Chapter 144: Song Lian's thoughts
When Bai Ling returned to the house, he really found that there was still a hot meal on the table, and when he thought of what the old mother said just now, tears flowed down his eyes.
After seeing Yan Rong today, his mood was extremely complicated, thinking of the general in the palace and the prince Qin Se and Ming, loving and loving, there was a lot of relief in my heart, but I also thought of the grievances that the general suffered in the court, and my heart was also very sad.
Bai Ling will be close to the bowl of soup next to him, and think of the bowl of soup given by Prince Rong today, forget it, I don't want to think so much, the general's joy is the best now, looking at the prince is also in love with the general, as for the court, just don't care about it for now, the Yan family has been the door for generations, thinking about what should happen.
It's just that where should I go in the future, and I thought of Lord Song, who was dozens of steps away from me, and I felt like an insect bite.
yesterday
"Your Excellency, it's time for you to rest." Bai Ling tiptoed into Song Lian's room, Bai Ling knew that Lord Song would always be busy until late, and he didn't want to disturb him, but it was very late today, but he saw that Song Lian's room was still bright, so he couldn't help but step forward to persuade him.
I didn't expect to see the people in the room, Bai Ling looked around and was ready to leave when he was sure that there was no one, and suddenly saw a painting on the table, which was very familiar, Bai Ling took a closer look and saw that it was indeed the appearance of the general, but the general has always been strong, and on this painting is a general wearing an elegant long skirt and holding a simple bun, Bai Ling couldn't help but wonder, is this what Lord Song himself imagined.
I couldn't hold back for a while, so I picked up the painting and looked at it carefully, the general's eyebrows and eyes, the general's face, there is no doubt that the general is right, but with this dress and hair accessories, the general is extremely gentle, and there is a little smile, Bai Ling feels that the painter's intentions, as well as different emotions.
Song Lian's senior brother is a gentleman, and he will not do anything to covet a married woman, but everything in front of him shows that Song Lian has different feelings for the general, Bai Ling subconsciously wants to destroy this painting, thinking that if he destroys the painting, he can cut it off.
"What are you doing?" Suddenly, a voice sounded, and Bai Ling was so frightened that he fell the painting to the ground.
"My lord, I ......" Bai Ling didn't know how to explain for a while.
"Why are you here, don't you know that it's bad to mess with other people's things?" Song Lian asked with a straight face.
"My lord, Bai Ling didn't mean it, Bai Ling just saw the general's painting, and he was curious for a while, so he ......" Bai Ling immediately picked up the painting and said.
"Don't move." Song Lian also quickened his pace, and directly grabbed the painting and said.
"My lord, why do you draw generals?" Bai Ling asked.
"That's not a question you should ask." Song Lian put the painting flat on the table and said coldly.
"However, the general is already married, and she is still the prince of the dynasty, you know this." Bai Ling said directly.
"Bai Ling, you shouldn't meddle in this matter, I don't need anyone to dictate my affairs." Song Lian said.
"My lord, what you said, you must be fair and innocent, how can you be innocent when you do this." Bai Ling said.
"Say what you say, you say it again." Song Lian suddenly asked Bai Ling with a blushing face.
"I, I just think that adults should quickly dispel this idea before they are emotional, otherwise they will hurt others and themselves." Bai Ling spoke quieter and quieter under Song Lian's gaze.
"Who are you, what do you have to do with me, Bai Ling, don't forget your identity, you are just sent by Yan Rong to assist me, why do you control me." Song Lian said.
"Do you just treat me like a subordinate?" Bai Ling raised his head and asked.
"Otherwise, if it weren't for Yan Rong, you would think I would tell you so many past events, all I want is Yan Rong's past, Bai Ling, you are too self-righteous." Song Lian said.
"It turns out that what you and I said before was just a routine, I know what happened before the general, do you already have a deep affection for the general?" Bai Ling asked in a trembling voice.
"Yes, and this painting was painted by me by someone I asked you to help me, this is the appearance of your general when he went to the Taoist temple, I finally asked someone to send it, how can I let you defile it." Song Lian continued.
"I thought you were a decent man and a gentleman, I didn't expect to do such a dirty thing, Song Lian, you are really shameless." Bai Ling was already shocked, he didn't expect Song Lian to be so crazy, and at the same time felt a burst of bitterness in his heart.
"Shameless? I didn't tell the public, it was you, you broke into this place and discovered my secret. Song Lian said with some unsteady steps.
"Song Lian, do you really like the general so much, you like it so much that you are willing to look at her silently like this and not tell her?" Bai Ling's eyes were already flashing with tears.
"I not only like her face, but also have a lot of feelings, she is a woman full of wireless surprises, she is different from other women." Song Lian said with his eyes slightly closed.
"What about me?" Bai Ling asked cautiously.
"You are the same, you can't compare to her." Song Lian opened his eyes slightly, looked at Bai Ling with a confused expression and said.
"Song Lian, you're drinking, you're drunk." Bai Ling saw that Song Lian still had a dried wine jug wrapped around his waist, so he forcibly wanted to help Song Lian.
"However, you are the most like her." Song Lian said this sentence again.
"I thought that you had a good impression of me, it turned out that all this was my own wishful thinking, it turned out that what we experienced before, you all regarded me as a subordinate, the face of the original general, and carried me some favors?" Bai Ling muttered to himself.
"Bai Ling, you can't say anything about this matter." Song Lian bracked his body and said to Bai Ling.
"Naturally, I won't say it, and I won't say it for the sake of the general." Bai Ling already wanted to leave here.
"You go, don't let me hear any leaks." Song Lian still held on to the table and didn't forget to say.
"Yes, Lord Song." Bai Ling walked out directly with a gloomy face.
"Girl, why are you in the adult's room at such a late hour?" Song Lian's entourage looked at Bai Ling and said with a lost expression.
"Your lord is drunk, you can wait for him to rest." Bai Ling said expressionlessly.
"Yes, girl, you're all right." The attendant could see Bai Ling's sadness, and he didn't know how to comfort him for a while.
"Don't worry about me, besides, I have something to do tomorrow, I have to go out, don't tell the adults." Bai Ling said.
Thoughts retracted
Bai Ling actually held his breath in his heart, he had followed the general for many years, so he naturally understood the general's character and temperament, if the general knew that Song Lian had himself in his heart, he would definitely increase his troubles, and according to Song Lian's character, he would definitely be rotten in his stomach for the rest of his life, if he hadn't been drunk that day, even he didn't realize that Song Lian's mind was so deep.
It's not that he complains about the general, but in the past few months, a polite gentleman is by his side, and he is inevitably not moved, plus he has experienced so many things in the past few months, Bai Ling thought that when he was injured, Song Lian stayed by his side all night, can he not have the slightest wave in his heart.
Yes, Bai Ling's heart felt that he was different in Song Lian's eyes, because Song Lian once told his family about the past in the moonlight, and the tragic experience of his youth, he thought that he had reached a consensus and intersected with his heart, but in the end he found that he was just a friend.
Rongwang's Mansion
"I always feel like there is something in Bai Ling's heart." Yan Rong said lying in Nangong Li's arms.
"What can happen, she came to see you today, and went back in a hurry, and you couldn't reunite when you arrived, it's a pity." Nangong Li said while reading a book and stroking his face's hair.
"But I looked at her as if she had escaped from there, didn't I tell Song Lian?" Yan asked puzzled.
"No, no matter what Song Lian says, he won't let a girl run around by herself." Nangong Li said.
"When they return to Beijing, I'll ask carefully, are you tired today?" Yan Rong asked.
"I'm not tired, but I didn't expect that I, Nangong Li, would still be able to see General Yan's tears in my lifetime." Nangong Li said.
"I'm getting sand in my eyes, you're wrong." Yan Rong said with a little blush. Didn't you hold back for a while?
"Yes, yes, I don't know who saw that bowl of soup and fell pearls, whose lady is it?" Nangong Li said deliberately.
"If you say it again, I'll be rude to you." Yan Rong got up and said to Nangong Li.
"Okay, you're welcome, you're welcome between the two of us." Nangong Li said.
"Think about tomorrow's things and think about tomorrow's things, and live tonight first." Yan Rong looked at Nangong Li's eyes and said.
Following
"General, Bai Du has come to plead guilty." Early in the morning, when Yan Rong was about to go to practice martial arts, he saw Bai Du standing at the door, and when he saw Yan Rong coming out, he immediately stepped forward and said.
"Be quiet, he's not awake yet." Yan Rong pulled Bai Du to the side and said.
"The general is really meticulous to the prince, and he is not like you." Bai Du pouted.
"You still talk a lot, I didn't talk about you yesterday, I don't know how much I drink, and I still drink so much, you've been sleeping since yesterday, why did you wake up this time?" Yan Rong asked.
"General, haven't I never drunk, Bai Feng didn't let me touch wine before, so naturally I didn't know that I was so sensitive to wine." Bai Du said.
"Who told you to go with you?" Yan Rong asked.
"It's His Royal Highness the Prince, who said that he didn't worry, and wanted me to follow him to take a look, but I saw the prince who was following me upstairs, and then it was the general who saw it." Bai Du said.
"Bai Dui, thank you anyway." Yan Rong said.
"However, Bai Du's office was smashed and did not protect the general." Bai Du bowed his head and said.
"No, I haven't encountered any danger, Bai Dui, you remember one thing, you only protect yourself before protecting me, and also, since you have entered the palace, you are nominally a person from the palace of Rong, if you have been in bad contact with the East Palace." Yan Rong said.
"General, I know, I have already told Bai Feng to try to have as little interaction as possible, after all, the prince doesn't seem to like me very much." Bai Du said.
"You're still a child." Yan Rong said with a smile.
"General, you won't punish me?" Bai Du asked.
"Why, there are still people who pick up punishments?" Yan Rong asked amusedly.
"Thank you, General, that Bai Du went to practice martial arts." Twilight happily left in a huff.
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