staunch revolutionary female warrior, this female warrior is very legendary, what impresses Tian Yu is that this female soldier writes a sentence with her life: women are not necessarily inferior to men, a pure warrior should give up personal feelings, unswervingly strive for the revolutionary cause.
If it weren't for the depletion of kerosene, Tian Yu would even be able to read through the night with the help of the fireworks of the kerosene lamp.
All kinds of unheard of thoughts constantly hit Tian Yu's heart, this feeling is like the books that the teacher of the underground party of the Eighth Route Army gave him to read when she was a student a long time ago, which can subtly transform the reader's cognition.
But what did the commissar do with this kind of book for her?
Tian Yu couldn't figure it out, but this book really benefited her a lot.
On the second day, when Tian Yu found Xu Zilin with this book, Xu Zilin was grinding with Director Luo.
Director Luo refused to give in: "Political Commissar Xu, you need too many medical supplies here, if every regiment wants it like you, our military hospital here will not be able to open." ”
Xu Zilin said: "Director Luo, what are you talking about, it's just a batch of supplies, our regiment may have been swept away by the Japanese army recently, a large number of comrades are injured and need medical supplies, we can't send all the wounded to your hospital, right?" I took some supplies from your hospital and went back, and that was for convenience. ”
Director Luo smiled bitterly: "It's convenient for you, but it's not convenient for our hospital." ”
Xu Zilin said: "What I said, Director Luo, don't worry, I asked you for the medical supplies you borrowed today, we won the battle another day, captured it, and returned it to you ten times, if you don't believe it, I can make a note for you." ”
Xu Zilin has been pestering Director Luo for most of the hour.
Director Luo was a little impatient, but he couldn't say it directly, he was a little emotional, how could there be such a brazen political commissar? In order to get a batch of medical supplies, all means have been used.
Now Xu Zilin swore that a batch of materials could be returned tenfold, Director Luo was hot-headed, and he didn't know what was going on, so he agreed.
Xu Zilin naturally thanked her in various ways, and promised again that she would definitely keep her promise.
Tian Yu on the side was amused when he heard it, it turned out that what the political commissar said was to do things.
She knows some of Han Feng's temperament, and sometimes even thinks that Political Commissar Xu and the head of the regiment are simply excellent partners, just this shameless fight.
After everything was done, the two chatted.
Xu Zilin said: "Xiao Tian, how is the book reading." ”
"Commissar, this is really a good book, from last night to today, I don't want to close my eyes as long as I look at it, and now I've finished reading it, but I think I should read it a few more times."
"After reading it, do you have any feelings?"
Tian Yu said: "Yes, this is the same as what the husband who taught me at the beginning.
Women don't necessarily have to be husbands and children, everyone's existence should be valuable, a life controlled by others, a life shackled by rules and regulations, that's definitely not what we want. ”
Xu Zilin said: "Well said, have you read the story of the female warrior Zhou Tong?" ”
"The memory is still fresh."
"What do you think?"
"I admire such a woman very much, all along, since I joined our team, I have always felt that I am more of a woman with her own mind and soul, but after reading Zhou Tong's story, I realized that I am just moving forward in thought, as for action, I am still stuck in place."
"Zhou Tong believes that a pure warrior should abandon his personal feelings and unswervingly take the road of revolutionary struggle, what do you think?"
"It's right, if the war doesn't end, we personally shouldn't talk about the love of our children."
"What if you actually meet someone you like? What would you do? Do you still think so? ”
Tian Yu was stunned, her personality was not as casual as Xu Zilin, as she said herself, her thoughts were very forward, but her steps stayed in place.
Tian Yu recalled what Han Feng had said to her, and now she realized that he was such a pure soldier.
For Han Feng, Tian Yu didn't know what to say, he should have a good impression, but after leaving for so long, it seems that Han Feng's occasional thoughts are only on the surface, or in his own life, there is no second person who can move him more, or an ideal that attracts all his attention!
This kind of indescribable emotion seems to be cut and unorganized, but when you really touch it with your hands, you can't touch anything.
Tian Yu seemed to understand a little, "If the war doesn't end for a day, I will never meet someone I like." ”
Xu Zilin smiled: "I have read this book no less than ten times, and I have also faced this problem, do you know how I answered it from the bottom of my heart?" ”
Tian Yu shook his head.
Xu Zilin said: "I will follow my heart, it turns out that in many cases, what I have to do may not be my initial choice, but just a momentary inner impulse." ”
Tian Yu was confused when he heard it.
Xu Zilin didn't explain, "Okay, Xiao Tian, my affairs have been taken care of, I'm ready to leave, Lao Han is still waiting for me to go back in the group!"
As for that book, if you read it carefully, you will gain more. ”
In this way, Xu Zilin said goodbye to Tian Yu and returned with the soldiers of the New Third Regiment who had recovered from serious injuries.
She didn't even know what she was doing, what she was doing these things for, she simply shook her head, didn't think so much, as she said, let the impulse in her heart decide the future choice! After all, he is only a mortal, not a saint......