Chapter 556: Unacceptable
After dealing with Li Mao, Mo Lan turned around and saw such a Feng Xiyan, so she felt uncomfortable and anxious, but she didn't have the slightest solution.
Feng Xiyan couldn't say anything, except for crying silently, she didn't have the strength to think about anything else.
The things that were hidden in her heart and were most reluctant to admit were like stones that weighed heavily on her heart, so that she couldn't breathe, not even breathe.
Because everything has a perfect explanation, those temptations and words of Shangguan Candle, intentionally or unintentionally, seem to be as much a slap in the face as they seem at this moment.
Even their relationship was premeditated by him, no wonder he would say those inexplicable words, no wonder he would use various ways to tempt, no wonder he would say such things when he was in love.
It turned out that he was already calculating at that time.
"Miss...... Don't you really scare the slaves...... The slave is really afraid that something will happen to you, even if something big happens, the slave and the maid will accompany you to bear it...... Don't do that......"
Mo Lan's pleading and comforting voices came into her ears one after another, making her regain consciousness a little, and she was no longer in a state of confusion and nowhere to be found.
"Melan......"
Feng Xiyan, who came back to his senses, threw himself into Mo Lan's arms, those sad, unwilling, and heartbroken...... Tonghua poured out in this voice.
"Miss, it's okay, even if you have a child...... Whether you want to give birth to this child or not, the slave will accompany you to raise this child...... No matter what happens, the slave will always be there for you......"
Mo Lan comforted while stroking Feng Xiyan's back, tears and tears fell like rain, falling on Feng Xiyan's back, wetting the clothes on her back.
"Why did he do this to me? I know that the child in my womb does not exist at all, I know that there is no relationship between us at all, I know that I am still a virgin, but in order to calculate me, in order for me to really have a child...... What did he do? ”
These wounds that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time had been thought through tonight, and all the connections that seemed to have no basis were calculated and only led her to jump down.
In these calculations, only she naively thought that she would no longer be a lonely person in the future, and in the future, in half a life of loneliness, she finally found an infatuated person, and finally found a person who could protect her.
But all of this is fake, there has been no sincerity from the beginning, and there are just various calculations and uses.
"Miss...... What do you mean? Why can't slaves and maids understand? ”
Mo Lan understood, but she couldn't believe it, she couldn't believe that the Candle Guild that kept saying that Miss Love would do this.
Even if words and actions can deceive people, that is, other things can deceive people, but the eyes will not deceive.
For so long in the past, Shangguan Candle's eyes were full of all kinds of unconcealed affection, which were not acted out of acting, but naturally revealed in the depths of love.
Even if Miss and Grandpa Candle are in today's situation, she always feels that they will definitely get back together, this world is too difficult, especially in this complex environment, how important two precious hearts are She knows better than anyone else, and understands that they are rare and precious.
However, all this was reversed because of the young lady's words, which made her how to accept it.
Feng Xiyan nodded heavily while crying: "Didn't he say he loved me?" Didn't you say it was for my good? But which one is it? In order to take advantage of me and calculate me, he did everything he could, first deceiving me that he had a child and that he would use medicine to control my menstrual affairs and use my ......"
"It's nothing, I didn't like him, I didn't have a heart for him, but he made me fall in love with him slowly...... Let me fall hopelessly in love with him...... And then I used it to the limit......"
"The ring-by-ring plan got me stepping into it step by step...... I can admit all of this, and I don't care about it...... It's because I'm not as good as others...... But I can't forgive him for using my feelings to deceive and calculate...... I can't forgive him for pretending to be able to really do my body...... You really want to trap me with a child......"
"How could he? How dare he? ”
"Kid...... Kid ......"
"Obviously, he didn't want me first...... I was ready to leave him...... I am also ready to help him complete the plan and leave, I really don't want anything, I don't dare to ask for anything...... But why do they still refuse to let me go? What exactly am I doing wrong? Is he going to do this to me? ”
Every time he said a word, Feng Xiyan heard his heart break into pieces, and then scattered all over the ground, and nothing could not be formed.
"Miss...... You are suffering, is it Mo Lan who is not good...... It's Mo Lan who didn't take good care of you...... It's because the slave is not strong enough that you are treated like this, and it's because the slave is not good......"
Feng Xiyan's cry was like a sharp weapon, constantly stabbing into Mo Lan's heart, crying made her heart ache and pain.
"It's none of your business...... It's me...... It's because I know what emotions are...... But I couldn't help but be moved...... I know that he is a person who does not break his hands, but he still likes him hard......"
"So I deserve it...... I'm to blame for everything...... I deserve it...... I did it to myself to like him......"
"Vomit...... Vomiting...... ...... vomit"
The huge pain tormented Feng Xiyan's heart, making her grief-stricken at the same time, the familiar feeling of nausea hit again.
She hurried to the basin and leaned over and vomited, as if she was about to vomit her internal organs.
Mo Lan was stunned for a moment before she reacted, and then walked up to her side and followed her back.
The last bit of expectation is all shattered, and now, there is no need to ask the doctor to make sure that she can be sure that Feng Xiyan is really pregnant.
Tears mixed with vomit went down the trend, Feng Xiyan felt that she was really about to die, because she really didn't know what to do?
It took a lot of courage for her to accept the child who didn't exist, to slowly convince herself, to slowly have anticipation and joy, but once she woke up from a dream and told her that the child she was looking forward to did not exist, and everything was fake.
finally waited for her to accept this fact, endure this pain and slowly come out, and then fate seemed to be unable to see her, and dramatic jokes always appeared on her one after another, catching her off guard.