"Then why don't you want to think about why he left?" Bai Bait asked abruptly.

"What do you mean by that?" Zhang Jingchun was puzzled, staring at Bai Bait in confusion and asked.

"He promised to let you go down the mountain, so why did he pretend to delay? That is clearly his many helpless expedient measures! "White Bait.

"You say he's selfish, is he really selfish? Thirty-nine years ago, he picked you up the mountain, he has the grace of rebirth for you, and thirty-nine years later, he did not hesitate to lose his life in order for you to live safely! He must not be selfish either! He should be the one who is really good to you in this world! ”

"You mean, I forced my master to death?" Zhang Jingchun couldn't help but smile bitterly, his eyes were full of incredulity.

"When he began to prepare for the Floating Order, he may have already calculated his fate. You, the master, have been silently protecting you since you were a child, even at the last moment of your life, choosing to protect you silently. ”

Bai Bait chuckled, looking at Zhang Jingchun in front of her who was extremely red, she couldn't help but feel a trace of regret in her heart, sighing and sighing, there are some things, Zhang Jingchun understood too late!

There are always some things, often bystanders are clear, the authorities are confused, Zhang Jingchun's master Master Xuande has been protecting him all his life, but no one has ever understood his helplessness, and he does not understand his helplessness as an abbot.

Others won't understand, and Zhang Jingchun, who is immersed in jokes, won't understand.

Zhang Jingchun couldn't say a word for a while, he only felt as if there were 10 million ants biting in his heart, he once thought that he was the most unfortunate person in the world, but he never thought that he was the luckiest person in the world.

At the beginning of fate, starting from the abandoned baby in swaddling clothes, his fleeting life was destined to be a tragic ending, but when his master picked him up the mountain, his fate was quietly reversed, perhaps.

The world he had in mind was not as perfect as he imagined.

In his ears he heard a faint soothing sound, and in his blurred vision, the haggard face in the firelight made people's hearts cramp.

Yes, how could the world he had in mind be as perfect as he expected. Those cruel scenes during the day are not a microcosm of the mountain. If he had been living in the mortal world all his life, whether it was a small profit in the market, or an intrigue in the splendid lintel, because he was born with a disability and was destined to be inferior, destined to be tormented to death by those who looked at him coldly and spoke ill of him, he might not live as well as a dog.

And Jinming Temple happened to be his refuge, although it could not avoid ridicule and cold eyes, it was a hundred times stronger than the sinister under the mountain.

It's a pity that for so many years, I have been in the blessing but I don't know the blessing, and I have broken the master's heart again and again.

Suddenly, he also remembered that the master had said a lot of things to him, each sentence seemed to have a different meaning, even the scriptures that were copied were closely related to the word forbearance, he had hinted at and reminded himself countless times, but he never cared because of his laissez-faire nature.

If he could have understood the master's good intentions earlier, and someone had pointed out the maze earlier, he might have had time to say to his master more than ten years of nurturing grace, more than ten years of teaching grace, and a lifetime of knowing the grace of encounters.

Zhang Jingchun could no longer suppress the emotions surging in his heart, allowing tears to flow out of his eyes arbitrarily, and he couldn't bear to see his tears in the white bait, he spread out his palms and covered his eyes.

"You can understand his hard work, and if he knows what he knows, he can rest assured that he will be reincarnated." Bai Bait comforted that Zhang Jingchun was like a child in front of her at this time, crying heartbreakingly.

He closed his eyes and let the tears flow slowly, "It's too late, even if he knows, everything can't go back, I can almost imagine how much he hated and disgusted me in his heart when he closed his eyes!" It was I who failed his high expectations, and it was I who broke his heart! ”

Hearing how much guilt was in his tone, Bai Bait knew that it was not too late for Zhang Jingchun.

"From the moment you gripped the piece of floating order in your hand, perhaps, everything has just begun."

Zhang Jingchun picked up the floating order, there were already many tears on it, inch by inch cold spread on his fingertips, and his hands trembled a little.

"Your master did not choose to hand it over to you personally, but chose to leave it to you, these two are not the same, if it is handed over to you, you may never know how important this brand is, and left to you, is to let you better explore the reason behind this, to truly appreciate the connotation of this brand, of course, this needs to be slowly understood by you for the rest of your life."

Listening to Bai Bait's words and slowly speaking, Zhang Jingchun gradually stopped his tears, and his whole heart began to quiet down, everything seemed to be after a new rain in an empty mountain, and the more transparent he could see, but the more confused he became.

"Zhang Jingchun, take your master's last hope before his death! Don't let him down again. White Bait swore by it.

With a goosebump-inducing voice, Zhang Jingchun pinched the floating order in his hand, couldn't help lowering his head, and fell into silence again.

He took the wrong path from the beginning, and now he wants to turn back, and it is easy to talk about it, hate only hate, one wrong step, one wrong step!

There were too many uncertainties in his heart, and the irresistible pressure was like a stone weighing a thousand gold, blocking his chest, making him almost breathless.

Bai Bait didn't say a word, she thought, he would figure it out, she believed him.

I can't tell when my belief in him began, maybe it was under the Bodhi tree, he chose to stay instead of running away secretly, maybe it was the change of place when he led a team of hundreds of people to give them orders during the escape, maybe it was the fact that he involuntarily assisted when there was an emergency situation for refugees on the way, or maybe it was when he arrived at the cave, he gave him orderly instructions and arrangements......

Perhaps it was to rush into the crowd with her, and to wash away her grievances with righteous words, she had never seen such a serious side of him, and she was even more surprised that those words would come out of his mouth.

She believed in him, and even when he almost tarnished his innocence, she could see that he was different.

The crow's cries intermittently echoed over and over again in the mountains. The wind blew, and the bare branches were blown and rattled, mixed with the sound of snow rolling down the hillside, like rats squeaking through the grass. 61 Library

The white crescent moon also dyed the horizon pale, and in this endless dark night, it seemed that she was the only one standing in the center, and the heaven and earth were quiet at this moment, leaving only lonely running back and forth in the grass.

In the distance, there was a faint uproar.

"What's going on?" Hearing the change, Bai Bait's eyes moved to the cave, and he couldn't help asking, his tone full of worry.

I saw the shadow of Xiao Ami rubbing out in the undulating figure, "Oh no! Abbot, there are a few refugees arguing over there! ”

Hearing this, Zhang Jingchun immediately lowered his head, wiped the tears from his eyes with his clothes, put away the floating order, got up in a hurry, and asked Xiao Ami, "What did you say?" ”

Bai Bait felt uneasy in his heart, and he also got up, "Why did you quarrel so well?" ”

"Hey abbot, come with me to take a look, I'm afraid something is going to happen!"

Little Ami's tone was full of fear, and he hurriedly pulled the abbot to the cave; White Bait followed.

"It was the last dry food I left for my children, and it took several hungry meals to save it today! You scoundrel, how can you grab food when you see it! Are you trying to force my mother and her two to death? ”

The old woman held the child in her arms who had just woken up from her sleep, and scolded the unclothed hairy boy in the corner.

The hairy boy squatted and shrunk in the corner, not daring to look behind him, twitching the corners of his mouth while crying, and not daring to say a word.

He hadn't eaten for three days and three nights, and he was so hungry that he couldn't help it, so he snatched the food in the woman's hand and stuffed it into his mouth, and was frightened by her stern reprimand, for fear that the food he had just arrived would be snatched back, and he swallowed the food in a gulp.

Only at this moment, he didn't remember what the food tasted like at that moment, and his stomach was still empty, like a bottomless abyss.

When the abbot came, the woman immediately knelt at the abbot's feet with the child in her arms, and begged excitedly, "Ask the abbot to do justice for me!" Otherwise, my mother and mother may not be able to survive tomorrow! ”

The woman's desperate eyes, the hairy boy was too frightened to show his eyes, his whole body was shivering, not only that, but the scenes in front of him were all seen in his eyes and pierced in his heart.

Zhang Jingchun felt compassion, turned his head and asked everyone: "Who is willing to share a piece of food on the big guy, and help these three donors?" ”

His eager gaze searched around three times, and to his surprise, the expressions of the people were extremely indifferent, and no one spoke up, and no one came forward.

The atmosphere around him was extremely quiet, and the disappointment in his heart became more and more, and he finally couldn't help but shout: "What's wrong with everyone?" Have you forgotten the Buddha's teachings? The white girl has forgiven you regardless of her previous suspicions, and you will not repent at all? Isn't there anyone who stands up and is a good person? ”

The abbot's voice could be heard trembling a little. One by one, everyone bowed their heads humbly, and the silence was broken by a very whispered word.

Zhang Jingchun was overjoyed and asked eagerly: "Which one is it?" Which one will? ”

The master who spoke out finally mustered up the courage, raised his throat and said: "Since Jinming Temple began to cut off porridge yesterday morning, the big guy has basically not eaten several meals, how can there be anything to eat, and now it is good to live......"

The remnants of hopelessness continued, and the voices of dissatisfaction gradually sounded.

"If the werewolf has been entrenched in the mountain, then we will have to be trapped in this cave all the time, of course, this cave is naturally much stronger than we usually sleep on the side of the road, but it is a good hiding place, even a safe place, but so many people, if they have been trapped here like this, I am afraid that they have starved to death before they have been killed by the werewolves!"

"If you don't eat, you may not be able to survive......"

Everyone knew their current situation, not only the north wind howling outside the cave would tell them, but the fierce throbbing pain in their abdomen every few hours, but no one would choose to say it, because that would only make the desperate more desperate.

A chronic poison that slowly multiplies and wreaks havoc in everyone's body.

A sharp scimitar slowly hollows out everyone's stomach.

Zhang Jingchun buried his head completely, standing in the center of the crowd, as if he was on the execution ground, and every sentence of truth seemed to be a criticism.

After all, everything can't escape Jinming Temple, and it can't escape the case that is destined to be erased.

Seeing that Zhang Jingchun was in trouble, Bai Bait immediately stepped forward to comfort everyone: "Fathers and fellow villagers, don't be in a hurry. Since we embarked on this escape, we are destined to encounter all kinds of difficulties, we have successfully escaped from the werewolf tracking, that is to overcome the first major difficulty, since life is still there, we have to do everything we can to save it! Right now, the problem we are facing is the food problem, and we just need to find a way to solve it! So don't be in a hurry......"

"What the white girl said is very true, but we have now reached the point of poverty and bad waters, where can we find so many food relief for these hundreds of people? It's obviously impossible......"

One of the refugees let out a long sigh, and after reluctantly speaking, he sat back in his original position, and did not open his lips again, as if he did not want to expend any more effort.

was speechless by this for a while, Bai Bait frowned, and suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, when he was in a dilemma, he immediately remembered about leaving in his mind, thinking that if he was there at this time, maybe there would be a way, but ...... She shouldn't have thought about it anymore.

Zhang Jingchun stood lonely in the crowd for a long time, the two fists in his sleeves were clenched tighter and tighter by him, until the bones were white, he took a deep breath, and then the faint breath spread out in the crowd like a cloud......

In an instant, he loosened his fists, and suddenly made a decision in his heart.