Chapter 55: I'm Just Me
"Let's go down the mountain."
I tried to look as emotionally stable as I could, but I pulled my face and didn't speak.
Sheng Ge noticed my abnormality, grabbed Tang Zhaoyu and asked, "She..."
As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw that Zhan Xu was nearby, so he changed his words: "What's wrong with the girl?" β
Tang Zhaoyu glared at her: "Ask her to go yourself"
Now it is the middle of April, the spring flowers are blooming, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, the rivers are clear, and the scenery in the mountains is indeed beautiful.
Maybe it's this beautiful scenery, and maybe it's my overtures to Zhan Xu in the morning that make him feel better until now, watching these two little maids arguing in front of him, he didn't even say anything to educate, just coughed lightly to remind him.
When Sheng Ge and Tang Zhaoyu heard this, they glared at each other, stepped aside, made way for Zhan Xu, and let him go to the front.
Zhan Xu quickly caught up with me: "I haven't seen you for a while, why are you still angry." β
I glanced back, Tang Zhaoyu and Shengge were still arguing in the back.
"It's okay, I think the bird that was pecked in the eye is very annoying."
Zhan Xu still looked at me with a smile: "Why are you angry?" β
I slowed down and waited for Tang Zhaoyu and Shengge to come over.
"Even if they are on the same branch, but they are so close, they must be acquainted."
"At first, the two birds pecked each other's feathers, and they were very close, so they must trust each other."
Zhan Xu didn't interrupt me, and Tang Zhaoyu and Sheng Ge also walked closer.
I raised my voice and said, "That bird was suddenly pecked in the eye by another betrayal, and it was very pitiful to be betrayed by someone you trusted. β
"It's very infuriating to be betrayed, but you don't know how to fight back or escape."
I watched Sheng Ge's reaction with my peripheral vision, but she was fine.
I felt even more aggrieved: "It's very sad to stand still and not seem to believe that the other party will hurt you." β
"I originally came to burn incense and pray for blessings, but when I encountered this pitiful, angry and sad thing, how can I not be depressed."
Zhan Xu laughed: "Two birds are playing with each other, you can also have these feelings, aren't you scared?" β
I blushed a little angrily: "I just have some empathy, if someone I trust betrays me, I will probably just be bullied like this bird." β
Zhan Xu stopped laughing at me, and looked at me with a little distress.
"Will you forgive him, then?"
"Never, since I trust you, I will trust you unconditionally, and if you betray me, although I have not done anything to hurt you, I will never forgive you in this life."
Zhan Xu's expression was a little cramped: "I won't..."
My attention was on Sheng Ge, and I didn't notice Zhan Xu's crampedness.
Sheng Ge was still whispering something to Tang Zhaoyu, and I was extremely depressed in my heart, leaving them and walking quickly down the mountain.
Zhan Xu looked at me fixedly from behind and muttered, "Ah Jin, if you can remember the past, you will know that I will not betray you." β
Tang Zhaoyu whispered to Sheng Ge: "You see that Jin Se's trick of playing with people's hearts is really getting more and more slippery, and now these three highnesses are almost held in the palm of her hand, I bet that if Jin Se asks him to show his loyalty at this moment, these three highnesses will also arrange to protect Jin Se's future affairs and cut out his heart for her." β
Sheng Ge's expression was solemn, and he looked thoughtfully in the direction I left: "Really? β
Tang Zhaoyu pushed her: "In the morning, you asked me to accompany you to act, I acted it, quickly give me what Chu Xiong asked you to bring me." β
Sheng Ge came back to his senses and took out a letter from his arms: "I haven't read it, I'm too lazy to care about your business." β
Tang Zhaoyu accepted the letter with a red face, but when he thought of the sign he asked for today, his face was slightly bitter.
Sheng Ge looked at Tang Zhaoyu like this, and shook his head pityingly: "Don't you really like that sissy!" β
Tang Zhaoyu was angry: "What nonsense are you talking about!" No! β
Sheng Ge ignored Tang Zhaoyu's anger: "With your little heart, even I can't play, you still dare to provoke him?" β
Tang Zhaoyu stammered and retorted: "I... IΒ·Β· It's his... HelpΒ·Β· En Β· Β· Benefactor, IΒ·Β· Before I go... Let him Β·Β· Well, let him do something for me, I'm just worried about whether he did it well. β
After speaking, he nodded, as if he was convincing himself.
Sheng Ge no longer teased her: "As long as it doesn't affect our plans, you like whoever you like, and who you love to worry about." β
"But as an ally, I still have to remind you that Chu is ruthless and does everything, so you should do it yourself."
Tang Zhaoyu stuffed the letter into his arms: "I didn't like him. β
After saying that, he ran away.
When I was about to walk to the carriage, Zhan Xu grabbed me.
I glanced at him faintly, then at the people resting on the other side of the carriage, frowned, and made a cautious appearance.
Zhan Xu withdrew his hand: "Although I know that you are pretending, I really can't see you like an angry bag." β
"Third Highness, if I weren't your sister, would you still protect me like this?"
Zhan Xu was stunned by my question: "You are my sister." β
I'm not!
"I don't remember the past, I'm Jinse, not the sheng song you remember when you were a child. Do you understand? β
Zhan Xu stood there, flustered, not knowing how to reply to me.
"I'm a brand new person, I don't remember my wishes, I don't remember what grand plans and hopes I have, I'm just a simple little woman, I just want to survive in this troubled world and imperial power."
"I'm completely different from the woman you remember!"
"I'm just Jinse, so Third Highness, if that's the case, will you still treat me with all your heart?"
Zhan Xu was a little overwhelmed for a while.
"Ah Jin, you are you."
"I'm not!"
I was a little angry: "I'm not! β
"Although you don't want to admit it, I grew up in a place like Liyuan since I was a child, and I only think about being able to eat and dress warmly every day, and I don't have any grand ambitions.
"I just want to live, I just want to fulfill my deceased mother's wishes, I'm just me, you know?"
Zhan Xu's eyes revealed a deep sense of distress and sadness.
"Third Highness, although we have been together for a short time along the way, we have experienced life and death."
"You should also know my temperament, I just want to tell you that I am who I am, I am just Jinse, not a substitute for anyone's memory."
I took the jade plaque he had given me from my bosom and stuffed it back into his hand.
"Let's figure it out."
When I was done, I ran back to the carriage.
After Tang Zhaoyu and Shengge came back, I only said that I needed to sleep, and drove them to the carriage of Zhan Xu and Zhan Xiao respectively.
The two of them were indeed a little noisy, and Zhan Xu didn't say anything, only instructed the driver to be careful to avoid bumps.
Soon we were on our way again.
I was the only one in the carriage now, and I steadied myself and took out the note again.
The handwriting on it is indeed Aunt Qin's, and there is a mark she drew for me in the corner.
There were four words written on the note: "Beware of Shengge." β