Chapter 515: On the thirtieth day of the middle of the month, there is no night without lovesickness
"About Linglong's death?" Bai Suzhen's face couldn't help but change when she heard this.
I couldn't help but stomp my foot and said, "Alas, Qing'er, how can you be like this? At that time, I had just attained the Dao, and my mana had not yet been condensed, and the Dao foundation had not yet been consolidated. At that time, it was not that I didn't want to save Linglong, but I really didn't have the ability to save it, Qing'er, you told the officials like this, didn't the officials misunderstand me? ”
Although Xiaoqing said the thing, she didn't want to be reprimanded by her sister, during this time, she thought about a lot of things in her heart, and she also figured out many things, and at this time she also wanted to say what she thought in her heart.
"Sister, I'm doing this for your good! You said that you came down the mountain to repay your benefactor, but now you have also found Xu Guanren, and you have also helped him make a fortune, and even pregnant with Xu Xuan's child, so it stands to reason that the favor should be repaid, right? But sister, you still only have the shadow of Xu Xuan in your heart, where do you remember to practice and become an immortal? I did this, in fact, I was afraid that I would wait for my sister to give birth to a child, but I was even more reluctant to leave this world! ”
Xiaoqing said this, she reached out and grabbed Bai Suzhen's arm, "Sister, you might as well follow me out of here now, although this earthly world is lively, and Xu Xuan's family is also very good, but we are different from them after all, sister, have you ever thought that it doesn't matter if you are ten or twenty years in this yang world, but Xu Xuan is just a mortal after all, even if he cultivates now, it will be difficult to step into the foundation until he dies, and when the time comes, what should you do, sister?" Let Xu Xuan specialize in cultivating ghosts and immortals? With his indiscriminate and good nature, I'm afraid that he won't even be able to break through this demon calamity, and then sister, won't you have to have a heartache? ”
Bai Suzhen's face became whiter and whiter as Xiaoqing said this, and finally she couldn't afford to sit down on the chair. She has been cultivating for more than a thousand years, how can she not know these things? Every time she woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, she saw her officials dying of old age in front of her house countless times, and she couldn't do anything about it.
She thought more than once about letting her own officials practice the Dao Law, but for cultivation, she needed to use the innate yang qi, with Xu Xuan's current age, this innate qi was afraid that it would have been dissipated long ago, as Xiaoqing said, Xu Xuan is now desperately cultivating, and it will be difficult to achieve it even if he dies even if he builds a foundation. And borrowing a panacea...... She Bai Suzhen is just an ordinary snake demon, and she doesn't have any elixir for herself, where did she find an elixir for her own officials?
Although she understood this before, she always let herself not know and forget about it every morning, but now that Xiaoqing has woken her up from her dream, there are some things that she has to face after all.
Xiaoqing saw Bai Suzhen's distraught appearance at this time, and she didn't dare to say anything serious, just stood aside quietly.
After a while, Bai Suzhen glanced up at Xiaoqing and asked softly, "Qing'er, did you think of these things yourself?" ”
Xiaoqing was looked at by Bai Suzhen's soft eyes, her little face collapsed, and she knew what her sister had seen, so she had to say, "I can't hide anything from my sister, didn't you let me hide in the mountains when Suzhou was besieged in those days?" At that time, my sister's master, Li Shan's mother, and the Bodhisattva both said that they said that the Heavenly Dao was lacking and could not be fully filled, and now the Heavenly Court West Heaven will not be blocked by the Heavenly Dao for too long, and the moment when the Heavenly Dao blockade subsides, it is the time when the Heavenly Court reappears in the world. ”
Bai Suzhen frowned: "Heaven is coming again?" That's the way of heaven, how can it be said to be open? ”
However, she began to worry in her heart, what if what the Bodhisattva said was true?
Bai Suzhen looked at the sky, it was dark at this time, it was already dusk, she cheered up and stood up from the chair, "Qing'er, you go and prepare dinner, I'll wake up the officials to eat"
"Hey, sister, why can't you listen? If you want me to say, let's get out of here now and go back to the mountain to cultivate again," Xiao Qing said with his feet stamped
Bai Suzhen lowered her head and touched her slightly bulging lower abdomen, her face flashed with a maternal light, and she shook her head, "Where can I just leave?" At the very least, we have to wait for the child to be born."
Bai Suzhen said, stretched out her hand and grabbed Xiaoqing, "Qing'er, a child can't be born without a father, after he is born, he can't be without a father, besides, if we really soar in the future, wouldn't it be lonely to leave him in the world?" If this is the case, wouldn't it be better to leave him in the world, follow the officials and them, and live a dull life? ”
Xiaoqing was also soft-hearted by what Bai Suzhen said, "But sister, I'm afraid that you won't want to leave when the time comes."
Bai Suzhen smiled slightly: "How could it be?" When the child is born, I will cut off the mortal dust and leave with you" Saying this, Bai Suzhen couldn't help but clench the handkerchief in her hand, but at this time she thought in her heart, "If I leave at that time, the official wakes up from his dream, will he be sad if he doesn't see me?" “
said that Xu Xuan was lying on the bed, and when Bai Suzhen and Xiaoqing were arguing, his closed eyes were already open, and he heard Bai Suzhen and Xiaoqing's words clearly. Linglong things, can he really resent his own lady? That's the person he loves.
And when he found Bai Suzhen at that time, Linglong was no longer there, if he really told Fang Cai's own lady, at that time, her mana was really unstable and the Dao foundation was not solid, and there was really no way to save people?
However, why do you feel in your heart that it is really your own lady who will not save her when she sees death? Originally, he could pretend to be confused and pretend that all this did not happen, but after being cruelly revealed by Xiaoqing today, he really didn't know how to face his mother-in-law.
At this time, Bai Suzhen's familiar footsteps sounded, and she didn't know how to face her mother-in-law Xu Xuan, so she had to close her eyes tightly and pretend to be still asleep.
Xu Xuan only felt a gust of fragrant wind blowing, but it was Bai Suzhen who came to the bed and took a breath gently, but Xu Xuan was "sleeping" deeply at this time, how could he wake up? Bai Suzhen smiled slightly, stretched out her hand and shook Xu Xuan gently, and found that the other party seemed to be asleep, Bai Suzhen looked at the familiar appearance of the official, and thought of what Fang Cai Xiaoqing said, if she really left the official one day, would the official be so sad as he was in front of Linglong's grave today?
Thinking of parting, Bai Suzhen couldn't help but feel a little distressed, although it was only a short one or two years in this world, but it was the happiest time since she practiced for thousands of years, let her leave this person who had been with her in the past, how could she bear it?
Bai Suzhen sat on the edge of the bed gently, looking at Xu Xuan in the "sleep", her eyes were full of love, she reached out and wiped Xu Xuan's face, but she was afraid of waking Xu Xuan, she sighed, turned around and walked out.
This night, Bai Suzhen did not live with Xu Xuan, and Xu Xuan, who was full of worries, did not sleep all night.
When the sky was bright, he couldn't sleep anymore, took the gifts, and didn't wake up the people in the yard, tiptoed out of the yard and went straight to Cheng Fang's home.