Chapter 142: After all, I lost her

As soon as I saw Xie Lang be wrong for life, she was also wrong for the rest of her life.

Mrs. Xie continued in a flat tone: "Not long after, the Xie family went to the Wen family to propose marriage, and my sister was full of joy and waited, but it was he who was tall and tall, carried a sedan chair, and married his sister who grew up as the only eldest lady of the Wen family. And after her sister got married, Xie Tingzhou didn't recognize that she was not the girl she fell in love with at first sight. ”

Speaking of this, Mrs. Xie had tears in her eyes, but a sarcastic smile on her face.

She married the son she liked when she was young, but the son failed her after all.

Three years later, on the day their second child was born, my sister bribed the midwife to let my sister die in childbirth, and then secretly replaced her identity, and even ruthlessly swept away all insiders. The funny thing is that she took on the identity of someone else, and the man who said he would love her for the rest of his life still didn't recognize them. ”

If Xie Tiefang was just surprised, then the shock couldn't even hide the indifference on his face.

She had guessed a lot of reasons, but she didn't expect that the reason for her loneliness was just the dirt hidden in the Xie family's mansion.

Is it ridiculous? It's irony!

"So...... My eldest sister and I are not the same mother, are we? ”

"Yes!"

'Yes' is a light word, Xie Tieqiang endured the sourness in his heart that was gnawing at himself, and looked up at the distant daylight: "How did Xie Tingzhou find out later?" ”

The son of the Xie family, in order to marry the Wen girl, he was debauched and loved freedom all his life, and he did not hesitate to agree to the old man Xie to accept the position of the head of the family.

A person who marries a girl he likes so much, how can he say that he will take a concubine?

Unless, he knows something, but he is reluctant to let it go, so he can only turn a deaf ear and live himself as a useless waste, unwilling to debunk it.

Xie Tingzhou knows!

No wonder, when she was young, Xie Tie always looked at her with complicated eyes, never like Xie Jiaren with bottom-down love.

Mrs. Xie didn't expect her to suddenly ask Xie Tingzhou, and she was slightly cold for a moment before she said: "On the third day after you were born, someone found a dry bone in the dry well in the backyard of Xie Mansion, and he recognized it as his knotted wife at a glance, which is ridiculous!" He could not recognize the person he had promised for the rest of his life, but he recognized it by a white skeleton as a man with whom he had worshipped heaven and earth. ”

Once some feelings deteriorate, even if they are still deeply loved, they can never go back.

That year, after Xie Tingzhou discovered his wife's secret, he didn't tell anyone, but silently hid it in his heart. But such a heavy thing, the backlog has been accumulated for a long time, and a good person will also collapse, after the collapse, Xie Tingzhou found a gap for himself, and he sealed the Xie family's son, who was once a happy person and asked to marry a Wen family girl, forever, and gradually became a well-known waste.

He loved the girl he fell in love with in the past, but he also felt guilty about the knotted bride who bowed to him three times and knocked nine times. In this life, they can't have it both ways.

"Sanniang, don't hate them, if you want to hate, hate your mother alone!" Even in the end, Mrs. Xie still didn't want to see her daughter continue to live with resentment.

That kind of bitterness, she has tasted it all her life, and it is enough.

"Hate you?" Xie Tie's face showed bitterness: "What qualifications do I have to hate you." She got up and staggered slightly: "You brought me to this world with a substitute life, without you, how can I see the prosperity and devastation of this world, how can I meet those who treat me well?" So in this world, everyone has the right to hate you, but I can't. ”

Everyone in this world has the right to hate her, including Xie Wuping, who everyone thinks is her own child, but she doesn't. It's ridiculous, a moment ago, he sneered at Xie Wuyun's true identity, and in the end, he was just like that!

"Sanniang ......"

"Does Mother know? My hatred for all these years is like a joke at the moment. ”

Turn around, tears fall, and people go away.

……

When Mrs. Xie came out, Xie Tingzhou had been anxiously waiting at the door for a long time, and as soon as she came out, she hurriedly came up and asked, "How is it, did Sanniang say that she wanted to go back to Xie's house?" What are you staring at me all the time, say! She can't go back! ”

Mrs. Xie quietly looked at this person she had loved all her life, the son who liked white clothes and behaved so gentle and elegant in words and deeds back then really couldn't come back. Just like the mistakes she made, he couldn't forgive, but he couldn't hate.

"Xie Tingzhou, let's leave!"

"You, what are you kidding, it's all an old husband and wife, and you can't be separated from anything."

"You know, with you, I'm never joking."

Xie Tingzhou was slightly shocked, panic flashed in his eyes, and before he could speak, he heard Mrs. Xie laugh at herself: "No, I forgot about it for too long, I'm not Mrs. Xie!" What do you need and leave! After speaking, two lines of clear tears fell, and he turned around bitterly.

However, the moment she turned around, Xie Tingzhou hurriedly grabbed her wrist with a slight tightness in his heart, and said two words sullenly: "Don't go!" ”

I don't know why, he always had a feeling that once he let go today, she really would never come back.

Listening to his words, Mrs. Xie's tears welled up even more fiercely.

Why did this moment of tenderness come so late?

She chuckled and gently pulled away his clenched fingers, and said word by word: "Xie Tingzhou, you only think that I am ruthless and can kill anyone, but you ...... Have you ever thought about it for me? You feel guilty for her because of me, but why didn't I feel guilty for your only daughter all my life? You said that Xie Wuping was born to me, and I took it seriously, but now I have found out that among your children, I only owe the one who is my own. ”

Not only does she owe, but all of them owe, but her daughter! No one wants it.

"Xie Tingzhou, I'm tired!"

Seeing that his fingers were pulled away by her one by one, Xie Tingzhou's heart seemed to be bitten by something, the pain was not dead, but the pain couldn't be stopped, he wanted to say "don't go", but only to see her resolutely turn away.

He had never hated or resented her, he only hated himself for misidentifying someone else, and since the day he found out the truth, he knew that even if they were stacked with lies, they could never go back.

In this life, there is really no joy at all.

The next day, the mother of the Xie family in Danzhou was found hanging herself in the room, leaving only one sentence: If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind sad fan!

No one understood the meaning, but Xie Tingzhou's eyes were red when he saw it, and he broke down and cried like a child while holding her bones. Some people say that it was Mrs. Xie's own heart that was so cold that she only left such a last word.

And Xie Wuping also rushed back from Chang'an day and night when he got the news.