Chapter 539: Restored to the Beginning
"So, after hiding in the deep mountains and old forests for a few days, after the teacher released the signal, he was quickly found by the person who answered and then rescued."
It should be said very easily, but Feng Xiyan felt that it must be more than that.
The deep mountains and old forests of this era are different from the era in which she lives, and the deep mountains and old forests here are really deep mountains and old forests.
Wild beasts are everywhere, plants are complex, and dense forests are in the way, these alone are dangerous enough, not to mention that there are wolves and tigers in front of him, for this younger brother who came out of nowhere, how could the previous king of Wuyang Kingdom let him return to Wuyang alive.
Time can make or break everything.
It's just that what she didn't expect was that the strangeness with Ying Wei would come so quickly, so fast that he had his own thoughts and plans, and he didn't regard her as the only one.
"And then?"
Feng Xiyan continued to ask with a little sadness.
A trace of pain quickly flashed in Ying Wei's eyes, and then he smiled lightly and continued to talk: "Later, I relied on the army to return to Wuyang, and then Zhengda Guangming took back what belonged to me, and after that, because I was afraid that you would worry, I wanted to give you a surprise, so I came without saying hello." ”
"I didn't expect that there was no surprise, so it would bring you fright."
This sentence is extremely self-deprecating, and Feng Xiyan can't pretend not to understand it.
So he quickly explained: "It's not like this, I'm really surprised, you appeared to save me, that night appeared in front of me like a god, you don't know how surprised I am, and then sent someone to find no trace of you in the city, you don't know how sad I am, and I thought you were just an illusion when I was chaotic." ”
"It wasn't until you appeared in the court unharmed that I dared to believe that you were really back, not an illusion...... It's just that you appeared too suddenly, and in such an identity, I can't help it, I want to use you to solve the dilemma in front of me, but I just miscalculated, so ...... I'm sorry. ”
The entanglement with Shangguan Candle made her scarred, and she didn't need others to say that she herself knew that she seemed to be a different person again.
I used to be carefree, only thinking about food and handsome guys, and I don't know when I started to become gloomy, didn't like to laugh, became mature, and became tearful at every turn, like a deep resentful woman.
Such a self, let alone others, even I hate it.
So, what bullshit agreement, what love is selfless, what will definitely help him achieve his goals, and what is the same hatred...... It's all fake, it's all her pretending to be strong.
She just can't let go of this relationship, she just can't let go of Shangguan Candle in her heart, and she has never been able to get along with him with a normal heart, his words and deeds will always involve her emotions and make her uncontrollable.
So, fucking bullshit cooperation, she doesn't want to play with them anymore, it has nothing to do with her that they fight for life or death, she just wants to get out of this shitty place quickly, far away, and she can't touch any of her emotions anymore when she gets to Shangguan Candle.
It's just that he made a lot of calculations and promised a lot of benefits to pull the Empress Dowager Li in, but he didn't achieve the result he wanted, and he accidentally exposed the plan and hurt Yingwei's heart.
"Sister doesn't have to explain, I know, I know that you won't hurt anyone to hurt me."
Ying Wei looked at Feng Xiyan with a pair of big eyes, and she felt weak for a while.
"Thank you for trusting me so much."
Ying Wei smiled and grabbed her hand, so frightened that she almost screamed, "What are you doing? ”
"Sister, anyone in this world will betray you and hurt you, but I won't."
It should be that the sudden affection made Feng Xiyan stunned, and somewhere in his heart was gently moved.
"Whatever you want, I will give it to you, believe me, I have the strength now."
Looking at each other, Feng Xiyan looked at herself projected in Ying Wei's eyes, obviously she should be moved and believed, but what she saw in herself was hesitation and suspicion.
Feng Xiyan, who once believed in others unconditionally, has disappeared in every injury, and now she is suspicious, lacks self-confidence, and locks her truest heart in the deepest depths, not daring to release it easily.
"I trust you, but I don't want anything."
She can't give anyone what she wants.
Of course, it's one thing to think about it, and it's another thing to express it.
It's just that her words to coax the child not only did not make Ying Wei happy, but made him angry.
"You don't believe me at all."
Ying Wei raised his hand like a child, opened her hand, and looked at him angrily, his eyes full of defeat.
Looking at his childish behavior, Feng Xiyan couldn't stop thinking in his heart, isn't he just a child.
So patiently stepped forward and touched his shoulder, he could touch his head before, but unfortunately this child grew up too fast, and he had to step on his shoulder when he patted it.
"Okay, okay, don't make a fuss, I've wanted to ask you for a long time, but it's only been a year apart, how did you grow so fast? It's not like a child at all, it's like an adult, it can't be a genetic mutation, right? ”
"I'm already an adult," Ying Wei was very dissatisfied with Feng Xiyan's always treating herself as a child, "What is a genetic mutation?" ”
"It doesn't matter, you haven't told me yet, how did you suddenly grow so fast? I can understand the height, it's your face, why are you so old? ”
"Is it old?"
Ying Wei touched his face, and secretly regretted in his heart that he shouldn't have gone too far in the first place.
Compared with what I should have done as a child before, I directly skipped the teenager and became a young man, isn't it just very old?
Hey, no, why can't this kid grasp the point of the problem.
"It's not old, it's just that it's changed too much, and I can't accept it, so, how did you become like this?"
Feng Xiyan is really persistent about this question, she really wants to know what happened to Ying Wei? Why is this happening? It's just that she shouldn't say it, she is not good at being strong.
Therefore, we can only probe through edge issues to see if we can find some clues from them.
"It's nothing, it's just that the teacher gave me a set of mental and internal skills, and I have learned something, and my body has developed faster."
The words that should be leaky made Feng Xiyan helplessly dispel the idea of asking.
She understood that if he didn't want to say it, it would be useless no matter how much he knocked on the side.
Anyway, people are in front of them now, and there will be opportunities to know about them in the future, so they are not in a hurry at this time.
"I see, by the way, you came this time in addition to coming to see me, is it an excuse to find that girl or is there really such a thing?"
It should be because he swore in the court before, and it didn't look like he was making excuses, so Feng Xiyan asked this question.
If there is such a girl, then she needs to know what kind of girl she is.
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