296, I really didn't feel moved
"Daddy, I like him, why can't I marry him?" Fuzi asked curiously with wide eyes.
The father looked up into the distance, sighed lightly and said, "The difficult things in this world are no better than a love word. If you can avoid the violent ecstasy, there will naturally be no pathos. Instead of suffering the bitter cry of life and death, it is better not to touch those things, you are not emotional, and no one can hurt you. You have to wait, wait for that person who loves you more than your father and mother to come to your side, so that he will love you for the rest of your life. ”
If you want to be loved, accept that there is always a sudden loss in this world. Spilled noodle soup, lost money bags, separated lovers, broken friendships...... When nothing you do, the only thing you can do is try to make yourself better.
"People like us are born not to be truly liked by others. Children, most people like you, they just want to like you and be with you. Touch your leaves, kiss your flowers. Then you can't uproot all the intertwined roots of the earth, turn them under the sky, put them in front of him, and say, "Look at them, please love me with them, this is what I am."
Unfortunately, you just can't.
Because there are very few people who can not be scared away by you. ”
When she was a child, she didn't know why her father didn't let her like others, but she listened to her father's words, she waited, waited for a long time, she waited for that person, he was indeed as gorgeous as a rainbow, as dazzling as a star, she didn't listen to her father, she fell in love with him.
She always thought that rainbows were beautiful, but her father didn't tell her that rainbows were the most beautiful and ephemeral thing in the world.
I liked him after talking for a few days, I wanted to live a lifetime in a few months, and I wanted to go back and forth for a lifetime if I was a little better to myself.
She longed to see him, but she knew full well that their meeting would only make sense if he wanted to see her too.
But in fact, I didn't dare to see him, I was afraid that emotions would surge, and I wanted to be with him desperately.
But she knew it was impossible.
The result she got was just a sentence that God is the lord of all things, and the underworld is a low ant, and she is not worthy of him, not even worthy of carrying shoes.
She hated the woman named Bai Qin so much, she couldn't wait to crush her bones and scatter ashes, even if she was to die!
The bitterness and sweetness of her life have been tasted in those six years.
Standing on the edge of the cliff, she knew that she couldn't escape, and looked at the man holding the sword in front of her with desolate eyes, he was still as handsome and chic as many years ago, but the tenderness in her eyes no longer belonged to her.
She spoke, her voice hoarse as if she was about to cry. "Bihuang, I thought, how long will I like you? I don't know, no one knows what the future holds. Maybe I'll always like it. Maybe someday, a year from now, five years from now, ten years from now. I figured it out, gave up, and maybe I didn't know.
"I thought at the time, but since it's unpredictable, I'll talk about it later
Now I still like you, and you like me, so that's fine. ”
"You have to remember that in your youth, there was also such a ridiculously stupid girl who did all the romantic things for you, suffered all the grievances for you, and couldn't keep you even if she was so passionate."
"Later, I really seriously considered whether or not to miss you."
"But I didn't, that time, you were the one who let go first."
She raised her head in a charming manner, looked at the eyes of the Bihuang Emperor with a sad expression in her purple eyes, and asked word by word:
"Bihuang, have you ever loved me, even for a moment?"
In the clear and bright sunshine, on the starry sky, in the mouth of the dragon, the graceful figure opened a laugh that was almost self-deprecating.
Unexpectedly, after many years, she finally couldn't help but ask this sentence.
Her eyes were full of sadness, like a pool of ice that had finally melted, waiting for that person to warm it with his own hands...... Or, just a thousand feet of ice.
"Want to know?" Emperor Bihuang hooked his fingers. "Come here, I'll tell you."
Fuzi shook her head, "You just say it there, I can hear it." ”
She was afraid of what he would do to Stygian, even if he died, Stygian Qi would not fall into his hands.
Naturally, she knew how ruthless he was—only to people who didn't matter.
"Hehehe, okay, it's all up to you."
His voice was soft, as if it had gone back to that summer.
The purple-eyed gaze was cold, but there was a plea that bordered on despair.
The graceful heart is like being crushed by a fist, and it is not shaped. Her hands didn't know where to put them, she didn't know when to start, her palms were in a cold sweat, and her nervous fingers were shaking.
After so many years, she thought that she could calmly accept any answer he gave, but when this day came, she was still as nervous as waiting for his confession as if she was ten ** years old, and her heart was like fifteen buckets of water, and she couldn't be quiet for a long time.
She thought that the only thing she was afraid of was parting, but it turned out that she was also afraid of reunion. With every reunion, she would be afraid of the demeaning words that came out of his mouth, and she would be afraid that he would look at her with that look down on her......
Time seemed to work against her on purpose—she walked very slowly, irritability and anxiety came rushing together, her heart beating faster, her hands at a loss, her mind in chaos, not knowing what she was doing or what she was going to do......
She was afraid to hear the answers she didn't want to hear, and she didn't even dare to breathe, and her heart was pounding.
Emperor Bihuang really lived up to her nervousness.
He spoke, word by word, unusually clear.
"Never."
Then they repeated, "I never loved you." ”
He squinted at her, as if looking at an ant, not as if, yes as if. "It's just a couple of years in the world, do you think you can really fly on the branches and become a phoenix and become a fairy? How can you compare to Bai Qin? Grace, although you don't believe in something, I have to make it clear to you that you are the third party. ”
"Say no more!"
She shouted, covered her ears with her hands, and bent down in pain.
Even when she was fighting just now, she didn't feel such pain—heartache.
Emperor Bihuang sneered, and then said: "I have known Bai Qin for not a thousand years but a hundred years, and I have already made a lifelong decision in front of the gods, and I will marry her when I return from the human world. That catastrophe was not a love catastrophe, it was your appearance that disrupted the trajectory of life, and then you again, stalking and fighting when I returned to heaven. You have to let me go back with you.
Yes, I promised you that I would never be separated from you for the rest of my life, and we would also walk together on the Huangquan Road. But I was human at that time, and I didn't remember anything, so I made that promise to my wife. But man is only one life, I am a god, how can a god be with the underworld for eternity? Is it like the Golden Flame Styx? Hahaha, joke, you can see what a ridiculous joke it is when you look at the child in your arms, and you will not live to be twenty years old. Twenty years old, only twenty days in the divine realm, a child who can't even survive for twenty days, what is the significance of his birth? It can be seen how the right choice was not to let you keep that child at that time.
Graceful, it's just a big dream, wake up from the dream, you are your black woman and woman, I am my Bihuang Emperor, the well water does not violate the river water. ”
Suddenly, she let out a roar that was almost like a beast, and she burst out on the spot, bursting out with a fierce force beyond her vitality, and crashed into the tall man like crazy!
It was a hard hit with all the strength of life!
The Bihuang Emperor was pushed to the top by her again and again, and swept towards the cliff of the glacier, lost his foot, and the whole person fell!
She knelt on the edge of the cliff violently, stretched out her hand in vain, and her eyes were full of reluctance.
The Bihuang Emperor was not in a hurry, he pulled the sword in his hand forward, and with a blue light, the dragon ascension let out a long roar and rose into the air.
Jiaolong caught him steadily, he looked up at the woman who pushed him down, purple hair flying, purple eyes full of sadness and despair.
The impact force that can knock a man down should not be underestimated, and the force of inertia is desperately restrained by standing on the edge of the cliff, and it can be stopped on the edge of the cliff, and it may lose its center of gravity and fall down if it is a centimeter further.
Grace quickly stepped back.
How could the Bihuang Emperor let go of such a good opportunity. He reached out and grabbed it out of thin air, flicked his fingers, and the small snowball became a marble that killed people.
The snowball bounced exactly to the edge of the cliff where she was standing, and the snow on the edge of the cliff was thin, and it was disconnected from a few meters away without accident.
Graceful feet empty.
A desolate tear crossed her white cheeks, grief-stricken and hopeless, slid through the air the moment she fell off the cliff, falling into the wind, cold and silent.
Emperor Bihuang jumped lightly, returned to the edge of the cliff lightly, turned around, and looked at Fuzi and Mingqi coldly, without a trace of emotion.
The wind whistled in her ears, and she closed her eyes and let herself fall into the abyss.
"Why, Bihuang ......"
Since I met you, there has been no pain day and night, plus the wounds that have never healed, and breathing, it is an unspeakable pain.
In just a few decades in the human world, she needs to digest it for decades and hundreds of years.
After her parents died, no one had ever done that to her. It feels like being loved, she has been urged by the world to grow up for many years, and suddenly someone tells her that she can be a child again.
He was the one who provoked her first.
Like a snail, she carefully came out of her shell and gradually opened her heart to let him live in her heart.
In the relationship between the two of them, there has always been a rhythm. At first it was him, then it was her.
The one with the rhythm is the one who seems to love more, that is, the one who takes the initiative.
The other seems to be pampered and seems to have no fear.
But only she knows that one day she is leaving, and he still has a chance to get her back, and he is leaving, so the day he decides to go, is the end of all stories.
No one knows what mood she has been in for all these years.
If you don't love me, why promise those words, why do you treat me so well, why do you give me a child......
You've always wanted to have a baby, but I've never been able to conceive.
Later, when you conceived, you became a god.
God, what a ridiculous word, a god who kills his own flesh and blood with his own hands, can he still be considered a god? He was so small, so small, that he died alive in your hands, and you didn't even spare his bones.
Why do you become so fast, is it true that all those deep feelings are fake, is it true that neither life can compare to the so-called dignity of God?
Jin Yan can come to the underworld for the sake of Hades, why can't you?
Why can't you when others can?
Thinking of this, in an instant, tears welled up in my eyes.
It's not that I have paid my sincerity, I have to have a sincere heart to reciprocate, all I want is your words, your words I love you.
Even these three words, you are so stingy.
She shuddered and looked back, only to see the sun shining brightly, stinging her eyes. His eyes were very sour, and tears couldn't help but flow down.
All the grievances and haste have turned into ashes, life after life, and the rotation is endless.
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